A/N: This is my first time writing a story here and I hope whoever will read this will like it

I only just own the plot and nothing beyond that, this is only a fanfiction so what happened here isn't really happened for real—do I even have to write this? 

#HappyRyeoWookDay #870621

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Ryeowook is having fun watching Heechul's videos on his youtube channel, Heetube (Heetube heetube hee hee hee hee heetube^^ oh sorry) and when he finished watching all those videos, a video suddenly popped up on his phone

A video compilation of Yesung and Eunhyuk moments from super tv

Ryeowook found himself staring at it while debating on his mind whether to open the video or just turn off his phone and leave

But of course, curiousity kills the cat, so he opened it and watched it

After some minutes, the video came to an end and he doesn't know what to feel

Yesung and Ryeowook is in a relationship since the start of the year 2016

Yesung confessed then Ryeowook accepted because he can't deny that he fell in love with him with all those years they are together

And so they began dating, until they decided to become a couple

All of the members witness how they become fond of each other, how they couldn't stand being away from each other, and so they become the sweetest couple in the group and no one dare to interrupt their moments

But then, when Ryeowook's enlistment came, they did their best not to feel sad and just spend their days with each other side, embracing, making love, making beautiful memories until Ryeowook has to leave

No one dared to cry as Ryeowook remembered..

"You know that I couldn't stand seeing you cry" Yesung whispered above his head as Ryeowook leaned more into him and trying his best not to cry

Ryeowook looked up at him, cute pout was embed on his lips and he smiled "Wait for me?"

"Of course, baby, and I'm gonna miss my eternal maknae" Yesung said as he ruffled Ryeowook's hair

From that day until now that he is released from the mandatory service, their relationship is still ongoing and Ryeowook is happy

But all of relationships has a hard rocks in the smooth road its taking

Yes, Ryeowook known of this ship called Ye Hyuk, in which it is the ship named for Yesung and Eunhyuk

But he didn't took notice of it and just shrugged it off and he never pay attention to the people talking about it as if its the new talk of the town

And now, when a certain video popped up and curiousity fills him up, a sudden unknown feeling was overwhelming him

And he is sure as hell that it is a negative feeling

He feels like crying, he doesn't know why but he feels the need to cry

So he cried...on that night...as he sat on the bench in the park

(Ryeowook went to a park just to watch Heetube? oh sorry again for interrupting)

Good thing, no one is with him that night

Or maybe there is....?

He was startled when he felt an arm around his shoulders as he felt a hand wiping his tears

"Stop crying will you? it makes you ugly"

Ryeowook turn his head to that person and he just rolled his eyes, still crying of course

"How did you find me, Kyuhyun?"

Kyuhyun rolled his eyes at Ryeowook and snickered "Of course, I know every inch of you and besides I got here before you"

"What?" Ryeowook just stared at him dumbfoundedly

"What?" Kyuhyun mimicked Ryeowook as he chuckled "...I've been watching you the whole time from that...not so far place and I've decided to come out when I heard a certain princess crying" Kyuhyun added as he laughed

Ryeowook slapped him in the back and scoffed "Don't call me princess, !"

"But you are one!"

"And what are you?"

"I'm a prince! your prince charming!"

Ryeowook stared at him at disbelief "Yah! you're are getting full of yourself! you didn't even passed being a prince!" Ryeowook said as he joined Kyuhyun in laughing

And Kyuhyun stared at Ryeowook lovingly

And he question himself.. 

Why did I let you to be with Yesung hyung? when I can perfectly picture my future with you? Wookie, I want you to be mine

Ryeowook stopped laughing as he saw Kyuhyun staring at him and he felt self-concious, as shy as he was, he lowered his head and cleared his throat to get Kyuhyun back to himself

"Is there something w-wrong about my f-face?" Ryeowook stuttered

"Nothing, see, earlier you are crying, now you are laughing, I think I deserve to be the best bestfriend of all" Kyuhyun said as he thought

So much for hurting myself with my own words

"Hmm..thank you, Kyu"

"Anything for you, Wookie" Kyuhyun then guide Ryeowook's head in his shoulder to leaned onto him

"Why did I watched it? I'm so stupid" Ryeowook mumbled actually to himself but of course Kyuhyun end up hearing it

"Their ship is pretty popular, does it bothering you?"

