Thirty

Pretending

“What do you mean that's EXACTLY how you met?!” Lauren exclaimed.

 

"Well.. yeah that was it. How else do you want me to explain??"

 

"I mean, WHAT DAY WAS IT?" Lauren stood up, exaggerating her words with her arms. "WHAT WAS THE WEATHER? WHAT WERE YOU DANCING TO? WAS WAS JONGHYUN'S HAIRCUT??"

 

Amber couldn't help but laugh. "Who the heck even remembers that?"

 

"Seriously Lauren?" Miyun laughed with her. "Well, it was probably a weekday, I don't remember what the weather was, I have no idea what I was dancing to, and he probably had a bald-ish cut." She shrugged.

 

"A bald-ish cut?" Amber laughed again, clapping her hands.

 

"Yeah.. it wasn't attractive, I'll tell you that."

 

Lauren gasped, eventually pretending to cry.  She frowned at Miyun and stomped her foot. "But Kim Jonghyun is HOT NO MATTER WHAT!" She sat back down with a sigh. "Well, wasn't he, uhm, checking you out if he just stood there watching you dance?"

 

"'REN!" Miyun pushed her shoulder in disbelief. 

 

"WHAT?"

 

"I mean.." Amber said. "He is pretty known to be a ladies' man." She shrugged.

 

Miyun cleared . "That's what he thought and probably still thinks," she explained. "And that's what he made the public to believe."

 

Lauren rolled her eyes. "Come on, 'Yun! I've seen Andrew and everyone else. It'll take a well experienced romantic to woo you."

 

"I was his first girlfrien--"

 

"And as far as I know, Jong doesn't fall just like that," Amber explained. "There's obviously more you can tell us. Did you seduce hi--"

 

"OH GOD NO!"

 

"Did he seduce you--" 

 

"NO!" Miyun shook the ideas off her head. "Ok honestly, it was all neutral. And to an extent, I guess yeah, I liked being with him and listening to his voice and stuff."

 

"Who doesn't? You lucky--"

 

"EXCEPT his high notes. Anway, I didn't think much of it. SM had A LOT of attractive guys with attractive voices, and well, we almost couldn't stand each other actually... especially since we couldn't get each others' crafts right." Miyun facepalmed at the thought of young Jonghyun's horrible posture. "I don't understand it either. Until today, I can't explain it explicitly." She reached for her bag beside her bed. She took her wallet and pulled out a small photo. "But uhm,  we went on a fake date--"

 

Lauren stood up and squealed. "LIKE YUNHANAM??"

 

"Oh gosh, Yunhanam.." Miyun pulled out another facepalm. "HEY! I'm not noona though!"

 

Lauren immediately shuffled through her phone while Miyun explained to Amber what the show was. She was too busy training when the show was filmed and aired, apparently.

 

"HERE IT IS!" Lauren forced her phone in Miyun's hands, who was sitting in the middle of the two. Lauren fanned herself with her hands. "This is one of my most favorite Jonghyun moments EVEEER!"

 

Miyun cleared , seeing a thumbnail of Jonghyun standing in front of a girl playing the piano. "Oh, this."

 

"Hm?" Lauren tilted her head.

 

"I remember you making me watch this series, but I don't think I ever saw this part."

 

"I swear, I made you watch the whole thing with me."

 

Miyun shrugged. 

 

"Maybe you went to the bathroom or something-- HEY, STOP TALKING AND JUST PLAY IT."

 

A/N: Start at 15:52--and watch it with this story in mind!

 

"Aww! The noona is so pretty!" Miyun immediately reacted, appearing completely unfazed by the all too familiar scene playing in front of her. "And I like this song too!"

Lauren sighed. "I will forever be jealous of her."

"You're not missing out on much, to be honest."

"It was cute. Noona made a mistake in the middle."

"WOW WHAT A JOKE!" Miyun groaned all of a sudden. "LOOK AT THIS. DO YOU KNOW HOW IMPATIENT AND RUDE HE IS WHEN IT COMES TO TEACHING MUSIC?"

"I really like 'Nothing Better' by Brown Eyed Soul. I prepared a music sheet. Can you play it for me?"

"Awwwwww~" Lauren and Amber swooned in unison.

"Wait, is he gonna sing?" Miyun asked in a bit of surprise. 

"If I have a girlfriend I want my girlfriend to play the piano while I sing."

Lauren squealed and Amber couldn't help but show a huge grin, both nudging Miyun's shoulders.

Miyun raised a brow at the video. "Then you should probably hold auditions next time."

