Feeling Jaded
Waiting for Amber
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Myungsoo knows he is not perfect. He is aware of his shortcomings. But he never cared. It all changed when he met Amber. Amber Josephine Liu. She is everything he hopes for. Yet she is out of his league, or so he believes. Graduation draws to a close and Myungsoo has never breathed a word to Amber, else spill his heart. He couldn't possibly confess when he has nothing to offer; except his love. He has to wait, longer; not only for her but for himself. It is devastating to come to that realization, but he'd rather wait than lose his chance with her when she finds him lacking. He understands his situation so much that he regrets his past decisions. He could've exerted more effort in academics, joined sports clubs, tried out to become part of the varsity team or won a photography contest. He could've done something worth something, anything, that would make him worthy in her eyes. Many times he caught her looking at him. But instead of engaging in friendly conversation, he would just smile what he hoped was a "Hi, I'm okay I hope you are too" smile before turning away. As the days passed, Myungsoo put distance between them. He took an early bus, spent his breaks with his guy friends and went home with them. A once close friendship now reduced to polite greetings. He couldn't bear to be near the person he loves but could not have. Not yet, he hopes. Time passes in a blur. Graduating studen
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