Forever is Over
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Promises are made to be broken, aren't they?
If you fell in love with your best friend, your best friend who promised that you'll stay friends forever, will you break your vows of friendship?
It'll be miserable if you get rejected, but in your mind it is worthy to try.
The tiny fortune you hold in your hands is what you risk in this impossible dream
When you see her, the errors of this complicated world disappears
How do the errors disappear when the love you feel itself is more like a curse?
To love someone with the same gender surely will give goosebumps to others
Despite that, you still struggle to win her heart
Even if it’s against all odds, even if people would treat you differently for what you’ll do
Until when will you fight for this love?
Someday you’re heart will get tired
The time when your eyes can’t cry no more
And you realize that it’s impossible to achieve what you want
Until you finally believe
Forever is OVER
Foreword
If I had the chance to reset time, I’ll wish that we haven’t met; I’ll wish that what I feel is not real
The pain is so much for me to bear; the damage you caused me was titanic.
The desire to heal myself was weaker than my desire to have you.
You’ll never understand me, you’ll never know me.
The tiny courage I still have was the only thing that made me write this
The only thing I know to make this situation better is to avoid you, much better if I’ll leave you.
After so many failed attempts to woo you, this is the best thing to do.
Before you could tell me that you are disgusted to this kind of love, I already knew.
The awkwardness between us after the revelation was too much that it’s almost killing me.
Sometimes I feel that we were never been friends.
-Liu Yi Yun
The girl who had read the diary started to tear up, almost choking from the pain she feels.
The precious time she spent with her best friend played back and forth through her mind, she felt guilty that she treated things like a joke.
She regretted being silent and cold to Yi Yun. She hated herself with great intensity; she hated herself for living life with so many lies.
From the very start, she should know: Nothing lasts FOREVER
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