I'm drowning in words that are trapped behind my lips, words that dare not to be exposed, as they contain my   Remaining love to the girl that looked oh so unstable and vulnerable. I gasp as her hand touched my face, I must've dozed off.

her hand is so soft, just how I remember them. Shut up

"What the hell are you doing Kim Yongsun. Please just spit it out, might I remind you it's ing 3 am in the morning." 

She flinches at the harshness of my tone,

Tell me you still love me. Shut up, shut up!

“Look, I get that I wasn't enough for you, I can't give you the family you want, I can't give you the life you need. But wasn't our love enough?”

“It is STILL enough for me!”

She STILL loves you. SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!

“Then you must hate me, despise me to do what you did. Is that it?! I must've did something so horrendous for you to play with me like a toy.”

She's so frail, just reach out to her. SHUT UP!!!

I stood up, and the Latter followed suit. She eventually got the courage and spoke the words that were trapped behind her lips. “Just listen to me...please.”

shut up.

A/N I didn't really plan for this story to be so angsty, this resulting in presenting itself as more as a challenge in order to not end up a mess and being a whole toxic thing