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Melting Ice

 

So hyun stepped into the school compound with a heavy heart. She was not in the mood for school at all so she practically had to drag herself to school this morning. She sighed as yesterday’s memories flooded her mind.

“He knew I am not their anti-fan. He thinks I am the one who circulated his pictures. He… hates me.” She thought as tears welled up in her eyes.

Everything was not going her way ever since the day she saw Myungsoo’s confession for Jiyeon. Sometimes she wondered whether seeing him from afar was better than all these encounters she had with him so far. If she had continued to look at L as a normal fan, maybe his image in her mind would still be perfect. Now, she wasn’t sure anymore.

“Is it just me or are people looking in my direction a little too often today?” she stopped and realized.

“Yah. Park Sohyun!” Someone called out.

Before Sohyun could turn around and find out whose voice was it, she was already being pushed against the wall.

“Joo Hee unnie?” Sohyun looked up at her in confusion.

Joo Hee was the fan club president of INFINITE in the school so being an inspirit, Sohyun could recognise her right away.

“Don’t use that dirty mouth of yours to call out my name.” She said crudely.

Sohyun pressed her lips together in fear as Joo Hee and her gang cornered her. There were quite some people crowding around them to watch the morning drama unfold.

“You sent the pictures in, didn’t you?” she accused.

“I didn’t!” Sohyun defended herself right away.

“So you’re not only a fake anti but also a liar, huh? You are seriously not worthy of our fandom, Park Sohyun.” She looked to the side and turned back to glare at her fiercely.

“It really wasn’t me! What do I have to do to make you all believe me?!” She yelled out of desperation as tears fell.

She was sick of being maligned and treated as if she really was the culprit.

“Don’t raise your voice at me, liar.” She commanded as she squeezed her cheeks tightly.

The crowd made a big commotion at the back. The inspirits within the crowd cheered louder at Joo hee’s actions.

“I am just telling you that you have to pay a price for your stupid actions, Park Sohyun. Real fans won’t do such things like what you did… The inspirits who really love INFINITE won’t let you off for harming our Myungsoo oppa. Take care of yourself well.” She said with a smirk before releasing her face with some force.

Sohyun’s hair swept over and covered her tear-stained face as the group walked off and high-fived some of the inspirits. That was just the start to their revenge for their Myungsoo for being suspended from INFINITE.

“Sohyun-ah, gwenchana?” Yoori rushed over to her side only when everyone dispersed.

“Didn’t you say that if I trust you everything will be fine? You said acting as an anti would be fine!” Sohyun straightened herself and questioned Yoori.

“Are you blaming me now?” she asked, irritated.

“Yes. Now all the inspirits and Myungsoo oppa thinks that I am a fake-anti, a jealous and lowly inspirit who circulated his pictures! I didn’t! I didn’t! How many times must I tell them so that they would believe me?! It’s all your fault! If I didn’t act as an anti, they wouldn’t have suspected I would have an ulterior motive!” She erupted with tears falling already.

“Yah. Park Sohyun! I gave the idea for your own good. If this is all I get from helping you as a friend, I regretted. I am not going to help you anymore!” Yoori yelled back in anger.

Then, Sohyun realized that she had taken things too far. It was indeed not Yoori’s fault because she merely wanted to help her from the start. Both of them didn’t want such things to occur.

“Yoori-ah, I am sor-”Sohyun raised her hand and touched Yoori’s arm gently.

Unexpectedly, Yoori slapped her hand away.

“Maybe they were right. Maybe it was really you.” She said with a smile which caught Sohyun by surprise.

“Yoori-ah, w-what are you saying?” she asked in confusion.

“I said maybe it was really you who sent the photos in because you were jealous of the two of them… Who knows what the truth is?” Yoori said with a shrug.

“Kim Yoori! I am fine if the others say that of me but you are my best friend! How could you doubt me?!” She shouted in disbelief.

“I side the truth, Sohyun. You have a motive and I remember how I saw you being all listless those days. You were probably in a dilemma whether to submit those pictures to the reporters and guilty for sending in the pictures after which, isn’t it? All the evidence is pointing at you so I can’t help but believe that you’re the culprit like everyone else. I am sorry.” She said with a smile.

“Yoori-ah…Why are you acting like this? It’s so unlike you.” Sohyun trembled a little as she tried to reach out to her friend who seemed so unfamiliar at the moment.

