Say Hyung , did u still remember about the worse things that happen a month ago ? I didn't know if you still remember it , but for me , this memory is stil playing in my mind .. *************************************************It is raining cats and dogs outside and Changjo is still focusing on his laptop , trying to pass the last stage of war game . But the game just make him feel so bored . Changjo then trying to hit pause button and lean on the chair. The rain is making him shiver in the cold . He stand up and reach for switch on the heater in his room and sit back . He close his eyes tightly . He feel bored but in the same time feel peace surround him . He loves sitting alone in the quiet space . Later , Changjo open his eyes and looks straightly at his bed . He stare longer and let his sigh away . Changjo heard the door knob twisting . He lets his eyes away and looks at the door . There, showing Ricky's half and painful expression . He just can't do anything but looks sadly at Ricky. If he knows the stupidity he just doing now . ''Changjo-ah, not sleeping yet ?'' Ricky ask slowly . As slow as whisper . Changjo just stare at him and looks away . He just can't stand his own pain when revealing Ricky half after having a with someone else . Changjo just can't stand to facing Ricky like this . He just can't help himself to hate Ricky at the time like this . It is just too irritate. ''i'm not sleepy yet.'' Changjo then puts his head on his computer table . Ricky just stare at Changjo and makes his step towards their bed . Ricky slowly sits on the bed because doesn't want to add more pain after the . '' you know maknae , sleeping late at night will make your healthy get worse.'' Ricky said . Changjo then lifts his head and facing Ricky. ''care for yourself before you care for me Hyung!'' Changjo say calmly but it's startle Ricky from what he just heard . Ricky gasp while Changjo just looks down . ''stop hurting yourself like this. You know that he isn't like you . He just want to toying with you . He just want to-'' Changjo's words get cuts off when he lifts his head to facing Ricky . His eyes widen when he sees Ricky is cupping his face . Changjo shut his mouth and looks away . Right now he feels like the world is belonging only to Ricky and him . Eventhough the rain is getting heavy , it just left the sound of clock tickling , the melodically of their old fans and the heavy breathing of them . It feels like the silence is feeling around the atmosphere . Then hearing Ricky's sobbing get follow after the silence . Changjo just stare at his Hyung . It's not like he wants to hurt his Hyung's little heart . But to just realizing what his Hyung is doing now is completely dumb .''I'm sorry Hyung ,'' Changjo stands up and walks slowly towards his Hyung . ************************************************* I'm back guys . After a long rest , i'm feeling to write this story back . I'm sorry for not updating and thanks for waiting and subcribe my story . Love u subbies <3