This was a mistake. A HUGE MISTAKE! Moments after knocking on the door you freeze in place as  suddenly the reality of the situation dawns on you, in a few moments you would meet the group that changed your life around and the group you followed borderline religiously for years. Now all the possible embarrassing scenarios start playing in your head looping over and over like a sick and cruel gif.

"What am i gonna say to them? They don't know a single thing about me yet i know a lot about them as a group and individually." You mutter quietly as your breathing increases slightly.

"What if i embarrass myself? What if they think I'm a creep or worse....boring?" 'Right good one because boring is so obviously so much worse than being a creep you idiot,' you berate yourself. Before you can continue your self deprecating thoughts your moment of escape fades instantly as you hear the door in front of you open up. Looking up your breath hitches and you can't help but stare at the sight in front of you.

"Um, hello are you Y/N?" In front of you is Im Nayeon the oldest member of Twice, giving you an easy but questioning gaze. For just a moment you are silent, not thinking of an appropriate response to such and easy and simple question.

"Ah y-yes I'm Y/N, Nayeon right?" You idiot of course you know who they are...you are here BECAUSE they know you're a fan of theirs. It seems Nayeon could read your thoughts as she gives you a very beautiful chuckle in response and you couldn't help but want to hear more of her laugh....among other sounds. NO! BAD BRAIN BAD! Go to the corner!

"Don't worry we figured you knew who we are, after all you did apply for our fan contest and your submission did imply you knew us well." You sent her a sheepish smile and she sent a bright one right back at you. You couldn't help but feel at ease with her words, although a part of you in the back of your mind was a little anxious not only about meeting them but hearing Nayeon's words reminded you that the girls had read your submissions to them. Hopefully they don't pry as hard as JYP did....at least not right away.

Nayeon stepped to the side and gestured inside with her hand, you once again sent her a smile; this time one of gratitude and slowly moved inside where you took your shoes off and waited for Nayeon to move back in front of you.

"Alright eveyone is in the living room we can do full introductions in there and then go from there alright?" You nod your head as you mentally prepared yourself for whatever was about to come out of the next few minutes. Moving forward you couldn't help but take in your surroundings and the first word that came to mind when looking around the entrance to the dorm was....big.

Now sure compared to housing in America it was small and you only saw the entrance way and what appeared to be a hallway...maybe towards bedrooms? But considering what you looked up on Korean living especially dorms and apartments you couldn't help but say this place must be a palace in korean terms if this was only the entrance way. JYP sure makes them feel like princesses.

You ended your thoughts as you neared the living room, steeling your courage you followed Nayeon into the living room and took your first glance at the girls you had been following for the past 3 years. The living room was fairly larged and generously furnished. Consisting of a large four person slightly to your left in the middle of the room against the wall with a love seat capable of fitting at least 3 people to the left of that, and a small chair in front of you to the right of the couch.

All things considered you didn't expect the furniture to be the first things you would have noticed when you stepped into the living room. Then again you could also say it was the people sitting in the furniture, on the couch Jihyo, Sana and Jeongyeon were lounging around scrolling through their phones and a free spot was available in between jihyo and sana, presumably where Nayeon had just vacated. Dayhun, Chaeyoung and Tzuyu occupied the love seat While mina sat in the lone chair with momo at her feet.

You stood off slightly to the side and took the situation in and slowly calmed yourself down since it seemed the girls hadn't noticed yours or Nayeon's presence yet due to them all being on their phone, that was until Jihyo looked up and noticed you standing there.

"Girls!" Jihyo's voice which managed to carry out through the room even though she hadn't shouted drew the attention of the other occupants in the roon and upon noticing your arrival they quickly stood up with slightly embarrassed looks.

"We're sorry for not seeing you there we didn't know what time you were gonna be arriving today and i guess we slightly lost track of time..." Jihyo trailed off and looked down slightly ashamed of their first meeting with you, an action followed by the rest of the girls including Nayeon herself.

