Hinanap agad ng mata ko si Jimin when I got into the filming site. I can't help to look for her dahil lagi niya akong tinataguan, I just really want to make up with her because I do really like her to be my friend

I'm not really good at socializing and I've been victim of backstabbers and people who just used me for fame and my connections. Kaya as I grew up I got tired of trying to make new friends na din. It was fine 'coz Yi Zhuo with me, but when I met Jimin again, I remembered how much I want her to be my friend before

Ever since we worked together before, there was a pull that just makes me want to be closer to her, I even said I will make sure to keep in touch with her just in case we never have a chance to work with each other again

Unfortunately, it was also the time when the colleagues I thought were my friends were laughing at me behind my back, they laugh on how awkward I can get, they made fun of my social anxiety and being socially inept and they're also the one that acting like a "reliable" source to reporters on how I was such a on set

Because of it I had a phase to not trust people easily and nawalan din ako ng gana to meet new people and push away. Dati social anxiety lang, nadagdagan pa ng trust issue and ayon din ang dahilan kung bakit I lost my will to befriend her

My mom put me into CBT to help me with my anxiety and communication training to worked on my socializing skills. I can still be dense at times but I can say na I'm much better now and more confident with my social skills. Pwede na din ako mag sales if I wanted too. Charot. More on marketing pala kasi talaga yung sa communication training so doon ako nag excel

I will always be grateful with Yi Zhuo too, she keeps on talking to me about everything and making sure that I always share my thoughts to practice my socializing skills daw

Anyway, akala ko mahihirapan akong hanapin si Jimin pero nakita ko agad siya, she's even coming to my way while smiling at me. Ang dali lang pala niya mag patawad, pag bigay ng pringles and massage pa lang naman ang ginawa ko

"Hey Minjeong, Good Morning" she initiate na mag beso beso kami, nakakatuwa naman, mukhang hindi na siya awkward sa physical contact. Inabot ko sa kanya yung bouquet na dala ko

I even heard Ryujin shouted bakit wala daw siyang bouquet pero when I looked at her side, I saw Yi Zhuo na parang sinu-suway siya, nakotongan pa nga ata dahil kinakamot ni Ryujin ang ulo niya like she's soothing the pain

Napansin ko ang pag pula ng ears niya, it seems like I did the right thing "You don't have to do this but thanks" she kissed me on my cheek at inakbayan ako 

"Have you eaten na?" She asked me, actually hindi pa nga ako nakakapag breakfast, napagalitan tuloy ako ni Ate Rosie, may time daw ako bumili at mag arrange ng bulaklak pero wala akong time para kumain

"Hindi pa nga e, mamaya na lang siguro" I saw her pouted while trying to fix some strands of hair na humaharang sa mukha ko "Why are you skipping meals? Don't skip meals Minjeong that's bad for your health" kumunot pa ang noo niya. Cute

Bigla naman umeksena si Giselle sa usapan namin na dalawa, I didn't know she was listening, she's just on our side kasi but she looks like busy reviewing some takes yesterday

"Kumain ka na muna Minjeong bago tayo mag start, I want you to be on your best condition pag mag tape tayo and baka sobrang late tayo makapag break" I smiled naman, I'm so glad to this Team talaga, Giselle is so very understanding "Thanks Giselle!" 

"Tamang tama, samahan mo na si Minjeong, mag almusal ka na din" lumapit pa samin si Jennie at hinablot ang bouquet and kinda pushing Jimin kaya lalo tuloy kaming nag di-dikit

"Ate naman, you know I already-" Mukhang may sasabihin pa si Jimin pero sumingit din si Ate Rosie "There's a great 5 star restaurant, just a 10 minute drive from here, nag pa reserve na ako ng table for two"  Ate Rosie is also pushing us palabas ng filming site

I was planning to hop in my own car pero hinila ako ni Ate Rosie papunta sa sasakyan nila Jimin "Mag share na kayo ng sasakyan, iisa lang naman pu-puntahan niyo, sayang gasolina"

Nakita ko naman na tinutulak si Jimin ni Ate Jennie para umupo sa driver's seat. I saw her looking around na parang may hinahanap while being forced na umupo

" Asan si Kuya?" Tanong ni Jimin, I think she's referring to their driver " Wala, umalis, natulog, nag kasakit" mabilis na sagot naman ni Ate Jennie, I saw concerned in Jimin's eyes "Is he going to be okay?" dagdag na tanong niya "Sumakit lang ang tyan, 'wag ka na mag panic nag cr lang yon, ikaw na lang mag drive, umalis na kayo para makakain na at makapag start ng filming"

Ate Rosie pushed me to seat on the passenger seat, "Ikaw ha, you don't want me to skip ng meals pero ikaw rin pala nag skip meals" nakangiti kong sabi, trying to get a reaction from her, parehas lang pala kami, pag sasabihan pa ako

"Hindi, ano kase Minjeong -" hindi na niya natuloy ang sasabihin niya ng sumingit ulit si Ate Jennie at biglang sinalpak sa mukha ni Jimin ang dalawang face mask na hawak hawak niya

"Tama na ang chika, suotin niyo 'to mamaya ha" para siguro hindi kami makikilala going inside sa restaurant. Kinuha naman niya yon at binigay sakin parehas. I was still a little bit hesitating na sumama since pwede naman na sa car na lang ako at ako na lang mag drive but Jimin fixed my seat belt so wala na akong nagawa

I even smelled her perfume noong sobrang lapit namin sa isa't isa, I really like the fact na she keeps on using it, limited edition lang kase yon and twice lang ang released every year, agad rin na so-sold out, simply because it has my name on it

"Let me just play a song" sabi ni Jimin, when her phone connected to the car, agad naman tumunog ang kanta kong "Habambuhay" hindi ko tuloy mapigilan ang hindi mapatawa, napatakip naman siya ng mukha niya and her ears and even her neck starting to get red

"Are you playing it 'coz I'm with you?" she faced the other direction para hindi ko makita ang mukha niya but I keep on leaning at niluluwagan ang seatbelt para masilip ko pa rin siya

"No, it's not like that, this song actually helps me to sleep at night" her face is so red so I can't help but to smile, na touch din ako sa sinabi niya, I'm glad the song helps her sleep, I remember I watched her interview before and she said that she's suffering from insomnia 

She faced front na and started driving, concentrate din siya sa pag da-drive, I can't help but to check her out, she looks good like this, with her fitted turtle neck black shirt, parang hinulma sa kanya ang damit, kaya kitang kita din ang laki ng future niya, sana all na lang, teka ano ba 'tong pinag-iisip ko, maiba nga ang usapan

"Okay, confession time, I really like 'Nag kaka-totoo ang pangarap' you're a great singer and dancer pala Jimin, ang talented mo talaga"

" Ikaw din nam