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Dead Man’s Manual.
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[CONTENTID1]VIII[/CONTENTID1] [CONTENTID2]EPILOGUE[/CONTENTID2] [CONTENTID3]

8 years later

 

 

The steam of the chai latte Serin has ordered flows out of the mug like a gentle river as she spins the spoon around in the beverage. Seulgi is sitting right across her, looking out the window in a solemn moment of silence. They’re currently located in the only café her town has ever graced to bear. She doesn’t live here – none of her friends but Jongdae do anymore, but they’re all back here to celebrate christmas. Everyone besides Serin herself, since she’s staying here semi-permanently for the next couple of months. After she graduated university with an architecture degree, her eyes have remained dead-set on her town. With a view and nature as such, she knows it can be a culmative center for tourist attraction. She can’t lie – she does want to keep the town all to herself, especially after her colleagues took notice of it after she’d talked about it. Their plans are to rebuild the infrastructure and make the town more modern per se, but in reality it’s the authenthicity in the fact that time seems to have stopped in the town that makes it so appealing. Preserve is her plan. Not modernise.

 

There’s no snow around, because duh southern countryside, but the atmosphere is nothing short of magical. It’s always like that around here. After all, not much has changed.

 

Seulgi whips out her phone and shows her a  list she’s made on her notes application. ”Here’s the menu for the christmas dinner tomorrow night. I’ve already arranged for the stews and dumplings with Jiwon— who should be coming at any minute now, and she told me she was going to make the dumplings from scratch herself, while I take care of the oyster rice cake coup. Check the list and tell me what you’re interested in bringing.”

 

Serin follows her friends instruction and reads through the dish list. Not long after, the small bell that’s attached to the café entrance rings, and a very familiar voice resonates within the cream colored walls.

 

It’s Sehun, along with Jiwon. Even as the both of them salute her and Seulgi warmly, Serin notices a strange tension between the two.

 

Kang Jiwon is two years older than Serin, and half a year younger than Sehun— who she’s engaged with. Their wedding is set for april next year, and it’s still in planning but it was clear since the day she was them together that it was a relationship bound to last. Sehun’s a polemic bastard and Jiwon is the type who can shut him down with a simple shut it. A perfect match, if you ask her.

 

When it comes to Sehun himself, things have been pretty normal lately. The first three years after his coma were the hardest – between learning how to use his muscles again and dealing with the post traumatic amnesia as well as therapy. During the first weeks, he was unable to form new memories and Serin can’t recall the amount of times she has made amends with him because he kept forgetting about having read her letter, and questioned her over and over again. But it’s okay. It’s a natural process, and it has helped her out of her self-pride shell quite a lot. Eight years later, he’s more or less back to normal again. He still has some trouble with balance in his legs at times, but the first six months post his brain injury have proven to be the most fruitful to the rest of his recovery.

 

Even after Serin moved back to the city, she kept close contact with her friends, who would more often than not visit Sehun too—since, to be fair, he’s their friend too.

 

When the pair sits down, Sehun leans over to ruffle Serin’s hair affectionately, clicking his tongue. ”Why are you this dressed up?”

 

”She’s seeing Jongin later,” Seulgi answers for her.

 

”He’s only picking me up, I’m dressed up because I come directly from work,” Serin corrects her, playfully sticking her tongue out.

 

”So how is the ball kicking with everyone?” Jiwon leans back into her seat as Sehun asks her what she wants to order. ”Just a glass of water, I don’t feel very fine,” she hears her say.

 

”Why? Are you sick or something? We could always meet up another day, you know,” Seulgi asks.

 

The woman only waves a dismissive hand in front of her, smiling cheekily. ”Oh, don’t worry about it. I’ll be fine.”

 

”Anyways,” Serin takes a sip out of her tea. ”How have things been holding up with Jongdae ever since you moved, Seulgi?”

 

The question seems to take her by surprise, but Serin doesn’t miss the way the girl adverts her gaze and scratches her neck. ”We’re not on speaking terms.”

 

”Huh?” Sehun raises an eyebrow. ”I thought you guys were close.”

