Yongguk: Chapter 1

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It's cold in the city. It's partly due to the drafts that weave around the various buildings, culminating as air in odd places, some areas becoming hotter or colder than the rest. As you walk, you bury your hands in your pockets and duck your head as you plow through the crowd, ignoring the passersby who are, in turn, also ignoring you.

You're in a busy, outdoor mall, and people briskly brush by you with bags and bags of purchased items. Large TV screens or projections light up the sides of different buildings at altered heights as a cacophony of sound consisting of chatter, radio announcers, news anchors, music, and cellphones fills your ear. The gray, tiled floor you step on is gleaming with a thin sheen of water, and above, gray clouds threaten to interrupt the calm weather. 

You take out your cellphone and scan your list of text messages. It's not that you have anyone to text, or are waiting for someone to reply to you. You just wish someone would talk to you right now. You're a little bored, and you want something to do. And when you look around you, at all these people who are busy doing at least one thing ... compared to them, you look pretty insignificant.

Although, if you were to place this situation in the grand scheme of things, these people are just as unimportant as you are.

You sigh as you tuck your phone back into your pocket. Just because you're staring at it doesn't mean it's going to suddenly vibrate. You look up and navigate through the current of the crowd, scanning the clothing products shown in the window displays. You stop in front of a specific dress, surveying the layers of skirts that fall in fragile, blue patterns until they rest, lightly, on the floor. You turn away before you feel tempted to buy it. You don't have the money or a purpose to buy that dress.

A drafty wind blows at your face, playing with your strands of hair and making knots out of them. Irritated, you at

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Note: The reason Himchan said “He is” instead of “He was” is because Yongguk isn’t a good person, past tense. He IS a good person. He died a good guy.

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Hululala #1
I'm gonna reread this
Jasm0130 #2
Chapter 1: I suddenly missed this fanfic so I came back here, wanting to refresh my memories about this beautiful and heartbreaking story
SShinra95 #3
I read this when I was in highschool, now I’m 25 and found myself here again. The feelings that I got from this fanfic still remain. Gonna read this again. 🤍
Baekterry
#4
Chapter 1: I hope everyone has the chance to read this masterpiece. I read this story back when I was in highschool around 14 years old and now I'm 21. I keep coming back to this story because it makes me feeling things. thank you for writing.
jmayo81 #5
Chapter 24: Oooh man, I finished the story! My heart, so many feelings, but loved it. Somber reminder to enjoy every moment & put yourself out there! Thank goodness her & Himchan had each other. Thank you for the beautiful story.
jmayo81 #6
Chapter 1: Just started reading this story & can already tell with Yongguk’s “ta dah push-ups “ I’m going to enjoy it!! Looking forward to reading more!
jade3579
#7
Chapter 1: Someone died and I really miss them and I don't feel like myself so I'm just collecting things I liked. And I loved this story I loveitstill
jade3579
#8
Chapter 1: I came back for a reread its been year over a year
ttrojja #9
This story was really great...I cried so much. Things like this remind me to appreciate everything that surrounds us. I just can't stop thinking about poor, poor Yongguk :( I don't think he was ready to go, he had so much to do... That is a very realistic side of that story. And the story... It's very bittersweet. I would love to meet a guy like Yongguk but I really can't see myself getting over his death. At one point in reading your story I wished the heroine would not meet him at all! It was so painful. But at the end I'm glad she did, because he changed the way she saw the world and that fanfic did the same for me. Thank you so much, author :) also, you are really skilled in writing and have a lot of amazing, creative ideas. Have a good day!
ashin_333 #10
Chapter 24: Such a beautiful story.. we always let ourselves drown in business of life and forget to appreciate life.. this story like a reminder that we need to live our life not just pass it..