"hey can you help me put this cream on my face?" i ask while looking at jiyong who's already looking at me. 

"s-sure", he stammers, and take the cream from my hand and gently spread it on my face.

i can feel that his hand is shaking and sometimes our eyes meet, and when it did his face turned bright red. 

"d-done", he stammers, i smile and thank him, "do you want me to help you?" i ask, he looks at me and nods. 

i find it funny how he reminds me of a dog, wagging his tail while waiting for its owner to play with them. 

"come closer", i say and pull him a bit closer to me. 

i gently put the cream on his face, first, it was the forehead, sheesh so nice, and then his eyes, i find it funny how we avoid making eye contact after accidentally make one just now, and lastly his entire face.

"so handsome my husband", i blurt, not realising that he could hear me. 

he blushes at my words making me blush too, i quickly grab the cream and put it inside the drawer.

i grab the blanket and cover my face, how can i say that in front of him, how embarrassing.

i turn around to take a look at him, and he's still in the same position no movement at all,  just his face becoming redder.

"you're blushing", i blurt, ah another nonsense i slap my mouth after realising what just came out from my mouth.