"내게 언젠가 왔던 너의 얼굴을 기억해 (It always appeared before me
Your face, I remember)"

"S-such an eargasm.." Lauren half-whispered.

"멈춰있던 내맘을, 밉게도 고장난 내 가슴을 (My heart that stopped short
You spitefully took my disfunctional heart)"

"Oh!" Amber reacted. "He looks really sad."

"Yeah.." Miyun softly agreed.

"I messed up a lot, huh?"

"NO UNNIE," Miyun said, pointing at the screen. "YOU'RE DOING FINE. PLEASE SLAP HIM FOR LAUGHING AT YOU!"

"이제 숨처럼 내곁에 항상 쉬며 그렇게 있어주면 (And now like breathing, if you were to always rest by my side, if you were to always remain this way)"

"Nothing better, nothing better than you," Miyun softly sang with the video. 

Amber tapped her shoulder, briefly looking at an incredibly excited Lauren. "We know."

"Shhhh!" She shrugged her hand off. "I just really like this song too!"

"How was my first impression?" // "You were very cute."

"Wrong move," Miyun and Amber said together.

"He was really cute though!!" Lauren defended.

"I wanted to hear that I was manly."

Miyun bursted out in laughter. "HA! You keep trying, Hyunnie!"

"Hyunnie?" Amber seemed surprised.

"Aww! A pet name!" Lauren placed her left arm around Miyun.

"A duet. Together."

"Aww! You go unnie!" Miyun cheered, shrugging off Lauren's arm.

The three happily swayed to the short duet. Right when the video ended, Lauren attacked Miyun with a tight hug that made them both collapse on the bed. 

"W-what are y-y-you doing t-to me?" Miyun accidentally dropped her phone on the carpet, struggling to talk in her grip.

"That video makes a lot more sense now AND I'M JUST VERY HAPPY HE HAS YOU AGAIN!" Lauren explained. "EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T APPRECIATE HIM BUT I'M SURE YOU'RE JUST LYING TO YOURSELF AND YOU STILL LOVE HIM."

Miyun tried hard to sit up, eventually breaking free from Lauren. "I DO appreciate him, and of course I love my best friend."

Lauren rolled her eyes. "Your denial disgusts me."

"Oh!" Amber spotted the picture beside Miyun's wallet.

"Ah yeah!" Miyun took the picture. "I was cute, right?" she said, covering Jonghyun's face.

"Dude, Jonghyun is a lot cuter than you," Lauren said while snatching the picture from her. "So, fake date huh?"

"Oh! I think I know about this!" Amber butted in. "Wasn't this for a talent show? And Key and Tiffany unnie forced you to do it?"

Miyun and Lauren both looked at her in disbelief.

"Wow, who told you about that?" Miyun asked.

"I think it was Key."

"Ugh, he just never shuts up," Miyun said under her voice. "But yeah. We decided to do talent show so we could prove to our families that we actually have some kind of talent and not just wasting our lives in training. We decided we wanted to compose something, and we thought a love song would be the easiest since it's so common."

"But it was actually hard?" Lauren asked.

Miyun nodded. "Unfortunately," she said with a chuckle. "And we unwillingly said yes to the idea of a fake date because we were hopeless losers."

"Hopeless romantics, you mean?" Amber corrected.

Miyun shook her head. "We were hopeless romantics after the fake date."

Though a bit rusty in her mind, Miyun tried her best to recap that faithful day. And quite surprisingly, the two stayed calm and quiet the whole time, as if trying to take in every detail by hear.

"..and right after that was when we decided to snap this photo," Miyun concluded, pointing at the photo was again.

Before Lauren could lock Miyun again in one of her killer hugs, Miyun's phone rang. She stood up and took the device from her table. "Hello?" she answered in English without looking at caller ID.

"Aish, did I get the wrong number again?"

"Ya! We were just talking about you!" Miyun replied, knowing exactly who was in the other line.

"I mean, who wouldn't talk about me?"

Miyun rolled her eyes and just stayed silent until he spoke again.

"So uhm, don't get mad at me--get mad at the company--but they're suddenly telling us about this flashback-throwback theme for the concert, and they're gonna show our time capsule video."

"THEY'RE W-W-WHAT?!"

"And--"

"CAN'T THEY PHOTOSHOP ME OUT?"

"And--"

"I'M GONNA HAVE TO LEAVE AMERICA AND KOREA."

"SHHHH! AND, I kinda mentioned you're here and they're a little bit too fond of the idea of the three of us singing our lost debut song."

Miyun suddenly choked on her own spit, briefly looking at the two confused girls in her room. "EXCUSE ME?"

Jonghyun groaned. "I know.. this is horrible for my image."

