I was heading out of the church with sori until I saw Jongin and his friends looking at us.. I just walked away to avoid awkwardness and being a weak person again. It was hard to get over him, it was hard to believe that he was not in my life anymore.. I don't want to fall in love once more..he probably have a girlfriend now.. "Soojung!"I heard his voice.. he was calling me. "Soojung Wait!.." I just walked to our car. "Momii , he is calling you."sori said looking at me innocently, she don't know anything and she shouldn't know "No He is not calling momii , you probably heard it wrong."I smiled for her to not think about it. "we need to talk."Jongin grabbed my hand harshly which made sori and me shocked. "Jongin get away from me, we don't have anything to talk about."I said coldly. "Yes we do! , you went to Canda without even telling me I have been waiting for 4 years! 4 YEARS!!"he yelled angrily , normally I could read his mind well but this time I couldn't. "Momii.. who is this man...?"sori asked scared as she pointed to Jongin. Sori didn't understand Korean very well since we lived in Canada till now. "Go away Jongin I didn't have any reason to tell you! We already broke up by then you remember?"I glared at him. "I missed you.. Soojung I missed you.. there didn't go a day without thinking of you.. it was like my whole word collapsed when you left." I was angry, flustered ,sad and missing him.. but...It's just so wrong to believe him.. "ahjussi who are you?..."Sori grabbed his jeans and said the only few korean words she knew which one of them was {ahjussi} "he is a friend of momii , Sori-ah momii and ahjussi have to talk can you go and stay in the car till momi comes sweety?"I didn't want sori to see us like this. "okay.."she beamed and got on the car "why didn't you tell me,why didn't you explain to me..?" he said sadly as he cupped my hands in his. "didn't explain?, how many times have I tried to tell you?? Even the