"Just this time"

"Do you think...they are real? I mean.."

"I don't know..I don't want to know"

"SS7s in jakarta is coming, you will confirm it there" Kyuhyun said

Ryeowook looked up at him with a puzzled look "What do you mean?"

"Observe them, it's just you who can tell if there is something going on or not"

"Kyu, are you saying that Yesung hyung is capable of cheating on me?"

"Of course, he is, but if he truly loves you then he will not do it" Kyuhyun said as an idea spark inside his mind

Ryeowook was silent for a moment to internalize but got startled when his phone rang (even Kyuhyun was startled that he was about to jump on the bench and get to his fighting stance...okay, I will stop interrupting myself)

Sungie hyungie <3 calling

"It's Yesung hyung" Ryeowook stated and looked at Kyuhyun who just stared back at him

Ryeowook tapped the green button as he put his phone near his ear

"Hyung..?" He started

"(Where are you? it's late in the night and Donghae said you are not in the dorm yet)"

"I-I'm in the park"

"(With who? you know that I don't want you to go out alone, come back to the dorm now)"

"I'm with Kyuhyunie" Ryeowook answered as he glanced at Kyuhyun who is just looking at him "We will go home now"

"(Okay..Wookie—)" Ryeowook heared Yesung paused a bit and a heavy sigh coming from him (—be careful, always, I love you)"

"I love you too" Ryeowook said and he is thankful he didn't stuttered

But he suddenly felt that it is so hard to say that to Yesung back

Because a single word can have many meanings

And Ryeowook doesn't know if Yesung really mean that words

Because it's easy to talk but it's hard to act

Ryeowook then hang up as he stood up "Maybe we should be going now"

"Okay! we could spend the night here again, if you want"

"No! we have to practice tss, let's go"

And Ryeowook and Kyuhyun went back to their dorm together

On the other hand, Yesung is still staring at nothingness, still gripping his phone hard

Kyuhyun and Ryeowook together?

And the day came as Super Junior is going to the Incheon Airport, ready to depart for the Super Show 7s in Jakarta

And Ryeowook suddenly thought of what Kyuhyun said to him that day

Observe them..

Does he really needs to? what if it has something going on? does he can take it? 

Yesung observe his boyfriend who is busy shaking his head, despite his cute antics, well all of what he does is cute, he approached him and held him in his waist before leading him inside the airport, following the other members

Ryeowook was startled when he felt an arm wrapped around him and he look up to see Yesung looking at him with worry

"What are you thinking?' Yesung ask him as they walk through the door

"Nothing..." Ryeowook denied but he can tell that Yesung wasn't even buying it

"Remember that I am your partner, you can tell everything to me, don't keep it to yourself only" Yesung said tightening his arm around Ryeowook

Ryeowook just stared at him for a second before nodding

Eunhyuk saw Ryeowook and Yesung and he can tell that something is a bit off of them

"Hey, why are you staring at them?" Donghae asks Eunhyuk

"Nothing, it's just that it has something a bit off of Wookie or Yesung hyung, whatever"

"You're planning on bothering Yesung hyung again?"

"Yah! I ain't bothering him!"

"Sure, Jerry, just talk to my hand" Heechul said popping behind them in which resulted to Donghae screamed out of shock

Leeteuk could just shake his head at Donghae "So. much for the start of my day" he said to himself

The'll stay at the country for a week but the concert will took 3 days, so the manager accommodate rooms for them

Each one room will contain two persons, so Siwon and Heechul, Shindong and Leeteuk, Donghae and Eunhyuk, and Yesung and Ryeowook

If Ryeowook was to be honest, he didn't like the arrangement because he doesn't want Yesung to notice him and ask him questions

So he could just heaved a heavy sigh

Inside the room, they arranged their things, the room are cozy, giving the full view of the entire city, enough to make Ryeowook relaxed his tensed body and mind

"Ryeowook"

Ryeowook heard Yesung so he tilted his head towards him "Hyung?"

