Third Person PoV

Tzuyu try this soup that I made and tell me honestly if it’s good or bad. Mina said on Tzuyu it’s been 3 days when they decided to spend time to each other on their own house that Tzuyu’s parents gave to the young couple. Sa una nahirapan si Tzuyu na pakiusapan yung dalawa especially Seulgi but after Irene convinced Seulgi to let Tzuyu spend time on her wife she gives in so Mina thanked Irene.

 

Mhmm. It’s amazing I never thought that your good at kitchen Mina. Tzuyu complimented Mina because the food that her wife made is very good so Mina is blushing because of Tzuyu’s compliment. Mina really doing good she’s glowing habang tumagal maybe ito ang nagagawa ng isang buntis pero syempre hindi parin maiwasan ang problema like pregnancy hormones.

 

I’m glad that you like my food., by the way Tzu my schedule of my check-up is on Friday and I don’t want to be alone can you accompany me on that day so we can have a time to hangout. Mina asked Tzuyu with her pleading eyes that looking to the tall woman. Si Tzuyu naman ay tila natataranta naman sa inaasal ng asawa but she can’t say no to her wife and beside she doesn’t want Mina get hurt because of her feelings so she smiled and nodded to the woman who is tugging her shirt.

 

For the past few days Mina change from Tzuyu’s point of view but for the others Mina just opening herself from Tzuyu again so they can reconnect or fix their relationship but Tzuyu is not expecting more because she doesn’t want to get hurt anymore make your self to believe that the woman that she married is going to love her is imposible to her thoughts because Mina cleared everything that she will never love the Yoda till the end of her life so Tzuyu just suppress her feelings towards Mina. As for Mina after knowing about their family situation and Tzuyu being the saviour at first, she denied all the truths was being thrown at her and how Tzuyu save her from being a collateral she ignored the fact all the good things that Tzuyu did just for the sake of her future. But suddenly her love of her life Chaeyoung betrayed her and sold her to an illegal brothel that made her pregnant because the boss her but thankfully, she escaped but the scar of being tainted is appearing.

 

Mina feels like a dirty woman and no one will love her but she realized something., and that is her wife. Tzuyu look at her with care her wife never sway even she heard about being pregnant. Kailanman hindi ipinaramdam ni Tzuyu na isa syang maduming babae bagkus ay nakita nya rito yung kung paano sya tignan ng asawa ng buong pagmamahal at pag aalala despite that she hurts Tzuyu. Mina starting to feel guilty until now because of her stupidity nasaktan nya yung taong nag mahal at nag ligtas sa kanya.

 

Kaya ipinangako ni Mina na aalagaan at magiging mabuti na sya sa kanyang asawa ngunit sa kanyang sitwasyon sya pa-ngayon ang inaalagaan ni Tzuyu. Gusto nyang maibalik sa dati yung maayos pa sila o di kaya ay maging maayos sila bilang mag asawa pero alam nya sa sarili nya na mahihirapan sya na maayos ang relasyon nila ni Tzuyu sapagkat parang may pader na pumipigil kaya naisipan ni Mina na dito sila tumira sa kanilang bahay ng masolo at makasama nya ang kanyang asawa ng higit na maintindihan nya ito.

 

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Tzuyu I’m nervous what if I fail as a mother. What if I fail to protect our baby at dahil dun ay masaktan ko sya ng sobra o hindi sya maging mabuting tao. Sabi ni Mina sa kanyang asawa habang yakap nya na ito sa beywang nito napakunot naman si Tzuyu sa mga sinasabi ng kanyang asawa lalo na sa sinabing “Our baby” did she heard it right? Mina wants me to become a parent for her baby she doesn’t want to misunderstand so she just listening to her wife words but as soon that she heard her wife fear to being a failure mother Tzuyu sooth her wife back to ease the fear of being a parent.

 

SShhh. Stop overthinking Mina what makes you think that you’re not a good mother? Tzuyu asked her wife but seeing her wife expression she chooses to shrugged the question and hug her wife and pat gently Mina’s back. Mina starts to crying because her emotion is really changing from happy, sad or angry that will drive Tzuyu crazy.

