Friday, 12:40pm Cafeteria

"Where are you going hyung?"

"To sit? Why?"

"What do you mean 'Why?' We always gather together"

"I just want to be alone..?"

"Yeah right, suit yourself"

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The others were already at our tables when I entered the cafeteria, before reaching them I was looking for a specific person and there he was...sitting alone? Few tables away from his siblings..and looking at me with a stupid smug spread on his oh so good looking face

"Hey, what took you so long?" Kyulkyung greeted me after placing my bag

"I just uhm picked up something"

"Btw, you wanna come?" Eric asked

"To where?"

"Chaesukgang Cliffs & Byeonsan Beach" Hui answered instead whose sitting next to Hyunmin

"Jeollabuk-do? Isn't that like 200km or more from here?"

"I don't just surf the internet for school purposes you know of course I do know that also the weather info" Eric stated

"Yeah..? And? Come on it's going to be fun!" Kyul exclaimed excitedly

yeah fun..as the others were talking about the beach outing Suji asked me

"Come with us, please?

"Let me think about it..." I sighed "I'll just go grab something to eat"

"Yeah sure" she smiled

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"I think you should go take a look behind you" Suji called pointing towards someone

"Huh? Why?" I said, confused about what they were talking about I looked behind me to see Sojung smiling pointing the chair next to him

"You two are friends!?" the boys shouted causing the students to look at us

after rolling my eyes at him I excused myself

"He probably has problems with his biology, I I better check what his problem"

Leaving the boys' question I went to Sojung

"What do you want?" I asked with an annoyed tone "and you know your mood swings are kinda giving me whiplash"

"Its bad to greet someone with a manner like that you know? You look unfriendly" he chuckled while fixing his seated posture and patting the chair for me to sit

sighing..I sat down

"What is it?" I repeated my question

"Nothing particularly" he said with a smile

this boy is really testing my patience....when I was about to snap something he said something I probably won't be able to forget

"I want to eat with you"

A WHAT!? I stoped for a minute analyzing if what I heard was right

"What?" snapping my neck towards him, little surprised or maybe not little—extremely surprised and my stomach feeling all those unknown feelings

"I..want to eat with you?" he repeated with a unsure tone

"Why?"

Laughing he only responded "I told you nothing particularly"

"Nothing particularly, you're not even touching your food at all"

"I'm not that really hungry but since I invited you, I guess I'll eat then"

"yeah sure, whatever floats your boat"

before silence overtake us I asked him again

"what exactly do you want?" seriousness can be heard the moment I opened my mouth

Instead of answering he just snickered, finally losing my patience I stood up about to leave him

"I only said we wouldn't be better if we were friends now that I would want to be"

Stopping from my tracks, I was puzzled because of what he said

"What..does that mean?" I asked sitting again

"It means if you're smart, stay away from me." he said staring at my eyes as if he was piercing me right through my soul

"And? What if I'm not smart? Would you tell me the truth?" I defend, him loosing his contact to my eyes, leaning away

"No..you aren't Sinb" he exclaimed with an exasperated sigh

"Why..don't we just hangout?"

he smiled, showing his perfectly white teeth

"Everybody's going to the beach, come" I invited more of a I demanded him

I don't know if inviting him to come was right or wrong, but for sure its the latter, his face looks unsure—a seconds ago he was smiling and when I mentioned beach the smile was gone

"Which beach?" he asked with a forcing smile but the twitch his eyebrows can also be seen

"Byeonsan" I responded

"hm..I don't know" he said

"Is there's something wrong at the beach?"

glancing at the back he responded "It's just a little crowded" with a frowm

after talking or more like bickering, the bell had already ringed signaling the students about their last class, we as well stood up at our seats

"You coming to class?"

"Why? You wanna walk with me to class?" he annoyingly asked

"No.."

"Your next class is p.e right?"

"Yes"

"We have different schedules anyways so you should better head to the gymnasium..unless you want me to walk with you"

If he isn't tall I might have already smacked his face even if I wouldn't dare to, his annoying is pissing me off ever since I went to him

"yeah right.." rolling my eyes at him I headed to my class before I recieve a scolding

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"Hey Eunbi!" called Suji as I finished changing to my normal clothes

"It's SINB, what is it?" I rolled my eyes grabbing my bag

"Yeah yeah Sinb" she sassed walking with me to the exit "so..what's with you and Kim?"

"Kim?" I questioned

"oh please..you know what I'm talking about Miss Hwang Sinb"

"What?? There's like alot of Kims in korea of course I don't know who you're talking about Suj"

"Kim Sojung, there" she said halting my steps

"What about him?" I responded with full of tense and force that for sure everyone can notice 

"You two seems to be going pretty well huh?" sensing my current situation she teased

"There's nothing going on between us, he just asked something" I defend

"Right, nothing going on she said but they talked to each other like they're about to kiss..You do know that do you?"

"Suji!"

"What!? You lucky Kyul was busy munching her food or else"

"Can you stop rubbing it on my face"

"AHAHAHAHA, no but seriously you two seem to get along today than the past two weeks of like the both of you wanting to kill each other"

That's what I thought too, last week Sojung and I didn't do anything but stare at each other like we're about to start a fight, but today he suddenly...ughh he's weird I don't wanna talk about it

"Right.."

I shortly replied as we reached the parking lot, before Suji and I separated she asked something

"So, you coming tomorrow?"

"Byeonsan?"

"Yeah, so?"

"I guess so, yeah"

"That's great then, Kyulkyung and I'll pick you up ok? 8am sharp"

"Isn't that too early?"

"No..? Anyways see you tomorrow ok?"

"Ok, bye"

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After entering, the house seems to be pretty quiet, but Yuri's car was parked outside

"Dad?" I called just to hear, nothing so I called again

"Da..d" as I reached the living room and seeing him fell asleep with a huge amount of papers compile on the coffee table with a untouched coffee next to it

chuckling at his awkward comfy sleeping position with mouth hanging up—he seriously is very hardworking at the same time very clueless, standing up I headed to my room leaving dad sleep peacefully
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"I only said we wouldn't be better if we were friends now that I would want to be "

Plopping myself into my bed with a huff, Sojung's words and face paste in my mind that I couldn't comprehend what it means..

He's seriously so difficult to understand first he has this—intimidating, angry looking face like he's going to attack you the moment you do one simple mistake then the next he'll randomly pop out of nowhere with a stupid idiotic smirk plastered on his face that I want to smack it

I seriously can't take his extreme weird mood swings is he somewhat a bipolar!?

If ever someone run pass outside my door, my room is full of my exhausted, confused, angry scream that for sure even the neighbors can here

"So stupid!"

Before I can even realize I already fell asleep because of the extreme amout of exhaustion due to p.e

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Was about to update three chapters or more before August start but my brain won't function well and I keep having different au ideas so I ended up doing only two and took me 1 month(?) without updating n'ways

Thanks for reading🙂