Dearest Chaewonie,

I can't speak properly right now but I wanna complete this mission before I leave this world.

The sunsets and sunrises, the moon and the constellations, I hope you'll still find them pretty even if you're not seeing them with me.

The waves in the sea, I hope you'll still find tranquility in them.

I hope the time comes sooner, when saying or hearing my name won't hurt you anymore.

I love you. The universe is the witness with the amount of love I have for you.

But Chaewon, love doesn't really extend life. Instead, it gives color and meaning to it.

And love, you gave meaning to mine.

Yours,

Yenaring.

xoxoxoxoxox

Dearest Yenaring,

Eunbi-unnie told me how much you struggled just to put your thoughts into words. You shouldn't have forced yourself because I already knew that even without you telling me, but I am thankful because I could see that still, in the darkest moment of your life, all you ever think about is my welfare.

When the I saw you lying lifeless on your bed, I felt my heart die with you. I... couldn't seem to process things...

Yes, I told myself to accept that time will come and you'll finally leave me, but I didn't know it will stil