Part I: The Neurochemical Basis of Behaviour

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Part I: The Neurochemical Basis of Behaviour

 

Baekhyun’s favourite coffee shop is burning down.

He wants to blame Elektra, but this time, he knows it’s his fault. He tucks his legs underneath him and watches from a highrise rooftop as firefighters rush to the scene and the best spot for coffee at 5am goes up in flames.

The man he’d taken down lies in the alley behind, unconscious and beaten. He had no useful information, just like the rest.

Very much irritated and exhausted and not in the mood to face her if she does show up, Baekhyun heads home.

 

***

 

Baekhyun only wakes up at such a godforsaken hour to do his work because he has no other time to. On the other hand, he’s convinced Jongdae’s a psychopath for tagging along with him to jog and study at five in the morning.

“This is depressing,” is Jongdae’s verdict when they pass the crime scene. The fire has long been extinguished, but the damage is severe, and most of the building is completely charred. “They said Kinese left the man responsible for arson incapitated in the alley though, so at least we know he’s not going to be burning anything else down. Ugh.”

With well-practiced ease, Baekhyun raises an eyebrow at Jongdae. “Kinese caught him?”

“Elektra was on the scene when firefighters got there, but the arsonist was beaten bloody when they took him in. That’s his work, not hers.”

Fair, Baekhyun thinks, but decides not to reply because he really prefers not to think about Elektra so early in the morning.

The only other coffee shop near campus is a block away from his old one, and it’s called Hello Brewtiful, a name that sends Jongdae into a laughing fit for a full minute when they first searched it up. Baekhyun spots the cafe before his friend does; it’s a cheery little shop with a cute sign, warm light pouring out from inside. The window displays a fair amount of plants, and the interior looks cosy enough to be a good study area.

The bell lets out a pleasant chiming noise as they step inside. There’s only one girl behind the till, and she’s hunched over on the counter with her head in her arms. She has a laptop propped open in front of her and appears to be asleep on a notebook.

Jongdae clears his throat.

She shoots up, flails, and nearly knocks the laptop from its perch. There’s lines from the notebook coils imprinted on her cheek, which Baekhyun sees when she hastily stands upright.

“Oh my god,” the girl manages, staring at them with wide eyes. “I am—I am so sorry, let me just—um, I just need to—” she sweeps her laptop, notebook and pencil case away to the side. Baekhyun hears her mutter, “this is so embarrassing,” as she hides everything behind the counter and straightens stiffly. “I’m so sorry. What can I get for you?”

Now that he sees her face properly, he realizes that she’s really cute. Her hair is in twin braids, she has a cheerful expression, and despite the fact that she was dozing off seconds ago, she looks surprisingly awake. Baekhyun squints at her nametag. Seo Eunju, it reads.

“It’s fine,” he reassures, then grins. “Won’t tell your boss.”

She lets out a small laugh. “Appreciate that.”

A minute later, both he and Jongdae have ordered their drinks and have picked a corner table to sit at. Baekhyun is trying to keep his attention on the study he’s trying to take notes on rather than the faint hum in the background of Eunju making their coffee.

“You think she’s cute,” Jongdae whispers from across from him.

Baekhyun looks up from the paper he’d worked so hard to focus on. “What?” he mouths back.

Jongdae winks at him. “Go talk to her.”

Baekhyun pretends he’s more interested in diminished dopamine release in presynaptic neurons in depressed individuals for another two minutes before he gives up and decides to talk to Eunju.

He stands up and slams right into her.

He feels the coffee before any other part of the situation sinks in. The liquid would’ve been hot enough to burn a normal person, but Baekhyun doesn’t sense more than a faint tingle. The coffee mugs shatter on the ground, and he realizes belatedly that while it didn’t burn him, his white hoodie has been recoloured brown.

Well.

There’s a moment of heavy silence before Eunju makes a horrified noise. “I’m so sorry!” she blurts. “Are you okay? Are you hurt? I’m so sorry, there’s a first-aid kit in the back, I’ll go get it—wait, no, come to the back and, um, I’ll clean this up later—I am so, so sorry.”

Another stream of apologies later and Baekhyun is being led behind the counter, mouthing you over his shoulder as Jongdae mouths it’s fate back.

 

***

 

“I’m so sorry,” Eunju repeats for the nth time. Baekhyun has shed his hoodie, sitting on the bench in the backroom. “I didn’t get enough sleep last night, and I have a midterm coming up in two days. It’s been… a trying time.” She winces. “Doesn’t excuse my clumsiness.”

“My fault, honestly,” Baekhyun replies. She comes lugging the entire first-aid kit. “I shouldn’t have stood up suddenly.”

