Dear Wong Yukhei (xuxi), 

Hey it's me yuqi, the girl who has a big dumb crush on you. I know you just see me as a friend, more like a little brother. But my dumbhead can't help but to fall in love with you. 

I've been thinking. For the past months we're together, filming, playing, talking. Have you ever felt something more than your feeling right now? Are you feeling what i'm feeling right now? The tingling sensation and the heart fluttering kicking inside your body every time we're together? Do you feel my heartbeat beats fast every time you get close to me? Do you see my smile every time you do something silly?  The way you call my name makes me insane, everytime you get close to me takes my breath away.

I laugh at your jokes even if it's not funny. I get jealous every time you praise a beautiful girl and you'll ask me "Wow she's so beautiful 😍" with those big doe eyes of yours. It hurts how you adore them, but i know it's not my place to do so.

Do you remember the time we shoot the first episode and we played the catapult thing that throws you to the pool. What if i forgot to swim and drowned myself? Will you save me and give me a cpr? Nah, i think you won't even believe that i'm drowning and even if you are, you'll definitely call me stupid for not knowing how to swim Haha! How about the time when we played the weightlifting game. What if i fainted? Will you get carry me and get angry to the production team like a crazy man? Nah, for sur