 

Sssh. sssh. Mina Stop crying I’m here you’re not the only one who is going to raise the baby were together so please stop thinking that you’re not going to be a good mother of course it’s natural to be scared because it’s our first time but everything will be alright. Tzuyu softly said to her wife in order Mina to calm down. Sa una pahikbi hikbi si mina hanggang sa makatulog na ito kakaiyak kaya napahinga ng malalim si Tzuyu sapagkat mukhang marami pa syang pwedeng pagdaanan na kasama si Mina especially na magiging parte sya sa buhay ng anak ng kanyang asawa.

 

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Tzuyu’s PoV

 

Sa ngayon ay inihiga ko muna si Mina sa sofa dahil nakatulog na sya sa kakaiyak buti na lang ay yakap yakap ko sya habang nasa living room kami at pagtapos kong ihiga ang asawa ko ay niligpit ko naman yung bowl ng soup na ginawa nya para hindi na sya mag kikilos sa bahay at makapag pahinga.

 

Alam kong ginagawa ni Mina ang lahat para maayos kami at makabawi sya pero hindi ko maiwasang bumuo ng pader na haharang sa puso ko na umasa na balang araw mahalin nya rin ako kaya lagi kong itinatanim sa isip ko na iiwan nya rin ako kapag nalaman nya pwede na syang kumalas sa kasal after 3 years ng walang kahirap hirap at makakahanap ng taong mamahalin nya at ako maiiwanang mag isa dahil pinili kong mag mahal kahit hindi ako ang mahal.

 

After I finished cleaning that Mina used for making soup I go back where my wife sleeping at hindi ko maiwasan na titigan sya habang natutulog sa totoo lang hindi ko kayang tumingin sa maganda nyang mukha kapag gising sya dahil either na masigawan nya ako o awayin pero lately napapansin ko ang mga eye to eye contack namin dahil sya na mismo ang gumagawa ng paraan para magkalapit kami. Nakakaramdam ako ng saya kapag naglalambing sya sa totoo lang ngayon ko lang maranasan na asikasuhin ng asawa ko o yakapin dahil nung malaman ni Mina na ikakasal kami ay galit ito sa akin at nag bago ang pakikitungo ng babaeng tinititigan ko ngayon.

 

What should I do to you? Loving you makes my heart in pain. Loving you makes my sanity fades away the only thing that I want is your love but I know you don’t so even it’s just only me loving you I’m contented hindi ako manghihingi kahit konting kapalit sa ginagawa ko kaya wag kang mag alala kung iniisip mo na kailangan mong suklian lahat ng ginagawa ko. Sabi ko ng mahina sa natutulog na si Mina sa totoo lang samut sari na ang nararamdaman ko. Saya dahil kahit papaano nag babago na ang pakikitungo nya sa akin maybe our friendship will be fix kapag nagtuloy tuloy ito kaya kapag nag plano sya makipag hiwalay ay maaari pa kami maging friends ulit hindi man agad agad pero darating din yun.

Kahit masakit sa huli ang sasapitin ko habang kasama ka titiisin ko dahil at least kahit papaano nakasama kita that’s the love I’ve been experiencing now while I’m with you. I said on my thoughts while caressing Mina’s face even though I wanted to cry to ease this pain I can’t baka magising sya at makita nya akong ganito.

 

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Irene’s Pov

Mommy kamusta po kayo sa U.S pasensya na kung di ko kayo mabisita jan talagang busy lang po ako.

 

Sabi ko sa mommy ko na kausap ko ngayon sa phone dahil pinaalam ko na sa kanila na kami na ni Seulgi kaya ito excited na marinig ang tungkol sa amin kaya lalo ako natutuwa dahil tanggap nila kami at gusto ni mom at dad na isama si Seulgi pag pumunta ako ng America para makita daw nila si Seulgi.

