Yongguk: Chapter 8

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Yongguk's phone suddenly rings, piercing the predictable symphony of noise in the air. He searches his pockets for his cellphone before he pulls it out, but when he sees the caller ID, he gives you a brief glance before picking up the call.

"Himchan," he says. "Hey. What's up?"

You watch his face change from apprehension to annoyance. He sharply replies to the voice on the other end by saying, "Of course I'm at the city. Am I with ... ? Yes. I'm with her. Is that bad?"

You in a breath. By the tone of Yongguk's voice, you can tell that your presence isn't liked by Himchan, and you don't know why. He had seemed kind to you enough, treating you with cordial indifference, not bothering to know you like Yongguk had done. So why has Himchan, Yongguk's apparent best friend, called and successfully gotten on his friend's nerves?

"Himchan, I'm only - " Yongguk pauses as he stares at the ground in frustration. "No. Look. It's not that, I ... " he glances at you again before lowering his tone and muttering, " ... no. I will. I swear I will. I just ... " He shakes his head, gripping his phone tightly. "Don't come here, alright? It's light. Why are you even looking for me in the first place?" Yongguk sighs miserably before he continues, "I know. I know that. So please don't ... look, I gotta go. I can't keep her waiting. Yeah, I will, just ... I will. I swear, okay? Just ... goodnight, Himchan," he murmurs, and with that he hangs up and numbly looks at his phone as the screen flashes, signaling the end of the call.

You stare at him for a few seconds, trying to decide whether you have the right to say anything. After observing his barely contained irritation, you gently speak, "You alright?"

"Actually, no," he admits outrightly, surprising you with his blunt answer. His face softens, and he asks, "Can we ... take a walk? For a bit?"

You search his eyes for answers, quietly begging him to tell you what had just gone on, but his expression rejects your pleas. You hadn't realized it before, but he looks sad. His happiness, his overflowing exuberance, had always shielded his dark, lonely eyes. You wish you had known sooner. It seems that even people who look content on the outside are dealing with problems, too.

You start to take a step forward, and he matches your pace as he walks alongside you. You watch how your feet step on the ground, disturbing the thin layer of dew that coats the asphalt, scattering the red and yellow lights reflected on the fragile ripples. People brush by you, unaware of the tense atmosphere surrounding you and Yongguk. You know he's planning to say something - you can feel him searching for the words, sense how he straightens his shoulders in preparation - but he takes his time prepping himself and continues to walk aimlessly, leading you around the city square, past restaurants, through alleys and b

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Note: The reason Himchan said “He is” instead of “He was” is because Yongguk isn’t a good person, past tense. He IS a good person. He died a good guy.

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Hululala #1
I'm gonna reread this
Jasm0130 #2
Chapter 1: I suddenly missed this fanfic so I came back here, wanting to refresh my memories about this beautiful and heartbreaking story
SShinra95 #3
I read this when I was in highschool, now I’m 25 and found myself here again. The feelings that I got from this fanfic still remain. Gonna read this again. 🤍
Baekterry
#4
Chapter 1: I hope everyone has the chance to read this masterpiece. I read this story back when I was in highschool around 14 years old and now I'm 21. I keep coming back to this story because it makes me feeling things. thank you for writing.
jmayo81 #5
Chapter 24: Oooh man, I finished the story! My heart, so many feelings, but loved it. Somber reminder to enjoy every moment & put yourself out there! Thank goodness her & Himchan had each other. Thank you for the beautiful story.
jmayo81 #6
Chapter 1: Just started reading this story & can already tell with Yongguk’s “ta dah push-ups “ I’m going to enjoy it!! Looking forward to reading more!
jade3579
#7
Chapter 1: Someone died and I really miss them and I don't feel like myself so I'm just collecting things I liked. And I loved this story I loveitstill
jade3579
#8
Chapter 1: I came back for a reread its been year over a year
ttrojja #9
This story was really great...I cried so much. Things like this remind me to appreciate everything that surrounds us. I just can't stop thinking about poor, poor Yongguk :( I don't think he was ready to go, he had so much to do... That is a very realistic side of that story. And the story... It's very bittersweet. I would love to meet a guy like Yongguk but I really can't see myself getting over his death. At one point in reading your story I wished the heroine would not meet him at all! It was so painful. But at the end I'm glad she did, because he changed the way she saw the world and that fanfic did the same for me. Thank you so much, author :) also, you are really skilled in writing and have a lot of amazing, creative ideas. Have a good day!
ashin_333 #10
Chapter 24: Such a beautiful story.. we always let ourselves drown in business of life and forget to appreciate life.. this story like a reminder that we need to live our life not just pass it..