Chapter 10 ; The moment when you're in love , you saw him with her, your feeling really .

Mi Young POV

I always said that i won't fall in love easily , because i always see some drama, the ending of a relationship is always sad and unhappy . I don't want to be like them, that's why whenver i saw this scenes , i will always cry out. But when the time SHINee arrived , i discover Jonghyun , i fall in love with him , i fall in love myself , maybe i think i am only single minded . I don't know , i really love him . But you know when i saw him hooking a girl 's hand , the feeling was terrible . The feeling was terrible . I don't know , this feeling is really ish . i don't know , this feeling makes me ripping my heart into pieces . If i didn't meet him , my life won't be change right ? My life change into i can't live without him . [Gee Gee gee gee , baby baby baby ~~] 1 message : (Can we meet up?) - Jonghyun . He texted me . I don't care him . I ignored him. 10 mins later he texted me and say that he is at my doorstep. I ignored him and pretend to sleep . When my mom knock the door my mom tell me that Jonghyun wanted to see me . I ignore my mother talking to me  , i sleep , pretned all my best to sleep . I don't want to see him . "M-Miyoung...." I heard Jonghyun's talking to me. "Can you look at me now? I really need to talk to you." Jonghyun said again . He hugged me when I'm inside the blanket. It makes me cry again , i cried sliently . I don't want to cry out loud . I cry sliently . He patted my blanket which i am inside it. "I love you ~" He said . I wake up and said "do you really love me?" I cry , i beat his shoulder , i bite his chest . i scratch his hand with all i can . All i want is just an honest answer from him. "Yes i do ~ " he said . "Nothing better , nothing better , than you ~~~" He sang a little bit of the lyrics call Nothing Better by Brown Eyed Soul . It was a romantic song . "Will you ?" I shake my head and call him go away . I push him outside the door and slammed the door , i know this is not his true heart . I can feel it .