"You've always been with Kyuhyun lately, is there something I need to know?" Ryeowook could sense a hint of danger in Yesung's tone of voice

"What something?"

"Something like what are you doing together?"

"Kyu is my bestfriend, can't I be with my bestfriend?" Ryeowook said in annoyance

It's like Yesung is accusing him of cheating when in fact it's him who have issues here

Yesung paused for a while then he went to his bed "I think that's an enough answer for me, let's sleep, oh before that, come here"

Ryeowook walk confusedly towards Yesung, and the latter pulled him towards him and Ryeowook landed on his lap

Good thing it was night and the room is slightly dim so it perfectly hides Ryeowook's flushed face

"Good night, I love you" Yesung said as he kissed Ryeowook fully on his lips, Ryeowook is about to respond when Yesung parted their lips

Once Yesung is asleep, Ryeowook glanced up on his phone who is sitting at the table, he decided to pick it up as he remembered Kyuhyun is having a youtube live

And he decided to watched it

Throughout the entire video, Ryeowook is smiling, Kyuhyun is truly an adorable person despite being the so called 'Evil Maknae' of the group

And just then, another video popped up on his phone

And the video is no other than, another compilation of Ye Hyuk

Ryeowook doesn't know why but he immediately pressed the play button

Throughout the video, Ryeowook could just stare, as he goes down the comments, he reads some of it

Tom & Jerry couple!
 
They are perfect for each other

Now what about Eunhae? I just know Ye Hyuk right now

How about baby wookie?

Wookie is better off with Kyuhyun anyway, a maknae should be with a maknae

No! Yewook ftw! 

I don't want this! I'm still a hardcore Eunhae shipper! 

They are adorable

The unlikes are from Donghae in different youtube accounts

Little did Ryeowook know that he is crying, until he heards his own loud sobs that he touched his strained face and knew that he was crying

He is sure that there are still a lot of comments left that say Eunhyuk and Yesung are perfect for each other

And what about the comment he read earlier? he is better off with Kyuhyun?

Even though the public doesn't know about him and Yesung being a couple, fans can somewhat sense it

Ryeowook usually don't mind other opinions but he has insecurities too, and when it gets in his head, he can't really think of anything other than that and the scenarios follows after that

And that evening, Ryeowook slept with his insecurities and with tears on his face

The next day, Super Junior went to the place where they will be helding there concert, it will be on evening so they will have a practice this morning

"Hey are you okay? you seem fazed" Ryeowook looked up at the person beside him and it was Eunhyuk

Now, he is sure he doesn't know now how to react around Eunhyuk

"Wookie? are you okay?" Eunhyuk insisted on asking

For that, Ryeowook smiled but it never reached his ears, seems so fake "I'm okay, hyung!" Ryeowook said cheerfully, like he always does

"Okay"

"Yah, Hyuk, don't bother Ryeowook, let's go there" Ryeowook could just look at Donghae dragging Eunhyuk away

"I think I need Kyuhyun, I wanted to talk to him"

So he went down the stage and took his phone

Unbeknownst to him, Yesung is observing him from the start and follows him with his gaze

"Hyung, is everything okay with you and Wookie?" Yesung heard Siwon asks him

"I don't know, there is something he doesn't want to tell me but I will wait when will he say that to me"

"You better talk with him, Hyung, to sort things out"

Sort things out? Do we look like we're having a problem? 

Yesung looked at Siwon confusedly but he answered anyway 

"Yeah, I will, thanks Siwon ah"

Siwon just nodded and went towards Heechul who is busy playfully arguing with Leeteuk

The night came and then they found themselves in the backstage, gathering to get themselves ready for the crowd 

As soon as they stepped in into that blinding light, they are greeted with a boisterous crowd, chanting their group's name

Ryeowook was happy, thanks to the fans that his terrible feelings from the night was easily washed off by the fans chants

After they greeted the indonesian ELF's, they went back to the backstage, going to their dressing room, for the preparation of their 'Rokkugo' stage

"Rokkugo? another playtime on the stage!" Donghae said excitedly 

"Tss..this brat doesn't reading my comments" Heechul said, hissing at his phone and Leeteuk look at hin confusedly

"It's Kyuhyun, he did another youtube live and he doesn't minding my comments" Heechul explained

"Oh, maybe because he doesn't want to mention you? if you are Wookie then he will read your comment right away" Eunhyuk said, chuckling

Then Heechul shifted his gaze at Ryeowook who seemingly not with them, oh well mentally not with them

Heechul approached him and tapped his shoulder

"I have to observe them—oh, Heechul hyung? why?"

