“can you even understand what they’re saying?”

“your not even a Korean and you will never be...hahaha”

“You became crazy when it comes to those Korean people..”

“here she goes again the kpop addict....-.-”

“what’s this? I can’t understand a single word, what language is this?”

“no, I will never borrow her phone again. Its weird how her phone is full of those Korean musics.”

“what makes you a fan of them? Do you think those guys exist? Have you met them already? No? So what makes you think they actually exist?Haha.”

“Tada.. the craziest fan..”

“You buy their merchandise but what do you get in return? Your just wasting your money. You’re really crazy.!”

“when I viewed your facebook profile there’s nothing new. It’s always KPOP, KPOP and KPOP. Do you even have a life? Hahahaha.”

Thats it! That’s me at school. You read it right I’m a Kpop addict, but I prefer to be called a KPoper. It hurts me when someone called me “Kpop addict” . its really annoying right? When I already put my earphones in my ears I know and I can sense that they’re talking behind my back and saying these words. I just pretend that I didn’t know, but inside I’m dying. Yes I am not a Korean but does the nationality really matters if you are happy? Yes I can’t understand, but what’s the use of the translation right? I spend a year studying Hangul for me to prove that eventhough I’m not a Korean I can still understand it because I studied but still they choose not to believe me and keeps saying these words. They said I should get a life. Well this is my life, I’m happy with it!

Sometimes I want to defend myself, that it’s not useless to be a Kpop fan. But then I realized why do I need to defend myself afterall they will not understand, they will never understand because they don’t even experience how to be a fan not just an ordinary but a fan who will support his or her idols all the way. I just want to prove something

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“someday I’ll meet all my idols, and when that time comes you’ll take back all your words.. mark my words.”