Ang Namalian
Ang Bucket List ni KarinaI received another text from Winter again
Isang araw na ang nakakalipas after knowing na prank lang pala ni Tita ang lahat
Tatlong araw na rin ang nakakalipas when Winter texted me
Baby, you left ng wala man lang paalam 😞
I miss you na agad
Napatakip na lang ako ng unan syaka sumigaw
I feel so kilig pero at the same time frustrated kung paano ko siya haharapin
Hindi rin tuloy ako makareply, I ended up just reading her texts again and again
Can we meet?
Baby, buhay ka pa ba?
I really miss you
I'm sorry if I'm spamming you with text and calls, I just wanna know if nakauwi ka ng safe
It's been a few days na Rina, I'm getting worried
Baby?
Minsan she will call pero hindi ko sinasagot yung mga tawag niya
Hindi rin siya nakakalimot to send good morning until good night messages and pati if kumain na ako
Masyado siyang pa-fall kaya mas lalo akong nahihiya kausapin siya
Hanggang ngayon, I still don't know how to tell her the truth
I was staring at her texts when my Mom called me
"Sweetie, may delivery ka"
Inabot sakin ni Mama ang isang malaking bouquet
Alam ko agad na from Winter yon kase it's the same set of flowers noong nag date kami
My mom looked at the flowers, mukhang confused din sya dahil hindi roses ang natanggap ko
Since usually roses ang natatanggap ko from my admirers before
The card just simply states "I miss you baby" pero kilig na kilig na ako
Kumuha agad ako ng vase and arranged the flowers
Medyo natagalan pa nga ako kase masyadong madami yung flowers para pag kasyahin sa vase
I decided to take a shower na lang muna after admiring the flowers na pinadala niya
It made me felt a little emotional kase I remember our date that's why I want to freshen up myself
I checked my phone and as expected madami ulit akong natanggap na text
Na receive mo na daw yung flowers?
I hope you like it
I'm happy to know na you got home safely
I got your address from Ryu, I hope it was okay to send flowers
You probably don't wanna see me rn
I'm sorry if I took advantage of your state
You probably regret it now kaya hindi mo ko pinapansin
I just want you to know na my intention is pure
All I can say is sorry talaga
Please let me show my feelings until I can
Ang sama sama ko, I've been so selfish
Mali na hindi ko man lang siya kinausap ulit
Hindi ko man lang inisip ang nararamdaman ni Winter
I've been hurting her, mas inuna ko pa yung kahihiyan ko
Kesa unahin siya, to know na there's nothing to worry about
I am safe and sound and everything is going to be alright
And most importantly, I'm feeling the same way
Binabasa ko pa ang text niya when I received another text
I guess your answer is no. Naiintindihan ko naman
You probably hate me now
Agad akong nag type sa phone ko
I keep on typing kahit na I feel that my fingers are shaking
Baby no!
Mali yang iniisip mo
I miss you too... :-*
Please forgive me, hindi agad ako makapag reply
Nahihiya kase ako sayo >.<
I almost stopped breathing when I saw the three dots indicating na she's typing back
Baby!?!?
Ba't ka naman mahihiya sakin? Ako lang 'to baby
I miss you so much
Nag ring na naman yung phone ko, sumasabay na din yung puso ko na sobrang lakas ng tibok
I inhaled deeply before answering the call
Baby?
Hindi ako makapag salita, boses niya pa lang kinikilig na ako
I miss you...
Na prank pa ako, sa kilig lang pala ako mamamatay
Baby?
I do po!
Rina?
Narinig ko pa na she's murmuring if I accidentally answered the phone
Baby... Miss na din kita
Holy baby! Kinikilig ako!
Natawa naman ako sa kanya, if she only knew what she does to me
Akala ko talaga galit ka sakin, akala ko you regret what happened to us
I'm sorry, I made you feel that way....
I never regret it baby, I like everything that happened between us
Baby! Gusto na kita makita!
Let's date, pwede ba?
Gusto ko yan, I've been wanting to see you na
Pwedeng ngayon na?
You're back in Manila? o.O
When you left, bumalik na agad ako, I was planning na puntahan ka sa inyo
But I realized baka ayaw mo talaga akong makita so thru phone na lang kita kinulit
So can I see you now? I really wanna see you now, I can pick you up
Pick me up, gusto na din kitang makita
Winter requested na 'wag ko patayin ang phone while I prepare for our date
I sometimes hear her humming pa nga while she's driving
Narinig ko pa na she bought something but hindi ko masyadong naintindihan
I was having a hard time on what to wear kase, biglaan naman kase yung yaya
Nauna din ang karupokan ko at napa-oo ako kaagad
"Sweetie! May bisita ka!"
I hear my Mom calling me kaya tumakbo na ako pababa
Nagulat pa si Mommy when she saw me wearing yung dress na binili niya for me na never ko naman nasuot
Sa sobrang gulat ni Mo
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