“I have always been like this, darling.” She added with a smirk before folding her arms.

“No, you weren’t like that before. The Kim Yoori from before would trust me and be on my side at times like this. She would smile and tell me everything would be over soon. She would trust me even if everyone doesn’t!” Sohyun said as she wiped off those pathetic tears.

“I’m sorry but I have changed. Like what Joo Hee unnie said, Sohyun-ah, take care of yourself well.” Yoori said as she patted on her shoulders before leaving.

“WHY?!” Sohyun screamed behind Yoori.

“Why do you have to do this to me too?” Sohyun muttered as she saw her best friend disappear round the corner.

“Why would I want to spite all the other inspirits by standing on your side now? That’s just so stupid. And Hoya oppa probably hates you like Myungsoo oppa does…” Yoori thought to herself with a hideous smile as she walked off to class.

Sohyun squatted on the ground as more tears fell and got absorbed in her skirt. Everything was going insane. First, her ultimate bias gave her money to gag and suddenly, his secret confession appeared on the headlines. The next moment, the whole world was against her and her only best friend turned her back against her. She was left alone, like before, to fend for herself. Sohyun laughed bitterly at her situation, amused at how all the events took a turn for the worse.

“Kim Myungsoo, you told them, didn’t you?” she mumbled to herself.

No one would have known since Myungsoo was the only one who knew she was there. Also, he was the only person who knew she was a fake anti-fan since he said to her that day. She had an obvious answer to her question already. An answer which she never wanted to believe in.

“Sohyun?” someone called out.

Sohyun looked up at the person with teary eyes and realized it was Hoya. He squatted down with a worried look on his face.

“Are you alright?” he asked the obvious too.

She nodded with a plastered smile.

“You heard about it too?” she broke the silence.  

“Yea. I heard about you being the one who sent the photos regarding L and Jiyeon to the press agencies.” He answered.

“If you have heard…Why are you here? Why would an INFINITE member come near a disgusting, lowly and jealous inspirit like me who harmed his team member?!” She admitted what others’ put into .

More tears fell as she looked away.

“I don’t believe it’s you.” He said.

Sohyun turned back and looked at Hoya in surprise. She didn’t expect him to take sides with her especially when they were nothing close to friends. Then, Hoya brought both his hands to her face and wiped off those tears swiftly. Hoya took his hands back but Sohyun just remained in position and continued staring at him.

“Why?” she finally blurted out.

“Because my mind tells me to trust you.” He said with another smile.

“Thank you.” Sohyun whispered softly.

“Thank you for trusting me.” She repeated as more tears fell.

That was enough. A simple “I don’t believe it’s you” when everyone says otherwise. Never once had Sohyun thought that at times like this, the one by her side was not her best friend but someone from her bias group whom she never paid as much attention as L. 

 

 

Author's Note: 
I wrote a quick chapter before sleeping. I did not check through my work thoroughly so I might do it another day. 
Going off to sleep now. 
I would appreciate if you comment before leaving!
Thank you for reading 'Melting Ice' !~ (:

 

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Rini6189
#1
Chapter 17: Hoya's got a point about this being Jiyeon's battle and that it's not Myungsoo's place to get involved. After getting his heart broken by her, it's baffling that he still deeply cares for her to the point of wanting to help her. This doesn't seem to be a good time for Myungsoo to be with her when she needs to be alone to process her feelings. When the actual perpetrator turns out to be the one close to her, it's heartrendingly painful. It's sad that those whom she considers family have all turned their backs on her. In her state of emotional instability, it seems possible that Jiyeon would reveal the truth with the evidence if it comes to that. When overwhelmed by emotions, one can do unpredictable things that lack rationale. Since returning to T-ara's dorm is out of the question, Jiyeon would need somewhere to stay for the night. She'd be fortunate if someone who only sees her as a person (not as an idol) would offer her a place to rest. It's a wonder what Myungsoo meant by them not being allowed to expose the real culprit to prove Sohyun's innocence. The exposure leading up to conflict for T-ara's management agency is a possibility.

It's JR who had volunteered to help Hoya with the investigation in proving Sohyun's innocence, so he should've been the one to message him. Inputting JB's name instead of JR's must be a mistake. JB doesn't know about Hoya partaking in an investigation.

