Chapter 8

Blast From the Past
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"Thank you! Have a nice day!" I said with my work smile. I waved goodbye at the costumer as they were leaving then clenched my jaw as I felt a familiar presence standing beside me.

"Yujin.." a voice whispered in my ear. I rolled my eyes,

"If you're going to ask me if I asked Chaewon if she's single, then yes. Yes I did," I said in annoyance. I looked over to Felix and gritted my teeth seeing a wide smile plastered on his face.

"Really?" He asked. Excitement was definitely evident on his feature. He really likes her. I softened my features and forced out a smile,

"Yeah, she's single," I said.

"That's great!" He said. I dryly chuckled and nodded my head, "Yeah," I said.

He looked at me in confusion from my sudden expression and change of mood but before he was able to ask me what was up, he was called back into the kitchen. He looked at me one last time before turning around. I watched him walk away and immediately dropped my smile.

He looked happy

He was happy.

This was the first time Felix even showed any interest in anybody.

He's my best friend. And I've always said he deserved happiness. He was there for me from the beginning when Wonyoung and I split. So, I think it's my turn to return the favor.

Doesn't matter how I feel anymore.

Felix deserves Chaewon and Chaewon deserves Felix.

"You look a little stressed Yuj. Is everything okay?" I look to my right seeing Tyuzu watching me in concern as she was making coffee for a customer. I stared at her for a moment before speaking,

"You'd do anything for a friend you care about right?" I asked. Tyuzu stopped what she was doing and turned her body to face me completely,

"Depends..." she dragged out. I continued, cutting her off and completely ignoring her suspicious eyes,

"Especially to that friend who has been there for you when you needed them the most right?" 

"Yeah? I guess but— Wait. What's going on with you?" She asked. I sighed in frustration and pinched the bridge of my nose,

"It's nothing just— just forget about it. I'm going on my break," I mumbled out. I walked past her, ignoring the she was trying to call me back and rushed out through the back.

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Flashback:

"Yujin stop! This isn't like you," Felix called out while rushing to my side and helping me lay on his couch. Wonyoung had just broken up with me. I was alone all over again. And to numb the pain I went to the bar where Felix found me practically passed out at the bar. I hiccuped and treid to reach for my bottle on the ground but Felix took it right away and placed it somewhere I couldn't reach. I whined,

"I need it," I slurred out. Felix sighed in frustration and gripped onto his hair,

"No you don't! What you need is water," he said and went to turn around to leave to the kitchen until I spoke.

"Yeah, leave me. Everybody leaves me like I'm nothing. They always do and you want to know why?" I sarcastically asked with pain in my laugh. Felix froze but made no move to look at me.

"Because I am nothing but an insecure little ," I grumbled out. I was staring up at the ceiling and smiling as tears slid down my cheeks,

"But it's okay if you leave me. I'm used to it," I said. The pain was becoming unbearable the more I was reminded that nothing ever lasts. People come and go and all you can do is watch. Felix slowly turned around and if my eye wasn't so blurry and the room wasn't spinning, I could've sworn Felix eyes were watering.

"Not everyone will leave you Yuj," he said slowly as he walked over to me and sit right near my head. He lifted my head and placed it on his thigh,

"I hate seeing you like this," now I know he was on the verge of crying. His voice was laced with pain and was very unsteady.

"I thought Wonyoung was my forever," I mumbled out while turning my body to the side and hugging his thigh. He sighed and combed his fingers through my hair. I gulped down a sob and clenched my eyes tight,

"I don't deserve her. She gave me too many chances to be brave enough to love her outside out

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