Hyun Jun's POV

It's been a month since the accident and now everything has changed. Jung Min and Hyun Joong hyung are dating and I hate it! Everything's messed up here. Young Saeng hyung is barely with us. I don't know where he goes when we don't have schedule. I feel so lonely. Even Kyu Jong hyung is gone to the military. 

I signed as I opened the door and walked to the kitchen. 

"Hyun Jun? You're awake?" I turned around and saw Jung Min laying on the couch. He was dismissed from the hospital since he is almost healed. He can walk on foot and one of his arms is healed. It would take around another month for him to get all better.

I just nodded and went to the kitchen and drank water. I didn't have an appetitee so I decided to go out for a walk. I went to my room and changed into street clothes and walked back to the living room. 

"are you going somewhere?" Jung Min asked

"walk" I said without looking at him

"Can I come? I'm bored here. No ones home" Jung Min said

"I don't have enough energy to push a wheel chair" I simply replied but the truth was I didn't want to be with him. It hurt knowing that I didn't have a chance anymore.

"Yah! What the hell is wrong with you? For the past month you have been so lifeless" Jung Min yelled

I didn't reply. 

"so you are just going to ignore me now? What happened to the hyun jun that I always used to fight with" Jung Min yelled

"he's gone" I whispered

"is it cause of me?" Jung Min asked slowing his voice

"why would it be cause of you?" I said innocently

"cause I'm dating Hyun Joong" Jung Min replied

*why do you have to say that? I mea I know it's true but it hurts me especially when you say it*

"no it's not" i lied

"you think I would noticed if you are lying or not?" Jung Min let out a laugh "I have known you since university, I know when you are lying and when you are telling the truth" 

For the first time i looked at him "so what do you want me to do? I have told you that I like you but you don't care so tell me what the hell I'm supposed to do huh?" 

Jung Min remained quite which pissed me off "whatever!" I yelled and was about to walk out when he said "you know you would expect me to be happy that dating Hyun Joong and I am, but not as much as I was before we started dating" 

I turned around giving him a what-the-hell-are-you-talking-about look. When Jung Min looked at me he burst into laughter.

*what's with him?*

I waited for him to finish laughing then said "are you done?" 

Jung Min just nodded then looked into my eyes "I miss you Hyun Jun-ah. I miss the old times"

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A/N: I just noticed that I have never posted a Hyun Jun POV chapter!  Sorry! :(
Can you guys feel that the story is about to come to an end? I think there will be around 5-7 more chapters! 

Anyways so you guys know that Kyu Jong went to serve in the military yesterday? haha that's why i put that in my story! 

But the truth is that I already miss him! He's my second bias after hyun joong! I was reading like goodbye letters or whatever you call it yesterday and I started crying! OMG what have these boys done to me! 

Now I'm waiting for 2014 so he can come back and then SS501 will finally make a comeback! 

before he left!

Baby and Saengie with him before he left.

OMG i'M CRYING AGAIN! 

I don't know these. Credits to the owner!