My lover?!
A sad beginning. a Happy Ending?Hey guys~ this week i as so happy about my subscribers. it went from 20 to 29 ^ ^ I LOVE U ALL!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD thx u for subscribing to me cuz it makes me feel happy tht ppl enjoy reading my stories. :) My friend made me make a tumblr account and damn did i get addicted to it. there u will see more pics tht i made and it will be there earlier than here. Heres my tumblr link:http://chanjilovesme.tumblr.com/ and yesh my account name is chanjilovesme cuz i love chanji too~ 3rd favorite :DDDDD here is a picture of all u junhyung lovers: http://twitpic.com/45wtfs
OMG i talk to much and here is the next chapter. PLZ COMMENT AND SUBSCRIBE!!! I NEED MORE COMMENTS!!!!:
Recap: "Wait wht do u mean "stopped us from yea"? I asked curiously....
*alison's pov*
"I-It's none of ur business. :P" Amelia shuttered. Dujoon keeping quite turning red from embrassment.
" _____-ah? Want to tell me?" I asked with puppy eyes.
" Im not gonna tell u... *looks at amelia and smirks* I'll show u. ^ ^ *takes out fone*."
"I WANNA SEE >:(" Hyunseung started to whine.
"WAIT WHAT DO U MEAN SHOW U?" Amelia blushed super red.
"Its nothing. " _____-ah said " I'll show it to u guys later ^ ^"
"Fines =.="
"ummm....... can u guys give me sometime with hyunseung-oppa. I need to talk to him about a matter." ______ bit her lips and stared directly at the smiling hyunseung.
" Ummm..... sure :)" I said
"Sure y not. :) Amelia-sshi~ lets go on a date :)" Dujoon said excitingly holding hands with her and walked toward the door.
"Not until u tell me wht happened :)" I smirked and followed.
*close the door*
*hyunseung's pov*
(x2) Wht is _______-ah going to say! I mean its not my fault tht our lip crashed. Or is it? I DONT KNOW ANYMORE. I looked at the now angry-confused girl in front of me. I wonder whts shes going to say.
"Hyunseung-oppa?"
*_______ pov*
Great.....now tht i got them out wht am i suppose to say. I JUST DONT KNOW! ITS ALL HYUNSEUNGS FAULT!!!! Y HE KISSED ME IN THE FIRST PLACE! I MEAN I HAVE A BOYFRIEND! im so confused. Do i love hyunseung or do i love junhyung?
"Hyunseung-oppa?" I asked. I touched my lips. " Y'd u kiss me?" and looked down to the ground embrassed by my question.
" Well thts a pretty easy question. :) _____-ah i dont care if u have a boyfriend or not. Let Junhyung-sshi beat me up if he wanted too. It wont change the fact tht im in love with u _____-ah. U dont know how hard it is for me to see u with my friend. It just pains me....."
My heart started to beat faster after hearing tht confession and i became weak. I was able to sit down before i fell. " Well.......So ur in love with me?"
"mhmm~"
" To tell u the truth i dont know about my own feelings either...." i started. " Whenever im with Junhyung-oppa, it makes me truely happy to be with him. He makes me.... feel safe. :) whn he kisses me i feel so loved by him and tht i feel like the only girl in the world.....but when im with u....... i dont know how to explain my feelings for u. When u just confessed, my heart....beated really fast and i just cant explain it. When u kissed me, my face turned super red unlike when junhyung-oppa kissed me. I just dont know yet..... :/"
*hyunseung's POV*
" I just dont know yet..... :/" Her feelings for me..........
" Well tht just probably means u dont know how to love yet. :) Its okay. It will be clear for u later. Dont worry."
"hmm~ ur right :) well~ I feel like i lost a ton of weight off my shoulders. xD thxs for listening, oppa :D"
" anytime....." exspecially if u break up with junhyung. " By the way thxs for the chocolate. I'll make sure i'll give sumthing for u on whites day. " I picked up the prettiful pink heart box and opened and saw a bunch of homemade chocolate.
"U dont have too >///< Its fine. I just made it cuz..... cuz u saved me and ur such a good friend." she shuttered. cute :3
" Well tooo bad~ ur getting a present and u cant reject it :D"
"=.= im leaving.. Imma go to the cube ent. where junhyung-oppa is..... Good-bye."
"Bai bai! Remeber to visit! I'll be discharged tomorrow!"
"Annyong~"
Aish! tht girl is so mean. TT^TT MEANIE ______-ah~
*your pov*
i went out of the hospital and traveled to cube ent. pratice rooms and yes i got in because the secarty ppl have a pic of me and junhyung for some reason.
I explored the place and ended up at the practice rooms....somehow and saw B2st with..... ALISON?!
"________-ah!!!! I FINALLY FOUND OUT WHAT HAPPENED!!!!" Alison threw herself on me. " Amelia-unnie is going out with Dujoon!!!!!! :D Imma be the happiest sister ever if she marries him!!! >.
