Dearest Chaewonie,

It's been two months already, love! I hope you're still doing fine! I have written this letter while coughing excessively in my bed, so pardon me if the paper would get wrinkled a bit. Love, sorry for not telling you about my condition earlier. I promise I tried. I really did. But I guess I, too, was in denial? I mean, I had literally planned all my life with you in it but then boom, "Ms. Choi, your cancer resurfaced." Sorry if your girlfriend's a coward.

Btw, I recorded song covers for you. I think Chaeyeon had already given you the flashdrive of the compilation. You could listen to it if ever you missed my voice.

Yours,

Yenaring.

xoxoxoxoxox

Dearest Yenaring,

I miss not only your voice, but your warm hugs, love. It was difficult living in this world without you, you know? Literally anywhere I look at, it will only remind me of my memories with you. It was bright-- the future that I imagined I will have with you.

I never thought we'll have to part this early, I mean, didn't we still have loads of food we wanna try and places we wanna visit?

I guess I will have to fulfill them by myself now.

Love,

Chaewonie.