It was 2 years ago when I first met this guy.. I still remember how our first conversation started.. Everything seemed to happen yesterday.. I cannot believe it has been 2 years since I love him. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME.. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO KEEP ME WAITING..?

TAEMIN ah..

I remembered how I added Taemin on facebook just to keep a close track on his best friend, who is also the student body president, which also happens to be my crush- IMJAEBUM JB. 

2 summers before when Taemin posted on my wall, I thought well yea maybe we can be close friends so I will get to hang out more with JB. But things did not work exactly my way. In fact, the talk we had that night completely changed my feelings..

xxx < convo between me and taemin > xxx

taemin: heyyy do i know you?

me: ahh no i don't think so.. i added you randomly on facebook. but erm maybe we can be friends?:)

taemin: ah yea.. I am taemin nice to meet you^^

me: Im jiyeon. nice to meet you too:)

taemin: what a nice name you have.. jiyeon..

me: ahh yeaa.. my name was given by my beloved granddad..who.. passed away few weeks ago...

taemin: ahh im so sorry to hear this ah jiyeonnie.. but trust me everything will be fine. just stay strong(:

taemin: by the way you don;t mind me calling you jiyeonnie do you?

me: ahh no my friends called me jiyeonnie too:) i hope so.. i really miss him T_T

taemin: don't worry ah jiyeonnie. ill be here for you if you need me(:

me: thank you so much taemin ah.. it feels like ive known you forever even though we have only know each other for like an hour only:P

taemin: haha i have the same thoughts too:)

me: hahahha yeaa:) anywayy taemin.. i have to go to bed now cause i have a early flight tomorrow morning..

taemin: yea sure. have a really nice holiday and sleep tight. we will talk soon^^

me: sure.:) night

taemin: ahh wait! jiyeonnie!

me: hmm?

taemin: ermm.. can i .. have your number? i really like you..

me: ehh? ahh certainly. its 957053613... so text me. byebye:*

taemin: i will. sweet dreams ah jiyeonnie^^

xxx < convo ended > xxx

*talks to myself* OMG TAEMIN IS ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE AND HE IS SO CUTEEEEEEEE!<3 *blush* AISHHHHHHH WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING.. JB IS THE ONE I LIKE NOT TAEMIN...DONT EVER THINK ABOUT TAEMIN AGAIN..HE IS JUST A FRIEND. YES. JUST A FRIEND.