Ming's POV

It doesn't matter how good you're to others or how hard you try to make others happy when your own life is miserable. I'm here trying to be the new me to keep my promise and give Wayo hope that I have changed.

At least, I'm trying. But, it's not easy. As some quotes say, it's never easy, and we got to fight for it. So, I'm trying my best to fight for it.

And that's the problem. I don't know what I'm fighting and for whom. What's the point in fighting to achieve something or be happy when I can't share my new achievements or happiness with anybody.

I miss my sister so much. I know I've said this a million times, but that's the truth. Her mere presence could make me feel relieved and protected. She was my lifeline. Now I'm hanging alone in this lane barely, surviving, don't know for whom?

I better give my all in this moon competition, or else P'Forth and the other hazers will kill me and bury me alive. Am I exaggerating?

Nope.

They might do that. Since P'Forth was last year's famous moon, he wants me to win the campus moon title. Does he think that it's easy as plucking an apple?

Gosh, why P'Beam does even loves him?

'Knock, knock, and knock.'

Speaking of the devil, and here he is.

"Nong Ming, I know you're inside. Open the damn door!!!" shouted P'Forth as he banged on my dorm door.

I told you that he's a devil.

"Owh, P'Forth. Did you miss me already? It's just 7 am, P'Forth. P'Beam might misunderstand us," I with my now famous mischievous smile. See, I'm trying to change. Now, I'm a friendly guy, and that feels good.

"My foot. Is it so hard for you to join the moon and star competition on time, nong? And Beam knows that you're not my type, so don't worry. Now move your and follow me," ordered P'Forth as he drags me out of my dorm room.

"Owh, P'Forth, you hurt my pride there," I whined playfully and followed him as he ordered. Let's not anger the soon-to-be wolf leader.

It is how my life has been for a few months now. It's nice to forget about everything and enjoy life as it is. Wayo is right. I have to fight for my happiness. That's what P'San would want me to do as well. I find out that having a group of people called my own felt beyond good, and it's fun to tease a particular adorable senior.

 

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The stars and moon of every faculty in the university have occupied the main hall. Now is the time for them to relax or rest because they have to continue practising the boring dance routine for half an hour.

As always, Kit and Beam followed Phana to the gathering to help the pretty and handsome nongs practice for their big night in 2 weeks.

"Ai Kitty, I'll have lunch out with Forth, bye," said Beam as he runs away to have lunch with his beloved Forth, and Phana was not in sight.

'Why do I have to follow you guys here if you both are going to leave me alone,' mumbled Kit as he can't scold Beam, who was now gone too.

Kit made a circle around the whole cafeteria to find something to eat. At last, he settles down with Pad Thai, his favourite. He spotted an empty table and occupied it before it filled with students too. He was enjoying his meal while browsing his Insta account when someone approached him.

"Sawadeekap P'Kit. May I sit here, P?" asked someone.

Kit lifted his head from his phone to be welcomed by Mings D-smile.

"Hmm," was the only reply Kit gave him.

He knew his heartbeat rose to a different level every time he sees this nong up close. All his life, he thought of himself as a straight guy. But this nong is making him imagine weird stuff.

Nope, he is not homophobic. Unlike the normal relationship where both the man and women expect something in return, Kit even thinks of these kinds of love as pure love.

But Kit can't decide that he is in love with this nong even though all the symptoms say so.

"P'Kit Kat, may I