 

”We were, but he wasn’t happy about me moving out of town. You know, we’ve been always attached to the hip. He’s like a surrogate dad to Jaehyun and Jaemin, and you know those punks are fourteen and twelve now which makes them a thousand times more annoying. I don’t know if taking that job opportunity was the right thing, and things feel kind of empty without him.”

 

But there’s something else the girl is clearly trying to conceal – she sees it in the way she still isn’t looking them in the eyes. This causes Serin to raise an expectant eyebrow, much like her brother. ”…And?”

 

Seulgi bites her lips, playing with a stray lock. ”…And the night before I moved out we met up and had a few drinks. He was really sad, I could tell…” she eventually trails off, looking really red in the face.

 

”Oh my God,” Jiwon puts down her glass of water. ”What did you guys do?”

 

Seulgi remains silent for a good while before squeaking out her sentence all in one breath. ”We kind of…kissed.”

 

Serin bursts out laughing – partly in shock, and partly in we been knew. Jiwon gasps dramatically and Sehun doesn’t look the least bit impressed.

 

”Really?” he yawns. ”That’s all you did?”

 

Seulgi raises a fist in the air towards his direction. ”Listen, why don’t you—!”

 

”Okay, okay,” Serin waves her hands in front of her, motioning her friend to sit down. She does, albeit grumpily. ”So things have grown pretty complicated lately, huh? Do you like him?”

 

The latter’s eyes widen in embarassment, as she starts sputtering. ”You- you can’t just ask things like these! I don’t know, he’s always been there in my life, but I’ve been so used to just see him as a friend that all of this, is kind of new to me, you know?”

 

”I think the love was always there, to be honest. It just evolved now that you’re both adults. Honestly, what’s the problem? He’s clearly whipped for you, so just confess during christmas?”

 

Seulgi rests her head against her seat, closing her eyes while emitting a long, distressed sigh. ”You make it sound so easy. Just because you got lucky with Jongin. I don’t even know what I clearly feel, if that was just a drunk impulse or something a bit more, you know, deeper.”

 

”Then take the time this christmas to find out, no?” Jiwon nudges her. ”Everything will be okay. Jaehyun and Jaemin will be delighted to see him again anyways,” Jiwon nudges her soothingly.

 

At that, Sehun straightens himself in his seat, clearing in throat. ”About being delighted…uhm,” he statters, looking at his fiancé for support.

 

Jiwon’s eyebrows jolt up in surprise. ”Oh, you want to tell them now? I thought we wanted to make the announcement at christmas dinner.”

 

”To the other relatives, yes, but I want my sister to know first. Is that okay to you?” he asked sincerely, causing both Seulgi and Serin to frown in confusion.

 

”What is it?” she asks.

 

”It’s fine for me too, then,” Jiwon smiles, and spins the glass of water in her hand, causing the liquid to splatter around a tad a bit. ”We actually have an announcement to make.”

 

”Oh?” Seulgi nods, breaking off a piece from her cinammon bun. ”It can’t be a marriage, since you’ve already announced that.”

 

”Well, actually, we’re kind of…” Jiwon bites her lip, hiding a smile. Sehun is also smiling, though he’s looking away as if he’s trying to mask his feelings as much as poss

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Strawbaeryhyun_610
#1
Chapter 9: I finished it reading in few hours... This angst made ugly crying with no regrets waking up tom with puffy eyes😭😭😭😭😭 it's so beautiful. Thank you for this wonderful story!
Stick
#2
Chapter 9: I didn't read it yk I've upvoted it it's subscribed but i never tried to read it idk why i did that i just never had it in me first baekhyun then angst ok i love angsty stuff but then DEATH AND THEN GHOST AND BAEKHYUN'S GHOST??????...

Now i know why i didn't wanted to read it yk i cried like a ing donkey on periods!!!!....And I'm not fking lying!!!!...

You know i had to read the chapter two time where baek died, no scratch that murdered he was MURDERED!!!!!...

THE MOMENT I READ "his screams subsides and he's dead" i had to stahp and cry!!!!! And yes I CRIED AND I HAVE MY EXAMS GOING ON AND I'M ON MY PERIODS AND IT'S THE ING FIRST DAY!!!!!!!!

