Fix Us...
Will you ever ...the rest of the members came home that evening and found joongkook all alone in the living room looking sad and lost... staring at the direction of the tv but not watching anything...
Jin quickly ran to his little boy as he noticed that kook's eyes were puffy and red as if all he was doing was crying...
"kookie?" Jin called as he sat beside him
the maknae didn't respond...and it worried not only jin but the rest of the members
"bub... what's wrong? please look at me?" jin talked again pulling joongkook to look at him
as soon as their eyes connected joongkook began to cry..jin pulled him into a hug and started rubbing circles on his back "tell me what's wrong kookie.. you are making us worried..."
the rest of the members sat down by their maknae.. hoseok taking a seat on the other side of joongkook
"he..i..." joongkook began to talk but wasn't able to as he cried harder .. the sound of his crying was painful to his hyungs...
"chim.. can you find out where taehyung is?" namjoon instructed his dongsaeng who nodded and walked away to call his bestfriend...
when jimin came back.. his face was unreadable... he went where namjoon and yoongi were sitting and whispered to them "he is with baekhyun hyung..."
at that instant yoongi and namjoon looked at kookie.. is this why joongkook is crying... they thought...
after a while of sitting in silence.. the hyungs not pushing it.. joongkook began to wipe his tears away.. inhaling deeply... "i ..i think i lost him completely..." he sighed
"what do you mean?" hoseok asked
"we had a small talk this morning...and i was going to try and see if maybe we could fix things.. but he told me that we can't bring the past anymore and we should just move on.. and he also said that he hopes we could be friends again...just friends....and then he got a call.. when he went to take a shower he left his phone.. it received a message and i was curious so i looked...it was baekhyun hyung... only the name appeared as baekhyunie with a heart...." joongkook finished his tears rolling again...
"taehyung is too much!" hoseok said angrily.. no matter how much he loves tae, he just can't seem to understand why was he hurting joongkook like this
"hoseok... maybe taehyung has his reasons..."namjoon said
"what reasons?! they both made a mistake and joongkook is trying to fix things and what does he do? shut us all out and then go out with one of the reasons they are like this in the first place?! taehyung is ed up!" hoseok retorted as he stood up
jimin quickly stood up and pushed hoseok, making namjoon and yoongi hold them both back as they were about to go at it
"don't talk about taehyung like that! you don't know how much pain he had.. you didn't see how he died the first few days! you didn't see how hard he cried about loosing the only person that made his world turn.. " jimin was livid.. if there is one thing that could make him go ballistic more than being jealous over girls fawning over yoongi was someone bad mouthing taehyung, no matter who it was
"guys.. please... don'tmake this worse by fighting... you are not helping joongkook..." jin said
the two boys sighed and sat down..
"i'm sorry.. it's just that i am protective of joongkook the same way you are with taehyung chim.. look at him" hoseok said
jimin sighed as he looked at the maknae who was now almost catatonic looking..face void of any expression..."i'm sorry hyung.. i just can't take it when taehyung is being talked badly about... but i'm sorry too kookie..."
"yoongi hyung and i will talk to taehyung when he comes home..and figure him out... i can't stand his aloofness anymore either.. and if he needs help.. he should come to us instead..." namjoon said with yoongi agreeing to it
after awhile, joongkook fell asleep in jin's arms so hoseok opted to piggy back the boy and bring him to his room with jimin following...
"what is happening with them chim?" hoseok asked as he pulled the blanket over joongkook
"i don't know hyung... but i feel like taehyung is scared because he will only put up his walls when he is.. of what that i don't know..." jimin answered with a sigh
when the rest of the members went to bed, yoongi and namjoon opted to stay and wait for taehyung who came home not long after
"oh hyungs.. you guys are still up..." taehyung said as he saw the two
"we were waiting for you... come..." namjoon said patting the empty space between him and yoongi
"what's up hyung?" tae ask ashe sat down
"tae.. what is going on? you have been very aloof even to us...and baekhyun hyung? what is going on with him?" namjoon didn't bother to pause or filter and just went straight at it
"what do you mean?" the younger asked
"tae.. bub.. we have lived together for so many years.. we know when something is not right with you just like how we figured out your feelings with kookie without you saying anything.. don't lie to us now..." yoongi answered this time
"nothing is wrong" taehyung said with a stern voice
"are you seriously going to start bullting me kim taehyung?!" namjoon said, his voice a little loud which shocked taehyung a little.. his hyung never raised his voice at him...ever... "do you know what you are doing is hurting us?! even jimin who is your bestfriend has been crying because he doesn't know what is going on with you!"
taehyung started tearing up... not only because namjoon was mad at him but also the realization of what he has been putitng the members in
namjoon's face softened at the sight of a teary taehyung... he sighed and hugged him "i just want you back tae..we all do..."
and that open the flood gates and soon taehyung was crying....
yooongi and namjoon let him have his moment.. just like what they did for joongkook...
after awhile and the younger calmed down he rested his head in namjoon's chest and held yoongi's hand...
"i'm sorry hyungs... i didn't know what to do with myself.. it hurts so much to be around joongkook and not having to tell him how much i miss him and love him... i honestly want to fix things but i am scared.. what if we just hurt each other again... what if we fight again and say things that we don't mean..i won't be able to take it if i loose him again... "tae sighed "yoongi hyung.. you saw how hard it was for me..."
"but why distance yourself from us?" yoongi asked "if you were in such a bind, why didn't you come to us? tae...we are always here for you..."
"because kook is also a part of you.. around you... and everytime he is around me.. i feel like i'm going to fall apart..." the younger answered
"but you say you want to fix it..did you know that when he talked to you this morning.. it was his attempt to try and fix things with you?" namjoon said
taehyung was silent for a moment... he didn't really expect that.. he was scared of the negative posibilities about getting back together after all...