Sus ang sabihin mo busy ka sa human bear mo. Hoy anak

19 years old pa lang iyon hinay hinay ka baka mamaya

Ginagapang mo na yung human bear mo tsaka na kapag

21 na sya yun talagang mature na sya.

 

Haiz this mother of mine syempre I know that we need to taking it slow dahil kagaya nga ng sinabi nila bata pa si Seulgi at inosente pa kaya tiis lang muna sa kiss and hug kapag pagtungtong nya na ng tamang edad panggigilan ko na.

 

Mommy naman syempre behave ako good girlfriend ata itong

anak nyo pero di ko maiwasan talaga kasi cute na hot pa.

 

Sagot ko sa kausap pero sa totoo lang kapag magkasama kami hindi ko talaga maiwasan na may gawin ng konti., konti lang naman pero ganun parin yun well I just marked her as in when we make out I leave hickey on her neck very visible so If people going to flirt their going to back down because I own Seulgi.

 

 

O sya usap na lang tayo ulit but Joohyun behave

She’s still a kid kahit na lumagpas na sya above

of legal age at ayokong kunin mo sya ng hindi ka

pa ready na ibigay yung buong ikaw.

Sa sinabi talaga ng nanay ko lahat ay tama. Sa totoo lang mahirap ibigay ng buo ang sarili lalo na  nasaktan ka nung binigay mo ito nung una kaya masyado ako nag iingat pero mabuting tao si Seulgi talagang yung takot ko lang ang nangunguna.

 

Bunny. Tawag sa akin ng pinaka cute na bear. Ang aking bear na walang ibang ginawa kundi pangitiin ako at pagaanin ang araw ko kahit na minsan napaka moody ko ay lagi syang anjan at hinahandle yung topak ko. Minsan pa nga nabunton ko ang stress ko sa kanya sa company na pinag intern ko nasigawan ko ang bear ko dahil sa dami pinapagawa sa akin to the point minsan nakakalimutan ko may GF ako.

 

Mommy andito si Seulgi gusto mo ba sya makausap para makilala mo pa sya lalo. Sabi ko sa kausap ko sa phone habang tinitingnan ang papalapit na oso sa akin narinig ko naman ang malalim na paghinga ng aking ina kaya napabuntong hininga na rin ako.

 

Just bring her here so we can talk to her properly not

In the phone don’t let your parents make a surprise

visit you just to see your lover.

 

Namula naman ako sa sinabi ni mama habang nakatingin naman ang cute na bear sa harapan ko na nagtataka. Kaya nginitian ko na lang sya at nilapit ko sya sa akin at sabay halik sa pisngi at binulong na kausap ko ang mommy ko.   

 

Hello aunty how are you. Seulgi said on the phone when I said that I’m talking to my mother then I heard my mom laugh she really like Seulgi even my dad wanted to meet her I’m overwhelm on their support about our relationship dahil akala ko hindi nila kami matatanggap dahil parehas kaming babae.

 

Seulgi I’m fine were fine but we want to see you

Joohyun is selfish she really wants to have you

by herself that’s why were still talking in phone

not talking personally.

 

Nagtatampong sabi ng mom ko grabe ah ilaglag ba naman ako sa GF ko mommy naman eh pwede akin muna ang bear ko wala pa nga kaming isang buwan gusto nyo sya agad masolo ni dad pambihira ang kay Joohyun ay kay Joohyun.

 

Mommy ang akin ay akin meron ka ng Bae Yoong Joon kaya wag ang bear ko. Sabi ko sa mom ko sa phone at sabay hapit sa beywang ni Seulgi para lalong magkalapit ang katawan namin natatawa naman itong oso na ito habang magkausap kami ng mom ko kaya I glare at her then she gulped when she sensed that danger is on her way, I smirk on her then nilapit ko ang labi ko sa earlobe nya and I It at kinagat ko ng hindi madiin she gasped from sensation so I look at her and smile.

 

Hoy Joohyun bakit bigla kayong tumahimik at parang may

Suminghap kanina. Joohyun don’t corrupt that little bear

not yet she’s my baby bear so behave.

