I wish I was.

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Being in Red Velvet is stressful enough. Being in a group with the person you love is even more stressful.So you hide it and Wendy does just that. Wendy hides the fact that she has been in love with Irene since day one. For Wendy it was almost an instant thing for her. And 6 years later its only gotten stronger. How can she possibly go on in the state of which she is? WIll she ever been able to tell Irene how she feels? Only time will tell. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Well buckle up folks. Its bout to be a SLOW burn. Well I hope, idk I will probably jump the gun.

Foreword

"What if I told you I love you?" I asked.

"I would tell you I wish I was different" Irene responded with a sad look in her eyes almost like she knew this was what I wanted to say.

"What does that mean?" I inquired skeptically, almost in shock that she was still so calm.

"It means that I wish you wouldn't have said anything." Irene whispered out.

I was sad. I was heartbroken, but I knew it was going to happen.

"I wish I was strong enough to not have said anything" I said as I stood up from the couch. 

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ItsSnoopy
It is going to be a few days before the next update I think. I don't want the fic to go on from more than around 10-15 chapters so I am doing some planning and extra writing to make sure it still goes by smoothly.
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18smyths #1
Chapter 7: Pls update
jn2_2n #2
Chapter 7: honestly I’m back but this hurts... it’s just heartbreaking for Wendy. It’ll probably be tough to be around Irene at all. Especially because she knows Irene is lesbian but just not interested in her, it’s like “what’s wrong with her ? What’s she missing?” things like that.
I hope she can find someone that’ll love and help her be happy.
I see where the story might be heading.
I’ll still hope for wenrene but..it a bit difficult.
nonetheless I’ll still hope.
hope to see this story update again author.
Please be safe <3
JeTiHyun #3
Chapter 8: I just hope Irene can love herself more first so she can see how much Wendy see in her and how much Wendy loves her. But on the other hand she really caused so much damage for their friendship too. I just hope Wendy is strong enough after knowing how Irene is really feeling and I seriously feel so sorry for Joy. :(
Weissn1 #4
Chapter 8: Wow... I feel like liking someone that is straight is heartbreaking enough. But finding out that someone is in fact, not straight, but just doesn't like you that way, could be even more heartbreaking. I feel for Wendy and I hope she finds someone else, cause Irene has caused enough heartache for her. Maybe Wenjoy? Or we could even see other idols come in and save Wendy's heart.
Ladynomnom #5
Chapter 8: Whoa what a turn of events
AlyTigz #6
Chapter 8: "I wish I was strong enough to not have said anything" oou I resonated with that :( hoping for wenrene but rene has done so much damage, hopefully she can find the love within herself D;
jn2_2n #7
Chapter 8: Damn, Irene i-
maybe Irene is just scared to act on her feelings to not hurt anyone but my mind keeps hoping for a wenrene endgame.
I guess is don’t mind wenjoy but wenrene is still 💙
but this good author nim can’t wait to see where this goes
Soshivelvett #8
Chapter 8: Oh my joy liked irene :((( oh s poor joy but dang she is such a great fren :( hope Wendy will be able to recover and help joy or smthg hope they talk soon
BaeMyMuse #9
Chapter 8: Wow. Okay. So. Are we going the Wenjoy route? I'm pretty cool with it.... I mean... Irene just broke ma heart right now 😢
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