'Well we can't have any of that now.' You thought to yourself before setting a soft smile on your face before speaking up. "Hey don't worry about it girls i don't mind at all, besides i would have done the same thing especially if i wasn't informed of when i would be having a visitor." Jihyo sent you a grateful smile that sent butterflies into your stomach. 'They sure are smiling alot today'

"Thank you, anyways welcome Y/N i believe a small introduction is in order. Girls?" The 9 girls quickly lined up and sent you a quick smile before the all spoke out as one sending a shiver down your spine.

"One in a million annyeong haseyo TWICE imnida!" It was odd you thought, you had heard their signature greeting hundreds if not thousands of times before....so what was this feeling? Why did this enormous surge of emotion rack your body that caused to fight the urge to cry then and there? Was it because you heard it in person? No...it was more than that, these girls helped you through a dark time, saved you from taking the ultimate plunge, committing the worst sin in some eyes and helped you continue fighting to better those dark times. They were the reason you were standing here with them in the plane of living today. The reason you picked up dancing and singing and the reason you could wake up with a smile on your face....and they knew that, well part of it anyways. They had read the submission of yours and yet they weren't judging you, they didn't treat you differently, they didn't act like they were walking on eggshells. They saw past that and saw you as the person you were and not the stuff you had gone through. This wasn't their standard greeting, as a group as one entity they were saying hello to you as a normal person, not a fan.

Time to return that favor

Fighting your emotions back down you smiled at them and greeted them softly. "Hello girls, I'm Y/N and it's a pleasure to meet you all finally." The girls looked at each other for a second before Sana decided to take a step towards you.....ah there you are anxiety, was wondering when you'd come back again.

"My i hadn't known we had selected such a cute fan...maybe we should have done this contest sooner girls." Sana sent you a seductive wink causing you to blush slightly before you recovered and smirked at the girl standing a few feet in front of you, after all you knew sana liked to flirt with her bandmates and a few other people and you had decided if you ever got the chance to flip the tables on her you would do your best to take that chance.

Walking slightly closer to her you looked down and met her eyes with your own deep gazing causing the blonde to blush prettily. "Ah you think I'm cute do you Sana? Well i guess it's a good thing i think you're breathtaking. Maybe we can discuss our looks to each other later more...privately?" You spoke confidently and then a few seconds later your brain caught up to you and processed what you just said. '...'

'You just said something completely erted to Sana on top of flirting with her literally seconds after meeting her. Good job stupid! Anything else you wanna remember?

'Well you did address her by her first name informally even though you just met.'

'...'

'Well you asked.'

As you were arguing with your inner thoughts....and losing Sana blushed heavily and walked back to her group as Nayeon, Tzuyu and Jeongyeon laughed heartily at their friend's embarrassment.

"I think that's the first time the snake has been beat at her own game." Chaeyoung chuckled out as she patted Sana on the back who was pouting and still blushing causing Chaeyoung to chuckle further.

"Ah sorry for speaking informally i wasn't thinking and I'm still not use to all of the Korean's way of addressing seniors and new acquaintances." You bowed slightly preparing yourself for some type of scolding or awkward silence but what came instead was the calm and friendly voice of Jeongyeon.

"No need for that Y/N we wanted this contest to be about us getting to know a fan and for them to get to know us and be friends with them so feel free to address us how you'd like and we can call you Y/N if that's alright." Friends...your one dream....could it possibly come true? You simply nodded your head and received relieved smiles from all 9 girls as a comfortable silence defended upon the group.

"Oh by the way why did you girls seem so ashamed by not noticing me earlier? I wouldn't have thought it would be that big of a deal." You asked Jihyo who sent a nervous look towards the girls who simply nodded in return before she turned back towards you.

