Truth
Love hurtsSoojin was the first one to wake up, since she heard the TV was on in the living room.
She thought it's Shuhua so she hurriedly got out of bed and out of her room
"Shu, is that you??" she asked hoping it was her, but when she came closer to the couch she saw it was Miyeon
"Sorry to disappoint but it's not Shuhua" Miyeon said giggling and looking at Soojin "She's at practice already, she woke up early and went."
Soojin felt something sting her in her chest "Oh, okay."
She sat next to Miyeon and asked "Did she talk to you at all, how does she feel, is everything okay?"
Miyeon sighed and turned off the TV "Yes, she did, and let me be honest with you, she's not okay, not even the slightest."
Soojin clenched her hand into a fist, she remembered the cold look Shuhua gave her last night
"I'm such a dumb idiot, I shouldn't have treated like this and forget yesterday" Soojin said while looking down at the floor
Miyeon kept quiet so she doesn't agree with her, she still remembers how broken Shuhua was yesterday.
She actually held back the urge to hit Soojin, but to her luck the members went out of their rooms
"Morninggggg" Yuqi said as annoyingly as she could, she thought she will get a reaction out of Shuhua
But to her suprise, Shuhua wasn't there.
Soyeon and Minnie noticed that too, before one of them could ask where she is, Miyeon said
"Already at practice. She's quite mad at all of us, I'm surprised I got her to talk to me."
They all felt guilty, especially Soojin, she wanted to fix this 'little' argument with Shuhua as soon as possible.
"Well, what are we waiting for? Let's all get ready so we can talk to her." she said while getting up and going to her room to get dressed.
But Miyeon was having none of that.
"No. We will come to practice, greet her, and start the practice. We will give her space and she will talk to us if she wants to." she told her and got up to face Soojin with her arms crossed.
Soojin looked at her angrily and walked towards Miyeon "No! I'll talk to her about this, I won't let it get between us!"
Miyeon just glared at her.
"Guys stop, let's not start a fight" Soyeon said and got between them, with Yuqi backing her up.
"Also, Soo, Miyeon is right, we need to give her some space" Minnie said while putting her hand on Soojins shoulder
Soojin growled at her and roughly moved her hand away.
"You are only on her side because she's your girlfriend! This my best friend we are talking about here! I need to talk to her."
Yuqi glared at her "Hey!! She's our best friend too you know!!! Also she's mad at all of us not only you and here we are being respectful and giving her space! So why should you be the one to talk to her at all??"
"Because she loves me the most-"
"YOU ALSO HURT HER THE MOST!!!"
Everyone turned to the source of yelling, and got surprised when they saw it's Miyeon who finally snapped at her.
This wasn't like her at all, she was always calm and collected.
This Miyeon is something new, the scary glare in her eyes, the way she clenched her fists and teeth, looking really angry.
Everyone got scared, Soojin too, but she also felt this weird feeling in her chest grow when she heard what Miyeon said.
So she just kept quiet.
"Do you know how ing broken she looked this morning??!!! Do you have any ing idea how this scared her!!!" she yelled at her, not able to hold back anymore
Minnie came to her side, trying to calm her down "Babe, don't, it's hard for her too-"
"Oh that's bull and you goddamn know it!! She's just being a selfish right now!!!" Miyeon said, full of spite.
Soojin gulped, she didn't know what to say.
"Yah!! Miyeon apologize this instance!!" Soyeon said in her leader tone, trying to sort this out.
Soojin was just looking down on the floor, not able to look Miyeon in the eyes anymore.
Because deep down she knew, everything Miyeon said was true.
"I won't apologize for !!!! None of you saw her break down crying, none of you saw how she completely lost light in her eyes, and none of you know how hurt she actually is!!! You are making this all about Soojin because you think Shuhua just acted like a child, but you don't understand her!!"
Soojin felt her heart cleanch when she heard that.
"What do you mean?? We don't understand what??" Yuqi asked her, confused.
Miyeon just kept quiet, she remembered she promised Shuhua she wouldn't tell anyone.
She took a deep breath, calmed down, and said
"Nothing. You're right Soyeon, I should apologize."
Miyeon looked at Soojin, and Soojin looked at her too.
Miyeon saw how hurt she looks, like she's the one that's broken right now, like she's the one hurting the most right now, she knew Soojin had zero idea how much
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