chapter 3
My Last and True LoveA/N: this is a double update so, please read the previous chapter first :)
For my best friend and lovely son, Sunghyun,
Please forgive your appa.
He loves you so much,
I know that!
And he never did anything wrong
He didn’t have an affair
He only love that girl
When you saw him with that girl,
He was saying good bye to her
They never did a physic contact or having a skinship
Trust me!
Your appa is so faithful
He never betrayed me and will never betray me
He is a good man
The only thing that is wrong with him is marrying me
He should marry the one he loves
Not me
He married me because we were already too old and had to get a family
My parents always forced me to get married with a man they choose
So, your appa help me to solve my problem
Please forgive your eomma. . .
I know I’m not a good eomma,
But I always try my best to be a good enough eomma for you
Jeongmal saranghaeyo...
Your guardian angel,
Eomma
I can see Sunghyun's tears falling down his face. Sunghyun face the only one which is similar with Sungmin . because my twin children's faces are similar with mine. Now, I feel like watching Sungmin crying. And it makes my tears falling faster.
For my treasure and only daughter, Minkyu,
Don’t make your appa feel worry, dear!
I know you always cry
Now, it’s the time for you to learn how to be a strong woman
Don’t be as weak as your eomma
My sugarpie, please help eomma to take care your appa
I know you are the only one whom I can depend on
Your appa needs you
And you have to take a good care of your brothers too
Actually i wanna see you and your brothers grown up
I don't wanna go and stay with you all
I wanna see your graduation,
I wanna see yor wedding day,
I wanna see my first grandchild,
And I wanna see more smiles,
But God wants me to go
I'm so sorry that I can't pick out clothes for your first date
I love you with all of my heart
Your guardian angel,
Eomma
Minkyu hugs me and pour her tears on my chest. I feel so warm. I can feel Sungmin's arms holding us.
For my shining star and dearest son, Minhyun,
Eomma really proud of you
You are so dependable, wise, and mature enough
Although your age is still so young
I'm sure you will be a good man
I wish you get a good wife too
Dear, now I need your help
You are the only one who can make a peace in our house
Please make your hyung understand
Please make your appa talks
As we know, your appa is a quite person
He will never defend or vindicate himself
Please be a peace maker
Eomma wanna see our family intact
Can you do that for eomma?
Eomma can no longer stand by your side
So eomma really needs your hand
But, eomma always stay with you
And pray for your happiness
Sorry for making you suffer and giving you a burden
I know you can face this hardship
Jeongmal gomawoyo,
Saranghae...
Your guardian angel,
Eomma
Minhyun palmed his face and cry silently, Sunghyun who sit next to him embrace him. Then, we open the last page.
For my beloved husband,
This is will be the last message I write
You are my only one and always be my only one
I loved you from the start, and still loving you ‘till forever
Sweetheart, I know you don’t love me back
If I could give you a happiness, I would do anything for that
but your happiness is only being free from me
And I can’t do that since I have to keep our three angels’ smile
Sorry, for making you lose your true love
Every morning I always search my silhouette in your eyes
But I never find myself reflected there
I really wanna see my shadow in there,
And today I found myself in your eyes
Your eyes full of tears and blurry
But I could see it clearly that…
I am in your eyes
And I’m so happy to hear you said you love me
I never feel so loved before
I think I can die peacefully in a happy condition
But, my Kyu... don’t cry! Don’t worry!
I will never leave you,
I’m in your heart and always watching you.
Your wife,
Sungmin
we close that book and cry together.
Baby, did you know?
She can be my first love, but you are my last and true love!
I feel so lucky to have loved you
I feel so blessed for having you in my life
Sungmin, my true love...
I will take care of our angels
I promise you
They are the most precious legacy you left for me
My Sungmin, I do love you and will always love you 'till forever
I still have business here
Our kids need me,
But I will come after finishing it
So please wait and leave me a place by your side in heaven
I feel honored to have been given life to love you
Your only lover,
Kyuhyun
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