muli't huli.
Description
"Nanaginip ako baby… It was so nice. So nice that it hurt."
Naramdaman ko ang paghaplos niya sa likod ko. She hummed, signaling me to continue.
"The dream was about us. Para bang moments natin. You never once let go of my hand. We looked so happy…"
"Hmm? What happened then?"
"Nothing… That's what's weird about it. Nothing happened… but when I woke up, ang bigat. It's like… It's like whatever happened doon, it ended so quickly…"
Foreword
“I gonna wish for something ngayong pasko, Jimin.”
“Really? What is it?”
“Ayoko nga, baka majinx!”
I wish to stay with you, Jimin.
Ilang araw nang nakahiga
Understandable siguro if sinabihan ako. Pero talaga ba? Wala ni isang pasabi? Tas mababalitaan ko na lang na wala na sila sa bahay nila?
Really? On my birthday?
Kaya ba hindi makasalita si Minjeong? Kasi lilipat na sila?
I don’t even know what I’m feeling right now. Hurt? Angry? Sad?
Akala ko naman kasi after a few days may balita na kami noon. Pero wala. Wala ni anino, ni isang salita.
Where are you Minjeong?
Tuluyan na nga bang ako'y iyong nilisan
I still have you, right, mahal?
I want to tell you a lot of things, hindi ko alam ba’t nahihirapan akong isulat. You can hear me naman diba? You can see me?
I love you, mahal. Always.
Ikaw lang. Sa una, muli, at sa huli.
Kahit saglit pwede bang mahawakan
playlist: muli't huli.
ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/35662195/chapters/88916503
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