flashback

I was playing with soojin and did a random confession in english to jin jin unnie

“You know i love” shuhua said

“Now you now, right now you know my heart” shuhua 

“No thanks” jin jin said

 

Ouch, i feel pain in my heart being rejected even though i was just playing and acting with jin jin unnie, i want to test water to see how far i can go. Sometimes when im with her alone acting that we are a couple i will use this opportunity to kiss her on the cheek or neck because when its off camera, it will be awkward or she might avoid me if she knew i like her in a certain way. 

 

Snapping back at my own thoughts I realized that yuqi had learnt my feelings for soojin unnie, she promised to keep it as a secret as low as possible. Afraid that things might ruin between me and jin jin unnie. 

 

Soojin Pov

 

I have always identified as a straight woman, as i have a boyfriend his name is hui, no body in my group has find out about my relationship with him because i have dated him since our trainee days, and there’s a dating banned with cube so i'm afraid things will be worst if i tell my members about it maybe i should just let shuhua & soyeon know about this so that i have someone i could confide in.

 

Lately, i have noticed that shuhua’s has been into this acting role that me and shuhua are a couple in front of the cameras. We do it because our fans love our interaction, if this can gain more popularity so why not act together with shuhua? Shuhua is my on screen girlfriend when the camera films us on any variety show or behind the scene. 

 

It was our day off and I decided to ask shuhua to hang out with me, only me and her, but looking at my roommate she was sleeping soundly, as shuhua was sleeping I was staring at her face, how cute I thought and those pinky lips. I snapped out of my own thought,

“Chill soojin, she is your roommate, bestfriend and baby, you have hui” i fight backed 

 

Then i snapped out from my own thought and decided to wake shuhua up

 

As the  sun was shining brightly through the windows, phew i dont need to wake her up the sun did the job.
 

“Ahhhh this is soo bright” shuhua whined 

“Shu, wake up it is 10am” i said next to her
“10 more minutes, babe can you cuddle with me” shuhua said

“Ok only for 10 minutes” i said

I was placing shuhua’s head on my lap using it as a pillow as she moved towards me, she changed her position from lying on the pillow but using my lap. I find it strange why my lap seems more comfortable than that pillow? I thought to myself 

Then letting shuhua use my lap as pillow i started to think 

“Shu why are you so p-preety?” i mumble 

 

Meanwhile Shuhua is enjoying her moment with Soojin unnie she wishes that they could do this everyday. 

 

“j-jin , i'm cold” shuhua said

 

I hugged shuhua tighter and cover her with blankets

 

10 minute pass, now is 15 minute and 20 minutes its already 10.20am

 

“Shu if you continue to sleep i will not kiss you” i said

“Im up, good morning jin ah” shuhua said sweetly 

“Shu, go clean up i will make breakfast for you” soojin said

“Babe, where is my kiss?” shuhua demanded playfully she use her hand to point at her cheek

 

I went in to kiss shuhua near the lips

 

“OH MY GOD SOOJIN UNNIE, JUST FREAKING KISSED ME NEAR MY LIPS” SHUHUA THOUGHT TO HERSELF.

 

I went out of the room and see the girls in the living room

“Soojin are u cooking breakfast?”  miyeon asked

I nodded 

“Can we help you?” yuqi asked

“No need it will be done in 30 minutes” i said 

I took out the frying pan, cook some eggs, baked beans, sausage and tomatoes and started to pan fry them. After they were done in season with salt and pepper.

“Yuqi do you need hot drinks?” i ask yuqi knowing that she came from china and she need her hot drink

“Make for me some chinese tea” yuqi said

 

I nodded as I made tea for yuqi. 

I also make hot chocolate for shuhua.

 

I did not make any drinks for the rest of the girls because they like to go to cafes and get their ice drinks , for me i'm fine with anything so i made 2 cup of hot chocolate 1 chinese tea and the rest just took the milk from the fridge.

 

Soon shuhua was done washing up 

She is in the living room hanging out with the girls

“Unnie let me help u” shuhua said

“This plate is for you to eat the rest of the girls can take them self” i said 

I have put more ingredient in her plate because i will be sharing food with her

“Soojin thats unfair why do you serve shuhua and not us” minnie whined at me

“Well, she is my baby, because she is clumsy and will break things” i said teasingly 

“Here is your hot chocolate” giving it to shuhua

And yuqi your chinese tea

“Thank u unnie” yuqi said

 

All of them came to the dining table and then miyeon and minnie took the food for soyeon.

 

I share the plate with shuhua 

Is it delicious i ask shuhua 

Hmm yes, it is delicious shuhua said

“You have something on your mouth” i said

I use my hand to wipe her stained 

 

After we were done eating

They put the plate in the sink and miyeon and minnie washes the dishes

I drag shuhua to our room,

 

“Shuhua, do u want to hang out with me today it’s our day off” soojin said

“Hmm, ok  what do i need to wear?” shuhua said 

“Just wear casual we just going to the mall we will buy some things for our room” soojin said

 

“Ok, i will get ready in 30 minutes” shuhua said

 

I went to wash up

“Soojin unnie, Where are you going?” yuqi asked me

“Im going out with shuhua, dont come along its only me and shuhua” i said glaring at yuqi

“Ok, chilled, im not taking shuhua away from you b-but please make her happy.”yuqi said

 

“But it is just a friendly bestfriend date” soojin said 

 

Yuq Pov

 

I feel happy for shuhua today she get to hang out with her crush alone just the 2 of them and no body disturb them, i hope soojin unnie make shuhua, but soojin unnie said it is just a bestfriend date, i started to feel worry for shuhua that she might take things wrongly maybe i just texted shuhua.

 

“Shuhua, please enjoy your hang out with soojin unnie, dont let your feelings to take control of you, remember she is your unnie and bestfriend” i sent the text to shuhua

 

Shuhua Pov

 

I was done showering and them i heard a phone notification it was yuqi message, she warn me to treat soojin as bestfriend when i going out with soojin

 

I went to wear jeans and my green adidas tshirt, and wore a vans shoe i bring along with my jacket just in case soojin is cold because I know she dont bring a jacket.

 

“Thank you yuqi ah for the reminder i will not let my hope high” 

 

After i was done i went to the living room and saw soojin unnie waiting for me indeed she is pretty 

 

She just wear a casual dress with a sling bag, 

 

“Buy girls” shuhua said to the rest of the girls

“Enjoy sooshu” miyeon shouted.

 

Hahah wtf is sooshu? Soojin thought to herself