"Well...I'm sure you know but as an idol group we are expected to act a certain way for our fans and make sure they always have our attention, so when we realized we hadn't noticed you we were concerned that you would be....upset...." she trailed off cautiously and you understood what they were getting at. You had read articles all about various groups receiving hate over the dumbest things like not holding something for a photo or maybe holding something they didn't like during a fan meeting.

"Ah i understand, well you girls don't have to worry about that at all i don't really care all that much that you girls are idols or celebrities whatever you prefer. I don't want to get to know Twice the idol group I'd prefer to learn about and befriend the individual girls who make up that group as how you girls really are off camera." The smiles from the girls could seriously cure depression isntantly.

'Seriously how could anyone hate this group?'

It was unanimously decided through sheer silence that you all would sit down and watch tv and just talk for a while before any concrete plans were made. What you weren't mentally prepared for was to be placed in between Jihyo and Nayeon while Sana took a nice spot right at your feet.

'Not even 10 minutes and you are sandwiched between three girls? You work fast.'

'WILL YOU SHUT UP! YOU ARE NOT HELPING AND YOU KNOW IT'S NOT EVEN CLOSE TO LIKE THAT!'

'You do realize you just told yourself to shut up right?'

'...'

'I hate you....'

'Love you too buttercup.'

Apparently while you were contemplating smashing your head against a brick wall just so you could have the last laugh Jihyo had said something to you. Blushing slightly you look at her apologetically and asked her to repeat the question.

"Haha it's fine i asked do you want to chat with us so we can learn a bit about each other?" The way she tilted her head truly made you dizzy and you had to snap down on your self control to make sure you didn't say anything stupid.

"Ah yes I'd like that a lot actually, but how should we do this? I feel if we just go back and forth that could be a little tedious and boring." You looked around at the girls to see if anyone had an idea and couldn't help but gulp when you saw Sana smirk slightly in your direction.

'I have a feeling that damn snake is gonna be the death of me...'

'For once i think that's something we can both agree on...' your inner voice agreed with you in what you could assume was an un easy tone...or is it your un easy tone?

...

I think I'm going insane.

"I say we all play....never have i ever!" Sana cheered loudly while the rest of the members grimaced and went slightly rigid.

You leaned towards Jihyo and whispered, "I'm guessing there is a very valid reason to why none of you seem to want to play never have i ever with her?" Jihyo looked towards you while eyeing Sana as she got up and headed towards the kitchen.

"Sana can....take things too far some times and especially during never have i ever, it starts off fine but the further we go and the more she drinks the more....personal things seem to get." You chanced a glance towards the snake and noticed her single handedly carry 4 big bottles of....Soju...

'Dude run, RUN this won't end well.'

'Look i know it seems bad but...it might be fun?'

'Do you remember what happened last time you drank soju?'

Oh.

Right....

Your friend's 21st birthday party and conveniently their graduation party as well....there were cops.....fires.....you're pretty sure a mattress was set on fire. It was all over the news.

(A/N: COUGH, COUGH I don't know who you think I'm talking about...shut up COUGH, COUGH)

You were brought out of your nam flashbacks as Sana set the soju on the table in between everyone and sent you a nervous smile.

"You don't mind playing do you? I promise if we ask something you don't want to answer just say so and we won't push okay?" With the look she was sending you how could possibly say no? You quickly look to all the members before turning back to Sana and nodding her head. She squealed and bounced up and down before quickly hugging you before she went and moved the table.

You all formed a circle and took out 10 whiskey glasses because.....well if you're gonna do this might as well say screw catuion and move past shot glasses. Each member had their glasses filled up then looked to each other presumably deciding who would go first.

"Alright i guess I'll go first so we can get this ball rolling." You spoke up hoping that you could set the pace with your question.

"Alright....never have i ever messed up a dance choreography." A bit of an unfair question....considering they have been doing this for years and you had only attempted at most 5 songs but good to hopefully get a quick one in.

All 9 girls groaned and took a shot of their soju, afterwards it was momo who sent you a playful dirty look and spoke up.

