Hyunjin tried to rest for a while, he just watched as Seungmin went in and around their shared bedroom cleaning up a little ad going through their stuff but he couldn’t sleep. How could he? today he had his first panic attack, what if it happened again ? He was scared, he knew that that guy won’t leave him alone, he was too weak to stand up to him. He did it once so why not again?

As he watched Seungmin walking around him he suddenly had the urge to ask a very strange question

"Did we lock the front door?”

He tried to sit up a little bit, Seungmin came close to help him sit up “Did we lock what?” Seungmin asked again he didn’t really grasp what the other was telling him “Our front door” Hyunjin said and Seungmin looked a bit confused

“Yes, I guess we did why?”, Hyunjin avoided the eye contact “Just asking” he said as he found himself a more comfortable position. Seungmin set next to him

“Feeling any better?” he asked, the younger sounded worried and Hyunjin hated making them worried. He can’t image how worried they would be if he told them exactly what happened, it would be a huge mess he thought.

“I’ll be okay” Hyunjin really wanted to believe his own words; he really hoped he would be okay.

“We are ordering dinner, you should eat before you sleep the doctor was really persistent about you eating” Seungmin was worried, something was off about his roommate and he thought that maybe he was just tired but no, Hyunjin would never starve himself because he’s … Hyunjin.

Hyunjin nodded faintly “Okay, I will” and laid on his bed again. He closed his eyes for a bit, his eyes sting so bad and head wasn’t much better than earlier. It was pounding like a hummer. Thank God the dizziness is gone though. He rested for a bit before Minho came in around 20 minutes later, he thought that Hyunjin was sleeping so he started to tiptoe inside the room until Seungmin yelled “He’s not sleeping stop doing that you look silly” and it made Hyunjin giggle a little. Minho stopped in the middle of the room.

For quite a while Hyunjin tried to forget what happened to him that morning but it was really hunting him. He tried to sleep it off but couldn’t, his body was really tired but his eyes wouldn’t close. When Woojin came trail