Do you know how sad i was i really wanted to stop reading i wanted to abandon the story right then and there how i left moon lovers after baek died!!!! YES I HAVEN'T WATCHED THE EPS AFTER BAEKHYUN DIED IN THAT DRAMA I WAS ING HORRIBLE!!!! AND WHEN I SAY THAT WAS HORRIBLE THAT SMALL WAS HORRIBLE FOR ME SO THINK ABOUT THE STUFF YOU WROTE HOW ING TERRIFYING IT WOULD HAVE BEEN FOR ME TO READ IT.... I READ, STOPPED, CRIED, SLEPT AND AFTER WAKING UP I READ AGAIN!!!!!

I'm happy for serin tho she has moved on in life its so so impossible to move on from your love and IK!!!!

BUT IF BAEKHYUN WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN DEAD IT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO SO WHOLESOME!!!!

LIKE THE SPIRIT GAVE UP HIS (LIFE/IDK WHAT IT IS CALLED IMMORTALITY??) TO SAVE HIS LOVE AND THE GIRL CHOSE TO FREE HIM FROM THE VOID AND HE CAME BACK AS A HUMAN TO LIVE WITH HER FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIFE LIKE OMG THAT SO CUTE😭😭😭😭!!!!!!

don't mind me I'm just rambling but i really loved your story be it this one or presumptuous!!!!

Thank you for these they're so good, I'm rambling again byy😭😭😭😭
Sykrh_ #3
Such a beautiful masterpiece💜

Had to compose myself while reading. Even if I tried, I couldn’t stop myself from crying. Each aspect of the story is well written. I’m so glad I came across this incredible story.

Thank you very much for sharing your wonderful creation with us💜
AiiSoo #4
Chapter 9: I’ve put this story no hold for so long because I don’t think I can handle a tear-jerking story at that time. So the first few chapters, I had this thought “ohhh. This is a beautiful” but then the tear-jerking part comes. And oh my, what a mess that I’ve become from the tears and snot. But, this story is truly beautiful nonetheless. I love their friendship, not just the connection between Baekhyun and Serin, but also the friendship of the friends, including Sehun. Although he didn’t came out a lot in this story, he is a very significant character. I love the ending too. So don’t feel that it’s lacking or anything like that. I also think this is the best for them.
Thank you for writing such a beautiful and touching writing. And for sharing it here. Thank you, really
Sillysesame
#5
Chapter 9: This is too beautiful for words. You are so talented
ollie_wolly03
#6
Chapter 9: finally finished another masterpiece of yours and this has to be my favorite from your stories by far. i mean the plot, the characters, the EVERYTHING was so utterly amazing even tho i was bawling my eyes out. i loved their friendship, their character development, and i just genuinely enjoyed reading this with my whole heart <3
colormecandy
#7
Chapter 2: OH MY GOD I LIED I LITERALLY READ THE WHOLE CHAPTER 2 AND COULDNT TAKE IT SO HERE I AM BACK AGAIN IN THE DEAD OF THE NIGHT BECAUSE CHAPTER 2 SHOOK ME TO THE ABSOLUTE CORE. sorry for screaming but hey

so im just gonna go scene by scene so i can properly jot down my thoughts. i thought the first scene was such a great set up to how everything works, why baekhyun is there, and how generally the afterlife works. i think what really hit me immediately was when he said something about people having regrets remaining on the earth - even though he's technically a good ghost, it really makes me wonder who he is, and what his regrets are (and knowing this story i wonder if it somehow links to serin). i must say though serin is such a strong, feisty little character like she's literally staring death in the face and she's there just like ok im going to beat death. i could never. and jongin being a protector who stands between the living and the dead is SO interesting i totally didn't see that coming, though i do remember you hinted a bit of it in chapter 1. so far i definitely don't think serin can prevent things and that just fills me with dread, ugh.

i love how you drop little bits of supernatural everywhere, down to the smallest detail, like the spider omen. i think it's just testament to what a good writer you are. i now definitely think baekhyun and serin are connected somehow, because seven years ago could mean their lives intersected in some way. oh god you are really throwing this fate trope aren't you? omg im seriously beyond excited now to find out what happens. and their banter is seriously cute, considering the gravity of the situation. i like how you opted for this angle, so the whole story isn't just doom and gloom.

