Taeyeon-ah. 

        Is it hard for you to just look me in the eye? to talk to me or just smile? it breaks my heart everytime you ignore me, did i do wrong? can you please tell me because it's so confusing. I really envy her, becasue she makes you smile, laugh and do dorky things while all i do is turn the atmosphere down. i'm sorry if i'm like this i cannot make things beautiful. if i can turn back the time, maybe i should not confess to you that night. Then maybe this things will not happend at all. I'm sorry for falling inlove to you, i just can't teach my heart to stop loving you although you love someone else. hey, it's fine as long you are happy i'm happy for you eventhough it hurts. Maybe it's time to end this one sided love story. 

.

.

.

.

.

I love you, Goodbye. 

                   - Jessica.