"BWOH?!!!! DUJOON IS GOING OUT!!! damn i need a girlfriend." kikwang overheard.
" hey Alison-ah~ wanna hang out with me after practice. U know hang out and talk to each other?" he gave a wink at alison and smirked his killer smirk.
" ahahahahaahahahaha~ THTS THE CHEESIEST PICK-UP LINE IN THE WORLD!!!!" me and alison laughed and fell to the ground.
" _____-ah!! UR HERE!!! >.< Whts so funny?" Yoseob came and poked me as i laughed on the ground.
" Yo~ Hon. whatcha doin here?" Junhyung pulled me up and made me sit on the bench.
" Hi _____-ah! Wht brings u here?" Dongwoon said as he helped alison off the ground.
I got myself together and told wht kikwang did.
"PFTT HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA~ Omo thts hiliraus." the 3 members said in harmony amazingly. " Oh yea did u know tht amelia-sshi and dujoon-oppa r going out?!"
"Seriously?! wow~ dujoon-hyung is amazing~" dongwoon said like he admired the leader.
"Do u have proof? " Junhyung said as he whisphered in my ear and nibbled my ear.
"Junhyung-oppa! Not here! Not now!" I scolded him
"mianhe~ _____, i couldnt resist. ^ ^"
"I wanna see the video!!"
"ME TOO!" ME 3! " ME 4" ME 5!"
"hehe! okies. :)"
*shows the video*
"Wow~ Way to go Dujoon-hyung!" Junhyung said amazed.
lol. his expression is priceless. " Oh yeah! Everyone i made chocolate for everyone. And Yes Kikwang-oppa i made one for u. :)"I handed out the chocolates
" Gomawo~" Junhyung said touched by my actions. :) he kissed me passionatly. Weird my heart doesnt feel like its melting. :/
"HYUNGIE~ GET A ROOM xD" Yoseob said as he covered his eyes and ran across the room.
" I agree :)" Dongwoon walked back and started to pratice his moves again.
"Aish~ I want a girlfriend D': Alison-sshi U sure u dont wanna hang out. Im a lonely old man in his 20s." Kikwang said sighing.
"And im a young girl tht doesnt want to be . =.="
"Aish~ fine. But dont be suprised when u fall head over heels for me :P" kikwang said as he joked and walked to pratice his sick moves once again.
"In ur dreams :)" alison whisphered.
" JunHyung-oppa~ Go and pratice! U need to lose tht FAT bellie of urs. :P" I started to joke around " Even Yoseob-oppa is getting 6-packs!"
Junhyung looked at his stomach and hesitated. " Aish~ fine! " He left feeling embrassed and started to dance and rap.
" So do u wanna take a walk in the park for awhile while they practice?" Alison asked
"Ummm~ sure :)"
*to the park!*
I was walking with Alison with sodas we bought at the vending machine and then we sat on a bench.
" ______-ah. I want u to tell me ur feelings about both hyunseung-oppa and junhyung-oppa." Alison said like she knew wht to do.
"Y should i? ur not my "love angel". in fact ur my friend, my friend's sister, and ur younger than me and U NVR FELL IN LOVE!" I said without thinking
" =.= yea but i know how to fix problems. and i need to hear ur feelings so i can help u decide---"
"Decide on wht?"
"Decide on.....who u love. Obviously, i can tell tht ur happy with JunHyung-oppa but it looks like u cherish more time with hyunseung-oppa."
"=.=" damn shes good. "Aish~ fine" I gave up. I knew since we met, which was in elementry school, tht she was like this.............. i get the feeling tht she can like freaking read minds. o.o
" Kewl~ Lets start with ur feelings :) how do u feel?"
"I feel pretty good thx u very much. :)" I joked
" GET WITH ME!" she lightly slapped my face.
"Aish~ fine! * tilts head to the ground* (sighs~) Whenever im with junhyung-oppa it just doesnt feel like i love him as much as i did before. When im with hyunseung-oppa, I cant explain this happiness inside me. It overwhelms me when im with him. I just dont know alison-sshi I just dont know."
"well did hyunseung-oppa kissed u yet recently? I know junhyung did."
"........... (sighs again)....to tell u the truth his lips and mines clashed together today at the hospital....... and we both turned super red, and........my heart was beating really fast. When u contrast tht with Junhyung-oppa..... my face doesnt burn from embrassment, my heart doesnt melt, and my heart doesnt speed up."
"And tht is it! U r in love with hyunseung _____-ah! I mean look! u said tht ur face turns super red when u guys "kissed"! thts a sign! "
" yea~ maybe..... Maybe i am in love hyunseung-oppa afterall... i just dont know how to explain this to junhyung-oppa."
"Explain about wht?"
Omg~ Wht will happen nxt?!!!!! and i just laughed when alison was like and im a young girl tht doesnt want to get ;) i found tht hiliarus.
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