"You ready Yuj?" I heard Chaeyeon call out from outside. I looked at my reflection and scanned my whole body. From my high waist skinny jeans to my black crop top, paired with my denim jacket and sighed,

"It's now or nerver," I whispered.

I looked at myself one last time and walked out. Chaeyeon looked over at me and lowly whistled as her eyes scanned me from head to toe.

"Yup, Chaewon will definitely forgive your stupidity," she teased. I rolled my eyes and walked past her,

"Shut it."

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"Are they here yet?" I called out to Chaeyeon over the loud music. I internallyy cringed not liking the way the beat of the music echoed in my ears and drummed against my chest. It made my nerves to see Chaewon ever worse. Chaeyeon looked over the crowd then smiled,

"Yeah! They're right there! Sakura over here!" She yelled out. Sakura looked over at us and smiled and the moment my eyes looked behind her, my mouth dropped.

She looked absolutely stunning. Her sparkly white dress hugged her body perfectly that I coud see every curve. Even the way her short wavy brown hair looked perfect. But the moment I met her eyes I felt nervous. Behind her beautiful makeup, she had a sad look.

Her eyes met mine but immediately looked away.

Did she not want me here?

"I don't think this is a good idea Chaeyeon! It doesn't look like she wants to see me!" I whispered/yelled to her. Chaeyeon waved dismissively at me and shook her head,

"Stop overthinking and get your girl!" She yelled at me before turning her attention to Sakura and Chaewon who stood in front of us.

"Hey girls!" Chaeyeon greeted. While I stood next to her and sent and awkward wave to the both of them. I looked over to Chaewon and smiled, well tried to.

"H-hi Chaewon, you look great," I stammered outt, mentally beating myself up for sound so pathetic. Chaewon looked down and fiddled with her fingers,

"Thank you." 

This is going to be a long night.

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For the last 20 minutes I have been wanting to just go home and crawl under my blankets. And possibly cry while I'm at it. I was mentally and physically exhausted from all this.

How can one person create such chaos in my heart and mind?

We were all seated at the bar. Chaeyeon and Sakura were in their own little world while Chaewon and I stayed silent. We were so close but so distant tonight. I've tried to say something, anything that would bring out that gorgeous smile of hers but it was like she was on auto pilot.

She would just smile lightly and nod as a response.

It may have been in the club but her silence was louder that any sound. It was making me furious knowing it was my fauly for this. Or, so I've been told.

Does she really like me?

I have to ask or this will literally destroy me.

"Chaewon do—."

"Excuse me beautiful but I was wondering if you'd like to dance?" Chaewon and I turned around to be met with a tall looking man. He was fairly handsome but he head this smirk that screamed trouble. I looked over to Chaewon only to see her staring at me for a moment.

Hope?

But all that hope came crashing down into my hands as she took one last sip of her wine and turned back to the guy. She nodded and placed her hand in his,

"Sure," she said. And without a second glance she was guided to the dance floor. How I wished she actually disappeard in the crowd so I wouldn't have to see her dancing with this man. I gritted my teeth and turned away. I clenched my eyes and clasped my hands together,

"Give me another!" I yelled to the bartender which he quickly obliged. He po