Jessica’s pov

     I saw you with her again, both of you are laughing and taking selca’s while sitting in the couch and here I’am again watching you from a distance. It was late afternoon now, the meeting was cancelled due to the storm so we needed to stay at the dorm. I really want to go out now just to clear my mind but manager unnie did not agreed so now i’m look like a desperate woman seeking for your attention. Aish when will i stop dreaming and wishing that you will be mine someday, as if that’s gonna happend. You are inlove with that mushroom, so inlove that you do everything just for her heck you even write a song for her. 

“ Sica-unnie are you alright? You looked kinda sad. “ i turned around and there was Seohyun eating her goguma again, i just patted her head and give her a little smile to assure her that everythings fine, i don’t want my members involved because of my emotions i rather keep it all up by myself like i should did at first.

” Nothing seo, I’m just sleepy that’s all “ 

“ But unnie, you’re tearing up “ she said with a sad voice, I laughed at her to make a cover. I need to be strong infront of them especially in front of her.

” I just yawn seobaby, nothing to worry about. “ i smiled and start to walk to my room 

“ just finished your goguma, it will gonna taste bad if you eat it cold. “  i added and wave my hands to her as i walk to my room, i take  another glance to taeyeon and sigh. Well it is better this way. When i reached to my room, i immediately launched myself to my bed and fish out my phone out of my shorts and decided to check my weibo account. 

There was alot of pictures that came out today, mostly our pictures on music bank but somethings caught my eye for a second. 

“ * Sica looked sad while staring at taeyeon *” 

I scan that picture and realized.. i really looked desperate. My gosh sratch that i looked like an idiot *facepalm* urgh jessica jung why are you being like this. I hate you 

“ SICAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA “ the door burst out and revealing a tall girl holding a bag of potato chips,due to my shockness my phone suddenly drop to my face. I REPEAT TO.MY.FREAKING.FACE