I Know
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kyouya3/kyouya-samaLength: One-shot collections
Pairing: OT5 (HoMin's Side)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Drama
Summary: Regret, acceptance, and hope through a song.
It was weird at first. The stage felt so quiet; it used to be full of laughter. Now, there were only two of us left. We tried so hard to get used to it and we managed to fake it. Or at least, we taught he managed to master the art of expression. Yet, sometimes, we just couldn’t control it anymore. Sometime we let our emotion shown, whether it’s in purpose or not.
The sky went dark as the sun had set. It wasn’t our first song; we’re in the middle of our 2013 concert tour in Japan. I was looking at our fans as I failed to hide my emotion. This time, I would let it be. I wanted to sing this song with everything I got. I wanted them to know; the fans and the three of them.
The melody already started on the background. I gave a glance to my younger partner far away as he gave a little nod. He knew what I wanted to do and he wanted it too. Together we would draw our real emotion in this song. The lyric was far too perfect with our feelings.
絡めた指を今ほどいても
二人はまた逢えると言って
Doko made nara kimi no koto o aishi te ii no ?
karame ta yubi o ima hodo i te mo
futari wa mata aeru to itte
How long and deep can I love you?
Even though i let go of your finger now
Please say that we can meet each other again
The fans began to wave their hands, enjoying the song as I sang my part. Changmin was backing my voice. Then he sang the last sentence of the opening verse. My heart screamed echoing the lyric.
suki da yo
I still love you
君を思っていたんだバカだね
目の前にいても離れていても
心、 君のところ
kinō no yoru mo ototoi no yoru mo zutto
kimi o omotte itan da baka da ne
me no mae ni i te mo hanare te i te mo
kokoro, kimi no tokoro
Yesterday and the day before yesterday, far into the night
I was thinking about you, what a fool I was
Even though you are right in front of me, or far away
My heart is, always with you
胸ん中にしまう事が
僕には正解だったんだね
それぞれに居場所がある
そんな事分かってる
mune n naka ni shimau koto ga
boku ni wa seikai datta n da ne
sorezore ni ibasho ga aru
sonna koto wakatteru
Should it be correct to keep it to myself?
Everyone has his own place
I know
僕の隙間を埋めていくよ
一度だけでいいから
素肌まで感じたい
kimi no nioi ga kimi no katachi ga
boku no sukima o ume te iku yo
ichi do dake de ii kara
suhada made kanji tai
Your scent, your figure
Fill the emptiness inside me
For once
I want to feel your skin
We sang the song until it reached the last part. I screamed everything out in that part. I wanted them to be happy, even though they chose not to be with us here. I knew from the started after we started our separated activities. I just wanted to say my feelings to them. I loved them, it wouldn’t ever change.
君を幸せにできるのは僕じゃない
本当はわかってる
君をただ好きなのに
donnani tada kimi no koto o aishi taku te mo
kimi o shiawase ni dekiru no wa boku ja nai
hontōwa wakatteru
kimi o tada suki na noni
Even though I just want to love you
The person that can make happy is not me
I really know
I.. just.. love you
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