". . . EXCUSE ME?"

"WHAT?"

"Aish.." Miyun sat on her chair. "Is this their way of embarrassing me for dropping out last minute?"

Jonghyun laughed. "Probably!"

"Come here now!!" a voice, obviously Key's, shouted from the background. "You're finally gonna debut!!!" He laughed, a bit mockingly.

"OH PLEASE! I'M PROBABLY THE REASON WHY YOU EVEN DEBUTED."

Jonghyun chuckled. "Ok, just chill Yunnie! It was a legitimate question, but you don't have to if you don't want to. You're probably not even in shape--"

"YAH!"

The other line shuffled. "Don't be such a killjoy!" Key exclaimed. "I mean, they'll probably refund your concert ticket if you do this~"

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“Are we really gonna be called SM3?" Kibum pouted and rolled his eyes at the newly posted monthly schedule.

 

Jonghyun scrunched his face in disgust.

 

"I'm sure it's temporary," Miyun said while scratching her head. "I hope.."

 

"I mean.. at least it's not Shiny," Jonghyun uttered.

 


After years, HELLO AGAIN MY LOVELY READERS!

First of all, the past is currently just a preview! It's still in the works but I really wanted to get something published alreadyyy.

It's been a while since I updated asking if anyone cares if I continue this. I really was working on this, but it did take me a while to get back into KPop and Korean culture in general. I haven't really been on KPop mode in the past few years. Honestly, I'm glad to be back!

I randomly watched Yunhanam to get to know SHINee again, and I was soooo surprised at how Jonghyun's scene above FITS SO WELL WITH THIS STORY. DOESN'T IT LOOK LIKE HE ACTUALLY HAD MIYUN IN HIS LIFE?? OMGGGG. IT'S JUST SO PERFECT. And I swearrrr, I didn't write this story with that in mind. It's coincidental. XD

I had to reread my own story, and I find it hilarious how much stupid mistakes I left. I'll probably go through the old chapters in my free time to tweak some stuff. I was also surprised at where I stopped updating. Because I swear, I wrote so much more after (or at least everything was in my mind 'cause I can't find where I may have stored drafted chapters..). 

Anyway, I hope you liked this comeback! It's rusty and my writing is rusty because I just don't write in general, buuuut yeahhhhh. Do leave comments and tell me what you think!!! (AND SUGGEST STUFF TOO! I would really loooove to incorporate your ideas. Even just small scenarios are welcome!)

Oh, btw. I'll be at KCON LA this summer! Anyone else going by any chance? :)

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Issdnn
#1
Chapter 34: ♡♡update pleaseㅠㅠ
magnaeline
#2
Hello! New reader! Hope you'll update real soon! :)
shawol4lifeminnie
#3
Chapter 34: Awwww. I missed this story so much! I fell in love with K-Pop because of this story and You Know Me Too Well.
I'm going to KCON LA as well! I hope to see you there! (:
CardGames #4
Chapter 34: I already am in love with this story. I can't wait for the future chapter.
jpocket #5
Chapter 33: You should totally start updating again! This is one of the stories I've read that has been really enjoyable and although I'd have to reread it remember what is going on, I'd really appreciate if you continued the story (:
JeonMinyoung #6
Chapter 33: Woooow so long
I'd have to read this again to know what's up but it's really up to you whether you wanna continue. If you do continue I really hope you'll finish it and not quit halfway :)
THAT IS SO COOL HOW YOU CAN SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE JUST FROM LIVING IN THAT COUBTRY FOR A YEAR. I've never been abroad and lived in Australia my whole life so I don't know what it's like to be somewhere where I can't understand anything
jjong4ever
#7
Chapter 31: hi, jjong4ever commenting again. it's 2015 and i'm really embarrassed by that last comment. nevertheless, i'm not asking you to update- just reminding you that there's a lot of people who really love your story. i'm not even particularly into kpop anymore, but i still check on this fic every now and then because it's really a big part of why i fell into the kpop fandom. fighting for whatever you want to do with this story, authornim! c:
Shining4life #8
Chapter 32: I find this story soooo uber cute and fluffly andi just love it. Cant wait to know aboutthe details of jonghyun's past love life lol
aegyotree #9
Chapter 32: Omg idk why but I just really like this story!!! Even though i'm really very curious about the ending because it's been so long hahaha fighting authornim!
jjong4ever
#10
Chapter 31: omfg sweetie I love this story so much! Like that user below me this was one of the first stories I read when I joined AFF... It really introduced me to the magic of fanfic hihi <3 So fighting authornim, no pressure on updating and I love this story so much /sobssobs