"i..i didn't know..." tae said
"bub.. jealousy.. fights... misunderstandings... that is all a part of a relationship... but what is broken can always be repaired by love and trust...when you guys decided to break up, you were both heated and were not thinking clearly and it caused you both immense pain... but if you decide to try it one more time, maybe you both can take the lesson you have learned from this one and handle things better next time..." yoongi said as he looked at taehyung's eyes... "forget the negative thoughts bub...your eyes can't still lie because i can still see the love you have for joongkook is still strong..."
"you think we can really fix it?" taehyung asked
his hyungs both smiled...
"i know you guys are still young and sometimes feelings like this are a little hard to handle.. but as long as there is love.. you can fix anything...and if you guys are confused or unable to figure something out.. we, your hyungs are just here to guide and help you out...now what do you want to do tae?" namjoon asked
"i... i want to fix it.." taehyung answered
"then go fix it..." yoongi said "the boy cried so hard awhile ago thinking he completely lost you to baekhyun"
taehyung stood up and looked at his hyung..."i'm gonna go to kookie's room... and by the way .. baekhyunie hyung is head over heals with chanyeol hyung, i have been helping him to confess " tae chuckled as he walked to the direction of joongkook's room
"i'm so proud of us hyung..." namjoon said as he wiped an imaginary tear as they looked at tae walking away "our child has grown up..."
"yah! we don't have a child! and i am not having a child with you!" yoongi jokingly smacked namjoon's shoulder
"ah yeah.. coz you can't be inlove with your own child " namjoon chuckled as he got a few more smacks from the older who was laughing too
taehyung stood infront of joongkook's door and hesitated a bit before he reached for the knob..
he carefully opened the door and founf a sleeping joongkook.. face stained with tears.. it broke his heart....
he approached the bed and carefully laid down facing the maknae.. his arm slowly making its way over joongkook's waist as he began to cry....
joongkook felt the weight.. then he felt the wetness by his arm... he opened his eyes and saw the familiar arm around him..
he looked to his side and there he is...he wondered if he was dreaming so he bit the side of his cheek.. it hurt... so he wasn't dreaming then...
"hyung..." he called out...
"i'm sorry... " taehyung began.. "i want to fix things kook...i want to start over... not as friends... but as lovers...."
joongkook was a little shocked as he tried to process what taehyung has said... he can't believe what he was hearing... and so he faced taehyung... his arm making its way around his waist....
"please tell me you are not some hallucination i am having right now...." joongkook said
"would you feel this if i was a hallucination?" taehyung asked as he inched closer to joongkook's face and kissed him...
he then pulled back and looked at the younger's face.... "kookie?" he asked the the other was just silent
taehyung sighed... "i..i'm sorry... i thought we were still on the same page about fixing things.. but if i am too late.. then..." taehyung got cut off by a pair of lips .. the kiss this time lingered longer..."
joongkook pulled back and looked at taehyung..."but how about baekhyun hyung?" he asked, sadness filling his eyes as he recalls the name on taehyung's phone
taehyung chuckled..." he is and will always be just a friend.. i was actually helping him about confessing to chanyeol hyung..."
"so you mean.. he was not going to replace me?" kookie asked
taehyung smiled and kissed him again "no one will ever replace you..."he began "kook... i was scared... even though i wanted us back together i was scared that we might just fight and hurt each other again...and then we break up again..and it was so painful i didn't want to feel that ever again... losing you was like losing my life.."
"hyung.. i felt the same way.. i felt like i died and everyday of not being with you was like dying over and over again... and i thought about everything.. and i am really sorry with the way i acted.. the way i let my jealousy be my voice of reason.. and because of that i nearly lost you completely..." kook replied wiping his tears
"but i am not scared anymore kook.. the hyungs said fighting and jealousy are just parts of every relationship but with love and trust whatever is broken can be fixed... i am sorry too kookie.. and i really want us together again..." taehyung said as he inched closer
"me too..." he lifted taehyung's chin "i love you...." and he kissed him again.. this time longer...
"i love you too..." taehyung mumbled into the kiss...
unknown to the two, the door was carefully closed from the outside
"i'm glad they fixed it..." namjoon said quitely
"definitely worth waking us up" hoseok chimed in
"what the hell?" was all yoongi could say as he looked at both jimin and jin who were in tears
"what? we are just so happy for our maknaes... " jin said as he wiped his snot
"i'm glad taehyung foung his way back to kookie.. those two are so meant to be" jimin said this time with everybody agreeing
"ok.. so now we have to go.. i am hearing something else and i do not want to spoil our memory of this night and make it into something we will all regret having a memory off" yoongi said as intense sounds are starting on the other side of the maknae's door... the other members were wide eyed but decided to follow yoongi and go back to their room
"i hope they know how to be safe.... maybe i should..." before jin could continue, namjoon already dragged him into his and taehyung's room
"let them be... because i definitely know how to be safe" namjoon raised his eyebrows and winked as he closed the door
yoongi took it as a chance to drag jimin to his room as jin will be most likely be with namjoon
as the last door closed j-hope sighed "jesus.. i live with rabbits" he chuckled "don't be too loud and let me sleep!" he screamed most likely to everyone as he closed his door ending his night
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and just like that their world has been rebuilt ...
taekook once again has sailed ....
and BT7 has been closer than ever....
mistakes were made.. and lessons were learned...
and all those will stay in their minds and in their hearts forever.....
~Fin~
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A/N:
hello.. for awhile i had a major writers block and i didn't know how to continue...
i am not even sure if this is a suitable ending...
but i promised myself that this will only be until chapter 16...and so here we are...
i have another taekook story that i wanna do soon.. so hope to see you there :)
-mspiggyrabbit
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