"That was beyond unfair and you know it. I hope you realize this means war." You chuckled at her words and looked towards Jihyo who was to your right and waited for her turn.

"Hmm...never have i ever...been on a blind date."

Damn....college really was coming back to haunt you already and you hadn't even finished it.

You took a shot of your drink and when you looked to the girls you noticed Sana was just placing her drink down. You looked at her and raised an eyebrow wondering what the story behind that was. She giggled slightly as she finished setting her drink down.

"It was before i became an idol, during school back in japan. A friend of mine thought it would be hilarious to make me go and 'wait' at a certain location for her. Instead of her a guy i had crushed for a few months turns up and asks me if I'm ready to go. Haha can't get much more blind then that." You laughed as you could imagine Sana's face back then, it was really nice learning about these girls and here all about their lives.

"Ah well mine wasn't as interesting, it was actually a few months back, a friend of mine said he had met this girl from his biomedical engineering course and asked if i wanted her number. We talked for a bit before going on a blind date, we didn't work out, different personalities and all that." With your stories over you looked to the next person who happened to be Jeongyeon.

"Hmmm alright never have i ever...." This isn't as bad as i thought.

-TIMESKIP-

It wasn't as bad as i thought.....it was worse. Just like jihyo had said it all started as innocent fun such as never snowboarding, never watching certain movies, never eating certian foods and so on. But as more and more alcohol was involved the worse it became. It became stuff like never had i kissed a boy before...damn you college....or never had i been caught and so on. Even though Sana didn't press if you didn't want to answer the question not answering the question was the difficult part, you had consumed so much alcohol nothing was off the table....which was bad.

"Hehe a-*hiccup*-exuse me alright never have i-i.....uhh never have i ever had before!" Tzuyu slurred over her words as you immediately went to raise your glass, at this point you were so drunk they could probably ask your size and you would answer truthfully, as you raised your glass you didn't exactly know what reaction from the girls you were expecting but to only see Momo and Nayeon drink from their glasses definitely was not it. It had become an unspoken rule that you all would just answer and talk about your answers without needing to be first.

Nayeon cleared before smirking in your direction something that was causing your body to react in ways that were really not helpful in this situation.

Or was it? NO no it's not....right?

"If you're expecting some big secret from me you will be disappointed, me and this jokbal monster here take pleasure in each other's bodies from time to time." Wow this girl really handles her alcohol well....she is doing better than Jihyo! Then again jihyo did go and grab her self three beers while drinking at least half a bottle of soju on her own in the span of an hour....

'Damn alcoholic.'

'Look who's talking.'

'Hush you.'

You didn't really know how you should respond to that, on the one hand you had just learned that two members of your favorite group were having with each other....on the other hand.....alcohol. you nodded your head as you attempted to remember exactly how your first and only time went, it wasn't great that was for sure.

"Mmmm mine was back in high school, i had known this girl in my science class and thought she was cute, never crushed on her but always thought she was easy on the eyes...." you trailed off as you recounted your high school days, a time you felt like was eons ago.

"Jamie.....was her name, anyways senior year and we have a graduation party and my friend F/N's house, one thing led to another with a ton of alcohol involved and we had ....or well we started but we never finished." You took another shot from your glass, something everyone had done occasionally throughout the game.

"Wait why would you not finish?" Someone....who was it again? Had asked you, your vision had blurred considerably and you were stuck too deep in your own thoughts to be aware of your surroundings, your answers were simply you on autopilot at this point.

"Ah i was too big for her apparently, it was her first time and i had hit her limit with only barely being halfway. Take into consideration I'm wider than your average male and i guess you could understand she wasn't really feeling it especially after penetration."

'Odd...had it gone silent? Wasn't there people around me? Who were they again? And where was i? Oh well no matter.'

You went back into your own mindscape as a million thoughts passed through you in seconds and you sat back and absorbed all that you could until you heard a voice ask you a question.

