4 years passed and I am still not over him.. Even thought he left me. I am so sick of my heart who still ache for him I am so sick of it.. My pride was hurt enough but I am still not over him. FLASHBACK: "Jongin-ah you are my only hope..you have to help me, sajanim is trying to kick me out of the company" I begged grabbing his hands with tears filling my eyes. "then you are screwed, just like the way I am."he coldly replied he pushed me away. "Jongin-ah.." "how could I know that the baby is mine anyway ? You were with that Jerk cheating on me! and now... you are back saying I should help you? Am I crazy?"he glared at me his eyes was full with hate, Anger! But there was a sad feeling deep inside him. "I never cheated on you ,understand that!!!"I shouted at him as he just laughed with a smirk which made me quite surprised at his change in personality . "you had that angel side which made me fell for you but you turned out fake.."he said before turning around and leave . I followed him. "I don't care if you think I am a fake or or anything else because that's your opinion but I am really excited to see the day you come back with regret."I said grapping his hand . "I will never, I am not a fool" he glared at me , his facial expressions hurted m so much that I was close to falling down.. "oh jongin I swear you will when you get back to your sense .you lost me and I know you will search of me inside any other girls you will date but you wont find me, because you didn't believe or understand me now and you will regret it when you find out the truth."I said lo