jiyeon's pov

after me and JB oppa confessed to each other, he was so happy that he was holding my hands and singing along on the street. im happy too, of course because i finally get to date JB oppa, my ultimate crush for 4 long years. but im wondering if i really be happy because theres someone else now in my life.. lee taemin.. just then my phone vibrates again

jiyeonnie. omg im so happyyy! guess what. me and taemin oppa are officially dating now. how exciting is that! hows things going with JB oppa? text me soon my friend<3 xox

i froze on the spot... SUZY AND TAEMIN ARE DATING..? THATS.. OUTRAGEOUS. IM TOTALLY SPEECHLESS.

JB: my dear what happened?

i handed him my phone without hesitation, and i then fell onto the ground looking miserable.

me: oppa.. suzy and taemin are together... ottokae?

JB: jiyeon ah. you promised me you wont be sad about taemin again. why are you like this

me: miyane oppa.... actually i like taemin oppa.. miyane oppa.. really

JB: SO YOU ARE SAYING THAT LEE TAEMIN IS MORE IMPORTANT ME IN YOUR LIFE. RIGHT? FINE. WE'LL BREAK UP. I DONT WANT TO GO ON A DATE WITH YOU NOW.

i have never seen JB oppa that angry... he was literally so angry that his face gone all red...im so sorry... i broke JB oppa's heart..

me: oppa...you really want to break up with me..?

JB: no i dont jiyeon ah. sorry for yelling at you.. i guess i lose my temper because i cannot stand you liking taemin.. and choosing him over me..

please dont let me go jiyeonnie.. 

me: oppa... *long sigh* i will not leave you. not again. i have wasted the past  years to like you and finally we get together.. i wont let anything to make my decision sway.

JB: gumawo jiyeon ah*hugs* i will love you so dearly i promise.

i felt like i was going to mentally break down  at that moment.. i actually made a rational choice. for the first time in my life.

although i dont know if it is a reasonable one or not, because i still love JB oppa and like taemin oppa. but now that i have chosen JB oppa.. i will not change my mind easily. sorry taemin oppa.