"Why don't we just break up?" _____ crossed her arms across her chest.

"I don't want to." I held my tears. I know it's my fault, but breaking up is not the solution. I didn't want us to be apart. Not ever.

"You're the famous Kim Jonghyun. What do you need me for?" She said as her eyes started tearing up.

I wanted to hug her. I wanted to cherish this moment with her, since I can't be with her often. But I can't, not that she's mad at me. I held my ground and pleaded to her.

"Please, _____. Don't leave me. I can't afford to lose you. I can't.." The tears that I kept holding back ran down my face. I held her hands. "It's my life-long dream to be able to sing onstage, and now I'm living it. But I will never be satisfied without you with me." I kissed her hands and sobbed.

"No.." She replied. _____ was crying, too. It's hard for her, but I know that she's hurting.. Jonghyun, what are you doing.. "Let's break up." She took her hands off my grip and walked away.

She said so little words, but my heart sank really deep. My knees felt weak and I fell down. My tears won't stop.. I sat there for a while until I calmed my heart down..

But I know that it'll never calm down, now that _____ is broken away from me.