Since it's been so long that you haven't updated this fic, you may have lost interest or the inspiration for it. It's understandable when your main priorities occupy much of your time for you to have difficulty continuing it.
Rini6189
#2
Chapter 16: <span class='smalltext text--lighter'>Comment on <a href='/story/view/161224/16'>Unveiled</a></span>
Having the harsh truth confirmed to him by Jiyeon is the reality check that Myungsoo needs. Living a lie is what'll make him miserable in the long run when he doesn't move on to grow and become a better person. It's plainly obvious that Jiyeon will never love him the way he does towards her. Since the Myungyeon thing is just a publicity stunt to raise her popularity and appeal to the fans, there's no realism to it. Because he's been such a jerk to Sohyun, I find it hard to feel sorry for him when he got his heart broken by Jiyeon. It's like he deserved it as karma for the terrible way he'd treated Sohyun and ignored her when she was being badly bullied. The scene with Hoya and the editor's daughter is sweet when he's able to make her smile. It's a nice reward from the editor in return for his service of keeping her company while he's busy. A good deed is its own reward for there to be a positive change made in an individual and help one find happiness.



Keeping the real culprit a mystery from the readers is a good setup to get others hooked in anticipation of further reading. It keeps things interesting for the perpetrator to not be discovered easily when there's vagueness or lack of clues. The suspense is good for keeping the readers on edge.
Rini6189
#3
Chapter 15: <span class='smalltext text--lighter'>Comment on <a href='/story/view/161224/15'>Worried</a></span>

Myungsoo silently condoning their bullying of Sohyun is very despicable of him. To see her idol regard her this coldly, it’d be reason enough to convince one to stop being his fan. Letting him go is the way to move on so that she wouldn’t have to bear the burden of yearning for him to take notice and care about her. Such cruelty makes him an indecent human being. If Sohyun become suicidal because of their consistent bullying, it’d make them criminals for encouraging her potential death. These vicious Inspirits would’ve been arrested if bullying was named a crime in the law. Although not much came of their visit to the news agency that published the scandalous article, at least it gave Hoya and JR a bit of a lead in their investigation for proving Sohyun’s innocence. It’s not much of a stretch that Hoya’s developing feelings for Sohyun to let himself be so occupied by her.