"How big are we talking?" Odd that voice sounded familiar....it's a voice that you were sure you had heard before. Still with you being on autopilot there was only one possible outcome that could come out of this situation.

"I'm 7 1/2 inches long and 5.3 inches
wide." Suddenly it was as if you were splashed with cold water, all of your sense thrown into high alert as you regained your bearings as you looked around and noticed the girls, who were laying down or leaning against furniture all look at yoy with their mouths agape and their cheeks aflame with the strongest blush you had seen.

"What the hell you're huge!" Sana had shouted trying to stand only to fall back down, no one had laughed though which was a true testament to how much you must have shocked them.

'God damn it....i always got to put myself in these situations don't i?' You groaned internally as you thought of ways to get out of this situation.

"Look it's no big deal really."

"No big deal?! No no you don't get to escape us easily, can you show us? Tzuyu has asked and you snapped your neck to her so fast you were sure something had popped.

"W-what?" You stuttered out as you looked around in panic and noticed the girls giving you a slightly pleading gaze....but no you couldn't do this, not on your first night. At the end of the day you were all drunk and none kf you needed to go flashing on the first day you met.

"Girls look....I'm not exactly against the idea but just hear me out....we all have consumed a lot of alcohol....we are all drunk right now and it's the first night you guys have met me. Do you really want to go down that road even though we just met?" You looked at all the girls and noticed like a switch something flipped in them snd they looked down in shame. It was Jihyo who finally spoke up for the group.

"You're right Y/N....please forgive us we aren't usually like this, this must not be at all what you expected from us." You noticed she seemed to be close to tears and without second guessing yourself you leaned over and pulled her into a hug and had her lean into your body as you leaned back against the table you all had moved earlier. She seemed to freeze for a second before cuddling into your chest and closing her eyes.

"Hey now it's fine, like i said i wasn't against the idea just let's give ourselves a few days at the very least haha." You had meant it in good fun but the alcohol was attempting to make sure you held your word to that in a few days. Luckily it seemed to have cheered Jihyo up along with the rest of the girls as you continued to hold Jihyo as you all descended into a nice silence. After a few moments you decided to reach for your phone and check what time it was.

"Uh it's 4 am girls....do you have anything to do tomorrow?" The girls seemed surprised at the time before shaking their head no, however Dahyun looked around and spoke up addressing the whole group.

"We should all head to bed so we don't sleep the entire day away tomorrow." Everyone quickly agreed before everyone spent the next few minutes trying to stand up and stay up, when it was accomplished you were about to ask where you would be sleeping when suddenly 9 very warm and fit bodies surrounded you and pulled you into a group hug. The warmth from the girls made your head spin and you tried your best to keep your body under control, although you were sure one of them had felt something.

"This has been a fun night Y/N thank you for letting us be ourselves and be so understanding and accepting of who we are." Jihyo flashed you s brilliant smile and your gaze fell on her lips and for a split second your head leaned towards her, you caught yourself and straightened yourself out but she must have noticed if the widening of her smile was any indication.

You said goodnight to the other members and followed Jihyo down a hallway to a door at the far left of the hall.

"This is your room, our rooms are all down this hall so we are close by if you need anything or wanna talk, we will see you in the morning okay?" You couldn't helo yourself and pulled Jihyo into a tight hug which she returned immediately, you stayed there for a few minutes just basking in each other's warmth and comfort before you finally let go and stared into each other's eyes still keeping a close proximity.

"Good night Jihyo." You spoke softly and affectionately causing the girl to blush and give you another quick hug before she turned and left to enter the room a few doors down from you.

Entering the room you quickly undressed and plugged your phone in before laying down and quickly went over what had transpired over the past couple of hours, a smile appeared on your face without your notice and one final thought crossed your mind before you drifted off to sleep.

'If today was any indicator for how this month will go i don't think I'm going to survive.'

But maybe....that isn't so bad after all.