"Observe who?" Heechul ask confusedly

Ryeowook panicked internally

Did I said it out loud?

"O-observe, what-what observe are you saying hyung?" Ryeowook nervously stammered

"Are you okay, maknae ah?" Heechul ask worried

"I-I'm okay, of course, I'm okay" Ryeowook said as he went far from Heechul and the latter could just follow him with his gaze

"We will ask Yesung about this, just—" Leeteuk was cut off when suddenly their manager called them for the performance

Ryeowook could just sigh in relief when Heechul doesn't approach him anymore

"Right, I must enjoy this stage for the fans" He said, encouraging himself

So the performance started and Ryeowook observe Yesung and Eunhyuk silently, he waves at the crowd while singing, and he felt a smile creeping on his face when he saw how energetic the crowd is

But his smile suddenly dropped when he saw Yesung backhugged Eunhyuk and they sway their bodies while laughing

Ryeowook knew, he knew that he can't take it and that's why a tear fell on his eye, he is very thankful that the camera is not on him or the crowd will see him

He just turn his gaze at the crowd, in front of him is a girl holding a 'YeWook' board, and he smiles a her, the girl smiles back but Ryeowook didn't know that the girl is observing him since then and she saw Ryeowook cried

And she suddenly have the thought as she follows Ryeowook's gaze and she saw Yesung and Eunhyuk having fun, so she throw the giraffe pillow she is planning on giving to Ryeowook on fansign but decided to give it that night

Ryeowook saw the pillow and he picked it up and he says thank you to that girl who thank him back raising the 'YeWook' board higher

He smiled, but then again, it drops when he shifted his gaze and saw 'Ye Hyuk' board nearby

After the performance, they immediately went again to the dressing room for another performance and Ryeowook is thankful that they didn't stayed longer on stage because he's not sure if he can really take any longer there

As soon as he caught time, he immediately dialled Kyuhyun's number and the latter picked it up immediately

"(Ryeonggu?)"

"Kyu..." His voice is shaking

"(What? are you crying? what the hell happened?!)"

"I know I shouldn't have to jump into conclusions but I think I can't take this anymore, I can't—really—is there any reason for me to be like this? I mean, it's just a backhug, but why I can't convince myself—why.."

"(I'm guessing, it's about Yesung hyung and Eunhyuk hyung)"

"Kyuhyun...I don't know—what to do.."

"(I watched some of their moments yesterday, many fans are support their ship)"

"Yeah.."

"(and also the fans saw them as a married couple and the hyungs are having the same thoughts too)"

"Really?" Ryeowook said quietly and he heard a haevy sigh coming from his bestfriend

"(I guess he never really loves you)"

Ryeowook flinched at that thought, but how does he confirm that one? 

"Do you really think he didn't love me, Kyuhyun?" Ryeowook said between his sobs

"(Oh believe me, Wookie, why would I lie to you? I am your bestfriend, don't worry I will help you confronting him if you can't)"

And Ryeowook unconciously hang up the phone and just stare at nothingness, still crying

Shindong heard everything from where he is hiding, and decided to approach Ryeowook

"Ryeowook ah" He started, wrapping an arm around the younger

"S-Shindong hyung?"

"Okay, I heard your conversation with Kyuhyun but I promise I will not tell anyone what I've just heard, promise, cross my heart" Shindong said as he drew a cross in his left chest and he pulled Ryeowook for a hug

Meanwhile, Kyuhyun is inside Ryeowook's room at their dorm

"If lying is the best way to have you, Ryeowook, then I will gladly do it" Kyuhyun said as he smirk