Indeed, “Melting Ice” has developed into a drama with the lead character having to experience so much angst and misery. Such emotional content helps the readers connect with the characters and identify with them to some extent.
Rini6189
#4
Chapter 14: That's a shocking revelation for JB to reveal himself to Jiyeon. She's bright to not easily believe the rumor about a fangirl (Sohyun) sending in those scandalous photos to the news outlets. That's a good deduction upon realizing that she wouldn't have such good connections with the Press or the paparazzi. It's one-sided on Myungsoo's part when Jiyeon doesn't reciprocate his feelings, so that means Myungsoo doesn't have a chance with her. That is vengeful when his intent is for her to be hurt after the pain he'd experienced from getting dumped by her. Seeing Sohyun getting badly bullied by the manic Inspirits is really disheartening. Repulsive stans like them give the Infinite fandom a bad name. It'd be good if Infinite could use their platform to address the injustice of bullying. This should be the wakeup call for Sohyun to accept that Yoori is no longer her friend by just letting her suffer at their hands and joining them. Even though she couldn't tell others about it due to being threatened into silence, it's good that Hoya and JR are perceptive to pick up on that from analysis. It's a blessing that JR happened to be nearby to catch sight of Sohyun in a wet mess and come to her aid. With JR joining them on the investigation, it'd help with covering more ground to get closer to the truth.
Rini6189
#5
Chapter 13: This is quite an intriguing chapter to get some background on Jiyeon regarding her connection with JB, which was subtly implied previously. Jiyeon must be hiding her true feelings in order to not appear vulnerable in his presence. Due to their past history together, it's troubling for Jiyeon to be seeing JB in person. In decision-making, having to make a sacrifice in order to gain something is a cruel twist of fate when it comes at a price of one's true happiness (which is love in her case). The dating ban in the idol's contract makes chasing fame a miserable pursuit when one doesn't get to enjoy a private personal life--like their lives are in the entertainment entities' control. JB must still have strong feelings for Jiyeon to be emotionally distraught over her being linked to Myungsoo.
Rini6189
#6
Chapter 12: It's nice of Hoya to watch out for Sohyun by keeping a close eye on things...even going far to prove her innocence in seeking the actual culprit. His meticulousness in observation is useful behind the scenes for investigation. Yoori seems to have malicious intent toward Sohyun to be heavily considered as a suspect, so it's plausible that she'd go out of her way to make life miserable for her. She is distorted to believe that Sohyun took something from her when Hoya isn't an object in her possession. It's not true love she has for Hoya when she's obsessing over him. For emboldening the manic Inspirits' bullying towards Sohyun, that makes Myungsoo just as cruel in a passive-aggressive way. Hoya's right to call him out on it. Jiyeon's encounter at the end leaves for a cliffhanger in anticipation of what's to come.
Rini6189
#7
Chapter 11: Although being on suspension from idol activities troubles him, it's for the best to be away from the limelight till the scandal gossip dies down. It's a wonder if Myungsoo and JB have a rivalry between them based on their brief, nonverbal exchange. Myungsoo can come off as intimidating for others to see that he's not one to be messed with/pushed over. If only Sohyun can have that kind of strength in herself, bullies would know to back off and leave her alone. Why is it that Sohyun just accepts it and let herself be a pushover? It's not surprising if Yoori's the one who encouraged this torment towards Sohyun as though she's set this up all along. It'd be great if Sohyun could make new friends that'd care enough to support her and encourage her to find the strength and courage within herself. Those that inspire confidence in others have a positive impact on people's lives for growth. It's good that JR stepped in to her aid when he saw her being bullied.
Rini6189
#8
Chapter 10: The bullying that Sohyun had experienced is something to explore for some background into her character and what makes her a susceptible target for others. She could've at least reported it to the teachers or the principal for help in dealing with this matter. Yoori isn't worthy of being her friend when she can just easily leave her for the other Inspirits in a situation that becomes favorable to her. True friends stay for the long haul through thick and thin. It makes me wonder if Yoori is a fake friend all along and just sticks around when it makes herself feel good...or if she's just a totally selfish person who doesn't care about anyone but herself. Hoya telling Yoori to her face that she'd never like a girl as cruel/wicked as her would be a real slap in the face for a rude awakening. It'd be even more sweet if Hoya and Sohyun end up closer together because of her when her plan backfires on her. Jiyeon seems unimpressed with JB's fan service to his adoring fangirls when it's just an act for his public image. It's not surprising if Jiyeon has a thing a thing for JB to be affected by it and not want to see it.
Rini6189
#9
Chapter 9: Even if the anti-fan act was Yoori's idea to help Sohyun get noticed by Myungsoo, it backfired when he saw through it. The "hideous smile" on Yoori's face speaks volumes of her true intention. It seems that Yoori isn't a true friend for leaving Sohyun when it turns unfavorably and believe it to be of inconvenience/trouble to her. At this point, Sohyun must've realized that she was the one who submitted those scandalous photos as much as she doesn't want to believe it. For Yoori to suddenly show her face after Joo Hee and her gang walk away, it seems suspicious like she'd been following her around. It appears to be a setup planned by Yoori to make her suffer, which she seems to delight in watching. At least having Hoya's support is something good that came out of this. He must be the type to pay close attention to his surroundings to have better awareness of others, namely Sohyun.
Rini6189
#10
Chapter 8: That's really cold of Myungsoo when Sohyun intervened to help get them off his trail. Even though he doesn't trust her, he should've at least been a little grateful that his hide got saved because of her. His emotional distress and anger has clouded his mind that he's not thinking clearly. Still, it's not much of a difference to his usual Ice Prince persona. It's apparent that Myungsoo keeps up his cold-looking demeanor to prevent other girls, except Jiyeon, from getting close to him. One person who'd be malicious and devious enough to frame Sohyun is Yoori. Yoori is spitefully jealous of Sohyun for having Hoya's attention that she'd likely go that far to ruin her or make her seem like the bad guy. It's like she's putting effort into ensuring that Yoori gets no chance to be close to her idol, Myungsoo, when she doesn't have a chance with Hoya. This seems so calculated for Sohyun to suffer. I feel bad for Sohyun to end up in this predicament.

I'd heard of that rumor regarding T-ara being bullies toward Hwayoung when she used to be part of their group. Hearing such news is upsetting. That's pretty much speculation. Since they're allegations without confirmed evidence/proof, it's likely false, which was later revealed to be the case. Since it's intended for Jiyeon to be portrayed negatively/unfavorably in this fic, this bullying controversy must be where you're getting inspired.