 

Napataas naman ang kilay ko kay mom at etong oso na ito siniksik na lang yung mukha nya sa leeg ko kaya medyo nakakaramdam ako ng kiliti at init sa katawan kaya medyo may naiisip nanaman ako kapilyahan haiz mom nagkokontrol ako buti na andito kami sa unit ko at nakaupo sa sofa kaya kahit may konting gawin ako kay Seulgi walang istorbo kaya bibilisan ko na tapusin yung call namin ni mom para moment naman namin ni Seulgi ang mangyari.

 

Mom bye na next time na lang ulit at nakatulog na si Seulgi sa tabi ko hirap pa naman dalhin si Seulgi sa bed. Pagsisinungaling ko sa mom ko at napabuntong hininga na lang at nagpaalam na sa akin kaya napatingin ako oso na nakasandal sa akin at tinatago ang mukha sa leeg ko.

 

Bear tapos na kami mag-usap ni mom it’s our moment now. I said on her she looks at me and I look at her geez this girlfriend of mine make me feel things that I didn’t feel for example lose control, ually frustrated I didn’t feel that to Suho even when Suho and I dated from the past I didn’t crave or hunger from and its opposite to Seulgi. I never initiated things on Suho when it comes on but on Seulgi its different, she makes me turn on every-time our bodies close to each other.

 

It seems my bunny wants to do something on me right?  Seulgi said with her playful voice I’m staring at her with full of desire to own her my gosh maybe if I do a little bit won’t be bad or maybe it will boost for another closeness right. I suddenly snapped when I heard her chuckled.

You must be frustrated right do you want to go for a vacation with our friends so you can relax in this stressful city. I blink my eyes then think the truth being in the office makes my life drain so I want vacation. Vacation with my Seulgi although I want to be with my friends too but I want Seulgi by myself.

 

How about only two of us bear can we? I asked her she fell into silent then look at me I was ready of her answer then she showed her moon crescent eye when she smiled which captivated my eyes from the start and stock on my mind till now.

 

Okay let’s clear our schedule at the end of the month so there is no disturbance on our vacation bunny. I know being intern lots of stress so first we have to finish what we need to do on our field okay. Seulgi said on me and kiss me on my lips but since I’m not contented on peck, I pull her closer and turn it into passionate kiss which the bear returns the favour lovely.

 

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Mina’s PoV

 

Nagising ako sa aking pagkakatulog dahil narin medyo nakaramdam ako ng konting init at ngalay at napansin ko nga nasa living room ako pero ang higit kong napansin ay yung taong katabi at nakayakap sa akin walang iba kundi ang asawa ko si Tzuyu kaya napa ngiti ako sa totoo lang nakakaramdam ako ng saya at kapanatagan kapag nasa tabi ko lang sya at nasa akin ang buong atensyon nya.

Hindi ko maiwasan na mapatingin sa kanyang mukha napakaganda nya talaga ang tanga ko bakit hindi ko napansin agad itong matangkad na alien na ito. To the point that I hurt her so much despite her intention to me was saving me from vulture who wants to use me on their desire. How come I didn’t realize that Tzuyu always here for me even before marriage she’s always stay on my side sometimes, she’s on the back but I never look at her because I was so blind on Chaeyoung sweet words.

 

I’m a fool to not see you but now I am seeing you with another light and this time let me do the right thing Tzu to take care of you and maybe to love you because right now you making me feel safe not just only your words but your action as well. my mind said while I’m still looking to this sleeping Yoda. I’m determine to stay by your side so don’t worry and don’t think that I’m going to leave because that’s not going to happen. Sleep well my lovely wife and other mother of my child, I’ll promise were going to be a happy family.

 

Just please Tzu don’t close your heart to me because I’m willing to catch your heart na walang ibang ginawa kundi ang mahalin ako I whispered on her but suddenly I kissed her on her lips and that’s make me shock never on my dreams that I’m going to kiss this giant lady but I did it.

 

Tzuyu you better not thinking of leaving me dahil hindi ko makakaya.