I am now in my room, looking around hoping I can find something to help for clearing my mind. Suddenly I heard a knock

I know it's Karina

but I ignored it, still not in the mood for a a talk.

"Lo--- Winter, let me in.. I know you want some answers, please let me in" she begged..

Wait???! Was she supposed to call me love?

LOVE?!

I sprang to my feet and opened the door, when I finally opened it I still didn't give her a look, I ignored her again, I walked back to my bed and lie down facing the other side.

I felt her sit next to me and caress my hair. 

It's so quiet.

At this moment... I can only hear my heartbeat. 

"Oh, Darling" she said.

W---what did she just call me? 

I feel redness on my face. Butterflies on my stomach. Oh, God. She's making me insane

"Winter, love. Look at me... Please?" 

I didn't waste a second and immediately face her, she pulled my arms to make me stand up. She hugged me immediately, caressed my hair and she kissed my temple.

"I know you have a lot of questions right now and I'll give you the answers later, but for now.. please finish your food" she whispered and parted from the hug, I saw that she had brought my food earlier, It was on my study table 

"I keep thinking that I did