She sets the kit down. “Are you sure you’re not hurt? The coffee was pretty hot.”

“I think my hoodie took the brunt of the damage,” Baekhyun replies drily.

Eunju manages a laugh before it trails off and her expression edges back into guilt. “Oh my god. It’s stained, isn’t it?”

“Better it than me?” he jokes. “Besides, I’ve gotten tomato sauce on it before. The hoodie was past saving before the coffee.”

“Still feel really bad,” she groans. “Thank you for taking this so well.”

“Accidents happen,” he reassures, not sure what to say to actually make it clear he doesn’t blame her.

They spend a minute or so in silence as Baekhyun dries his shirt as best he can before he remembers: “You said you have a midterm in two days?”

Eunju looks up in surprise. Then, “Yup.”

“Me too. What course?”

“It’s called, uh, the neurochemical basis of behaviour?”

Baekhyun’s first thought is holy Jongdae’s right it’s fate before he has to physically stop himself from saying it aloud.

“I’m in that course,” he says, beaming. “We should sit together in class!”

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Chapter 5: Wait that’s it? I expected more but it’s okay.
Revenge cannot make you happy rather it makes you more miserable.
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It’s sad but I’m still hopeful that everything will get sorted out
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Chapter 3: This is amazing
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Chapter 2: Never even in my dreams I would have thought Elektra was eunju
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Chapter 5: omg im crying nooooo breadboy don't be sad :'(

And I think one reason why some people are SO pessimistic is because they're afraid of being let down, of their hopes being dashed to pieces. So it's just easier to assume the worst and never be let down by any expectations. :( And it breaks my heart to know that both Baekhyun and Eunju are suffering so much right now, especially since neither of them wanted this. T^T

also i love jongdae so much
he's literally the BEST best friend a person could ever have
pls be my best friend, jongdae :')

But ahhhh, my anxiety is SPIKING with every mention of Hwang Chisoo and the timer ticking down to the deadline. x___x Because who knows what that piece of garbage has planned and I feel like Baekhyun is so overwhelmed by his emotions right now, so it'll be easier for Hwang Chisoo to goad him into any traps that he's probably set. >___> And omg, SO MANY BOMB ATTACKS. THAT IS TERRIFYING. Q___Q THIS GUY IS ACTUALLY PSYCHO.

BUT AHHH, ELEKTRA CAME!! I knew she wouldn't be able to let Kinese go ahead without confronting him first. :') And I love that she chose not to use the voice-changer, that she wanted to talk to him as Eunju. She's human too, even with her powers, and she's still the same girl Baekhyun knew and loved before the big reveal. But omg, nooooo, all of Baekhyun's self-loathing is hurting me as well. ;~; Seeing him internally fall apart like this is breaking my heart into smithereens and I'm crying inside for him, because he's just so HURT by everything and he doesn't deserve to be in such pain. T^T

And oh my god, I love the points that Eunju brought up. They're so profound and I don't think I've ever deeply thought of revenge being a paradox like that. It's absolutely fascinating and I think the world would be a much better place if people weren't so blinded by NEEDING revenge, especially when it does just bring more hurt to everyone involved. :'( And ahhhh, the way that Eunju validated Baekhyun's feelings while still trying to steer him away from hurting himself even more got me MESSED UP. He's so lucky to have her and I'm just so relieved that they've reached this level of understanding before Baekhyun hurt himself even more. >___<

ALSO, QUEEN OF SUBVERTING EXPECTATIONS!! I really thought they'd confront Hwang Chisoo in the end, but I LOVE how the focus at the end was on Eunju helping Baekhyun take his first steps to healing himself instead. SCREW HWANG CHISOO ANYWAY. HE DOESN'T DESERVE ANY SCREENTIME, HAHA. But yeah, I'm SO happy and proud of Eunju for understanding and helping Baekhyun when he needed someone most, and of Baekhyun for allowing himself to accept help from someone he felt was against him since it's too easy to keep those blinders on and self-sabotage yourself. It was painful, but incredibly cathartic and necessary for both of them, and I know they'll be able to heal with each other's support after all of this. :')

i love this so much and how much thought you put into it and how you were able to make it flow so well, even within the word count constraints, and i hope breadboy and eunju live happily ever after this and now i miss breadboy even more and ahhhhh we still have over half a yr left until he returns but at least we have his sporadic tweets to hold onto while we wait :') but anyway YOU ARE THE BEST ILYSM AND THIS WAS ANOTHER FANTASTIC STORY FROM YOU AND I BOW DOWN TO YOUR GREATNESS!!