dara: ”i need to talk to GD”

she’s preparing to go out her room. when the door opens

Gd: did i just heard you call my name

dara: Jiyong ! what is this?

Gd: the show you wanted .

dara: whhaaaatt ? i don’t understand you . what exacty happened last time

how did the press know? how did ?

Gd: We just walk hand in hand last night before you passed out. Dating would be better than a news of drunken Sandara Park

Dara: Oh Sajangnim ! Where is he?

Gd: He just left,, I thought you wanted this to happen . Im helping you

Dara: Helping me?(puzzled look)

 you don’t even know my situation ,(pause) well you don’t know a thing.

Why would i .. need your help

Gd: I know everything.

Dara: what everything?

Gd: your past with him .

dara:  haaa How ? (she’s so confused)

GD chuckled it’s a secret for now.

FLASHBACK

“im dating someone  already . mianhe besides no dating in house kwon jiyong”

After hearing that Jiyong’s heart constricted. Ofcourse he knows about it. He just wanted to hear it from her and ofcourse he wanted to tell Dara what he felt. He just thought that even its too late he needs to tell it to her.

GD: i wish i could tell you my secret.  if you’d only know.

~~

Taeyang: ah excuse me who are you?

Gd: Annyeonghaseyo I’m Kwon jiyong

Taeyang: Oh. you’re a YG trainee

Gd: Yeah .

Taeyang: Ah . how can i help you

Gd: ah i need to talk to you ahh & one more thing Sajangnim wants to talk to you

Taeyang: You .? He knows already.

Gd: Yeah . Dara doesn’t know about this.

~~

End of Flashback

Dara: Stop this Jiyong it isn’t t funny ok. How did you know? and .. and..  ( she stummered)

how are we going to deal with the press? we need to explain and .. omo

(then a sudden change of expression)

Dara: Yeah right ! Ironically speaking to what you have said earlier that were just friends aaagghhh

Gd:  He’s dating IU isn’t it better if there’s news like this?

Dara: Stop it !! we cant go on like this .

Gd: Use me. I’m letting you use me

dara: huh? youre crazy.

Gd: I’am

Taeyang’s POV

“Sandara Park and Kwon Jiyong dating”

his heart constricted while reading the news. He knew this would happen after what he saw last night

Should i call her? Is she happy? But that night i saw her in pain. Is it because of me? or because of him?

I thought I can let her go. but i don’t think i can do it.

phonecall

IU: Oppa why didn’t you deny?

YB:  ahh .. IU

IU : yah oppa ! what are you thinking . how about the one that

YB cust her off

YB:  don’t worry your management & i already talked about it . i wont deny nor confim it .. its a publicity for your upcoming album & for my movie ..

IU: oppa .

YB: and youll be singing the ost

IU YAAAAAAAAA . oppa .. i have my own  career & i don’t need to use

YB: just please .

IU . “sigh” arassso , i wont argue , i bet you have your reasons

the phonecall ends  there/

After the phonecall youngbae immediately left, he received a message asking to meet him this afternoon at the cafe where he works before.

YB: What do you want?

GD: do you want her back ?

yb stiffened just thinking about her back. but immediately regained his composure immediately answer in monotonous tone.

YB: why are are you asking this all of the sudden? Aren’t you two dating?

GD: Seem that youre not interested. im just making sure that you wont bother us.

YB looks directly into is eyes

YB: Even if i want to , No she wont comeback .

Gd sees the pain in his eyes, & wanted to answer “coz youre not fighting for it nor asking for her” but then selfishness envelope him

GD: GOOD . see you director .

as jiyong left the cafe with a heavy heart , left YB dumbfounded staring blankly inside 

 his not a bad man he thought.  he doesn’t want to be the antagonist in dara’s life ,,

but  ..

but ..

cant  he be more selfish  ??

 he waited long enough , he worked hard just to be with her . to be within her notice ..

but now his back ..

& it seems that they’re not yet over with each other !

Ofcourse he can sense it .

He still loves her ,, and there’s a pinch of hope for him & dara .

 & hell work hard on it //

/AN/ its been so long .. & i have to reread it so i cna update lol ^^ bad writer .. totally forgots about this ^^