OK SO THE LAST PART WAS SIMPLY A MASTERPIECE. i mean, SUCH attention to detail, such an effective way of showing the inevitability of death. serin thought it was too early for her, but here is a young child who thinks he has an imaginary friend but is really going to be led off to his death. like it all just seriously, seriously took a piece of me. and baekhyun's outlook on life and death is so jarring and heartbreaking at the same time - obviously as someone who's dead he knows about all this, but resignation in the way he says things, and also the bitterness i sense - it's testament to his own regrets. in a way, it's him projecting his own regrets. and i feel like it was such a poignant way to end the chapter, where serin goes from denial, to just ignorance, to just finally facing all the cold hard facts - she has a brother she hasn't been able to interact with because he's sick, and there's so many things she won't be able to do now, and it's all actually hitting her like it's all real. gosh.

this was such a whirlwind of emotions and it got me SO riled up that though i said one chapter a day i think im going to end up reading this much faster than i expected. i absolutely, absolutely adored this chapter, and thought your storytelling here was just divine. so excited to read the next few chapters. im so emotional.
colormecandy
#8
Chapter 2: oh my god i spoiled myself but i'll come back tomorrow to leave a longer comment for chapter 2! ;_;
colormecandy
#9
Chapter 1: oh my goshhhh where do i start! i had so many thoughts and this story took SUCH a different turn. kudos to you for seriously pulling out the unexpected.

i really like how you set up serin at the start. love that she's this mild-mannered, in between character, i think very aptly shown by how she's not against the whole supernatural idea but also not believing it - "not now, satan", is going to stick in my head for a while. i ROARED with laughter at that. but also a great prelude to the the fantastical element of this story. i think another thing you did amazingly are the descriptions. while i do think that some adjectives could be more appropriately placed, i think that overall you really let me visualize this relaxed, cozy seaside town, a la ghibli. it had this... breezy feel to it, for a lack of a better word. i thought it was such a great setup in contrast to what's going to happen in the story.

i thought she had such a cute relationship with her childhood friends. i'm such a er for friendship!aus and i think it's so cute how she and seulgi, jongin and jongdae have this really long-lasting friendship despite her being away in the city for so long. and love them teasing each other back and forth about there not being a cafe in the town, adorable. i do feel there's something heavy coming with sehun, guessing that he got into some sort of accident (possibly indirectly caused by serin), but i wonder how that's going to play into the whole story, and how that links to serin's -ahem- calling to the place up there. also i definitely caught something wonky between jongin and serin. first loves? am i reading too much into it???

AND OH MY GOD THAT REVEAL. ok so i totally thought baekhyun was going to be a ghost friend who she makes friends with and no one else can see but he's kind of like a grim reaper??? like holy now my excitement has completely GONE UP. because there's the whole serin inevitably being called up and in less than two months too so there's that element of inevitability and fate and that's the moment she meets the love of her life??? omg sign me up for this doomed romance im here for it. unless you're totally tricking us and there's a way around it. AND WHY CAN JONGIN SEE HIM. WHAT???? OMG. that was SUCH A HUGE TWIST. omg i was planning to read this one chapter a day so i could leave nice long comments and now im too excited to read the next chapter. (i was actually planning to write a grim reaper / afterlife / detective au after itnol so this is so much up my alley HAHAHAHA)

anyway this was such a good start! amazing start in fact. im surprised i didnt find this earlier and now i'm so happy i have something to read every day for the rest of the week. will i be in tears by the end of this... most probably. i can feel it. but im so so excited!!! you're amazing!
colormecandy
#10
Hihi here to check this out and I'm just at the forewords and this is such a cool plot! I love love ghibli and this is give me such spirited away vibes like haku/chihiro vibes
So so inventive and I can already imagine what a quirky ghost Baekhyun will be. Can't wait to start reading