Joy ushered me out of the room quickly. 

“No Joy, I want to know too. I am her friend. Why has she not told me?” I questioned. 

“Oh really? Such a fast change of attitude.” She said with a dirty look on her face. 

“I don’t know what you are talkin about” I played stupid. But in fact I knew what she meant. I saw Wendys face when I said those words. I didn’t think about what I said. I just blurted it out in a panic and before I could stop it was too late. 

“What would you do if she was in fact confessing to me and you just crumpled up her dreams into a ball and put it into the garbage can because you spoke before thinking?” She questioned me seriously. I really was not sure how to respond. So she continued. 

“Exactly, you can’t even say anything because you know you are wrong. I am letting you know right now, you hurt her. You made her feel like she can never tell any of us anything because of how we will react in the future. This is on you. No one else. And instead of you asking politely you went off the deep end with your accusations. Then had the audacity to say you wanted to know since it wasn’t me?” She continued on with her lecture. 

Funny how I am the older one and I am being lectured right now. 

“I know I spoke before I thought about what was happening but you should see it from my point of view! Especially since earlier today she walked in on me while I was and then I heard her confessing. It just made sense that she was in fact a lesbian. Like how could she not tell me about that?” I questioned seriously. 

“Because of how you are acting now” Joy said matter of factly. 

But she saw me

“Ok but think about it. What if she saw you and then you heard her confessing?” I asked her seriously. 

“First of all I would say you’re welcome for the wonderful sight because I am ing hot, and second of all I would be ing supportive and not speak without thinking. Because I personally do not want to be responsible for someones unhappiness.” She said with her amrs crossed.
I could tell she was not going to agree with me and maybe she was right. But I can tell there is more they are not saying. So I pressed. 

“What are you not telling me?” I asked with a raised eyebrow. 

She looked off to her side avoiding eye contact. 

I knew it

“Tell me Sooyoung. I know you are not saying something.” I demanded

“Ok, I asked Wendy what your yabos looked like” She said while wiggling her eyebrows up and down. 

I gasped outloud and covered my chest with my arms. 

“How dare you!” I said while giving her a dirty look. 

“Well you were the one looking at the door all frozen in time when I came home. So naturally I HAD to ask her what really happened. She said she walked in on you and the first thing I did was ask about your yabos.” She cackled out loud while clapping her hands. 

“No, I was not frozen. I was simply thinking to myself. It was nothing more.” I said matter of factly. 

Yeah, it was definitely nothing! 

“Ok, then I don’t see why you reacted the way you reacted. If it didn’t bother you that she walked in on you on accident then why were you so worried? You said so yourself she walked in on you and then you heard her confess. So what is the problem?” She questioned. 

“I don’t have to explain myself to you” I said as I walked away and back to my room. 

God I hate when she has a ing point. 

What is really bothering me? I mean sure she saw me on accident. I don’t think she meant to do so but why did I get upset hearing her potentially confess to Sooyoung? 

I really didn’t know how to answer my own questions. Maybe I just need food. I should text the other members and see if they want lunch. Yeah, lunch would be good. 

Excuses

I grabbed my phone and set a message to the group message. 

*Lets grab lunch, my treat.*

I clicked send and waited for a response. 

Bear: We are in the living room. You can come out here weirdo. 

I couldn't help but laugh. She was going to keep me sane today for sure. 

I checked myself in the mirror and headed to the living room. 

“So, can we have meat?” Yeri asked with a grin on her face. 

I giggled back in response. 

“Of course, we can have a full BBQ set up. Side dishes and all. But would you like that for lunch or dinner?” I asked 

“Dinner!” Seulgi announced. 

“Yeah but I want free lunch too” Yeri said with a pout. 

“Ok, lets go to the street stalls?” I offered. They both nodded their head and got up at the same time to get ready. 

Seulgi stopped and turned to me. 

“Make sure to invite Sooyoung and Seungwan” She said with a smile. 

I tried to smile back, I tried to even nod. But all I could do was wipe the smile off my face and frown. 

“Yeah, I would but I think they are doing their own thing right now” I spoke quietly as to not alert Yeri.

“What happened?” Seulgi all of a sudden dropped her v