Chapter 4

Don't Ever Recall Today

J. Seph:

It's been a week since Jiwoo told me that she's in a relationship with BamBam and let's just say my drama grades have improved drastically. I learned 'to smile through the pain' as Matthew says. I decided to go for a walk and meet up with my other gang. Yes, I have other special people apart from GotKARD. I meet them often but they're usually there to support my dream cause they're my cousins. This group consists of 2 girls and 3 guys including myself. There's Heechul Hyung, Hani Noona, Baekhyun Hyung, Sooyoung Noona. They're all older than me and I still haven't told GotKARD about them. Yah I know I should tell them and stuff cause they've been with me since forever but I don't want them to get involved with them. These guys know about GotKARD it's just not vice versa.

"Hey dongsaeng!" Heechul Hyung called out to me

"Hi Hyung" I say glumly

"Aww what happened little brother? Why so sad?" Hani Noona asked me

"Um nothing. Hyung how's Chanyeol Hyung?" I ask Baekhyun

"Oh he's wonderful! I love being with him!" He says

"That's good to know! Sooyoung Noona how'd your SM Audition go?"

"Well I did good, and they're saying they might put me in a group called Girl's Generation with 8 other girls."

"Oh my god! I'm so happy for you! This means 1 of my beloved Noonas is going to be a star!" I say excited

"Little brother make that 2." Hani Noona says

"Wait what?"

"Well a company I auditioned for called me and told me I'm going to soon debut with E.X.I.D.!"

"WHAT!!!!" I exclaim

"Yep! You were the last one to know!"

"I'm so happy for you! Well we should celebrate Baekhyun Hyung's relationship and both Noonas' debuts!" I say

"You didn't celebrate my debut with Super Junior! But you celebrate Baek's RELATIONSHIP?" Heechul Hyung says shocked

"Hyung we did celebrate your debut. Except you took us to the bar and got so wasted you didn't even remember it. And may I add J.Seph wasn't even ALLOWED to come!" Baekhyun said

"Ugh that was like ages ago get over it will you?" Heechul Hyung says

We all laugh

"Alright well come over today in the evening, I'll send the gang away and we'll have dinner which will be prepared by Heechul Hyung since he's so happy for your debuts and R E L A T I O N S H I P" I say just to annoy him

"Siri? How do I poison someone and get away with it?" Hyung says

"I gotta go......"  I say getting up

"Wait! J when will you tell your friends about us? Come on we've known you since you were born!" Sooyoung Noona asks

"They're just not ready Noona otherwise they would've known earlier." I say and leave

I hope the best for the future not a war....

Jinyoung:

I sat cuddling with Somin with the rest of the gang.

"Guys! We should go for a movie since exams are finished!" Yugyeom suggests

"That's a good idea! We'll go see Train to Busan!" I say

"Wait I have a better idea! We should watch Boys over Flowers instead since we haven't watched it since 2011! Somin says

"Oh my god we should!" Mark Hyung says

"I agree!" Jiwoo puts her hand in the air

"Same!" Matthew says

"So are we all down to watch it at mine and Jiwoo's place?"

Everyone nods

"Wait J. Seph Hyung isn't here. Matthew Hyung do you know where he is?" BamBam asks

"Yah he's in our dorm. But he seems all frazzled and told me to get out and spend the night somewhere else. I guessed he was just going through exam stress but his were over even before ours so I decided to leave and talk to him tomorrow." Matthew says

Hmmm weird

"Um what we'll do is that we'll watch 3 episodes at the girls' dorm then we'll surprise Hyung at his dorm. How's that?" Youngjae says

"It's sounds like a good plan." JB Hyung says

Alright then let's roll!" Jackson says

Author:

7 rolled around and one gang was watching an old Korean drama while the other was somewhere else in a kitchen preparing dinner.

"Hyung you're burning it!" J.seph calls out

"Oppa! You said you had everything 'under control'! Does under control in your world mean chaos?" Sooyoung yells

"Why yes it does! How did you know? Do you live in my world?!?!" Heechul yells back

"Ok guys calm we'll order!" Baekhyun says

After everything settles down, they sit down and started playing 20 Questions

"Ok guys if anyone in this group doesn't like your answer then you get kissed by them. After all we are cousins and have been tolerating each other for 28 years now." Hani explains

"Ok J. Seph why don't you want to tell your group about us. Why are we kept so secretive?" Hani asks

"Noona, it isn't your guys fault. In some ways I don't feel connected and comfortable to them as much I am to you guys. Sure I've been with them since elementary school but you guys were the ones who carried me when my mom passed away and dad ran away. You guys taught me to walk and taught me the difference between right and wrong. They're not yet ready to know about my backstory and you guys. I love you guys!" He says with tears

Everyone stays silent

"Okay! Heechul Hyung! If everyone here were girls and not related to you excluding me who would you date?" He asks

"What? Seriously?"

"I want to hear this!"

"Why would I want date anyone here. One's a workaholic (Sooyoung), one's gay and rainbows (Baekhyun), and the other one is a complete boy (Hani)! No way just no way!" He says shaking his head

"Workaholic?" Sooyoung says staring

"Gay and rainbows?" Baekhyun questions

"Completely a boy?" Hani says while getting up

"Umm no that's not what I meant, y'all are amazing and hot and cute and everything haha" Heechul says nervously

"Baek hold him down! Sooyoung you go first!"

"Nooooo" Heechul says while getting kissed (attacked) by the three

Meanwhile......

"Okay let's get going then to J.Seph and Matthew's dorm" Mark says

"Yep we'll continue after." Jiwoo says

"Wait wait but Jae-Kyung just said she won't give up Jun-Pyo"  BamBam says

"And something happened between Ga-Eul and Yi-Jung!" Yugyeom exclaims

"Guys you know how it ends and how it goes. We watched it when it aired." Jinyoung says

"Yah so let's go." JB tells them

They walked out and conversed up until their dorm door.

"Wait guys I hear music" Youngjae says

"Oppa he can listen to music if he wants to!" Somin points out

"No but I hear 3 or 2 voice alongside. Live." He says

"That's strange. Not to be mean but I don't think Hyung has friends apart from us"

"No no no it's not mean but I also haven't see him hang out with anyone. At least no so close that he invites them over and I'm pretty chum chum with him" Matthew says

"Well do you think they're ghosts? Wait what if they are? I watched the Conjuring and it seems pretty normal for someone like J.Seph Hyung to do so." BamBam says

"Ok chill Oppa that's probably not it." Jiwoo says

"Whatever I'm still gonna hug you and hope for the best." He says

"Ok guys I think the best thing to do about now is to go in and make new friends. They're probably in his class or something. He'll still be the Ace to our group don't worry no one can take him from us" Jackson says

That's what they thought......

Matthew took out his keys and opened the door to find all 5 cousins dancing and singing to Big Bang.

"Yo J.Seph!!" Matthew called

"Oppa!" Jiwoo and Somin called

"J.SEPH!" Everyone called

At once they stopped and turned it off

"Oh my god are you Heechul from Super Junior?" Youngjae asks

"The one and only." He says while politely smiling

"Umm guys these are my cousins Heechul, Sooyoung, Hani, and Baekhyun." He says

"And that's-" Matthew starts but gets cut off

"Wait wait I know that's Junior the mom of the group, Matthew the king, Somin the Black Joker, Jiwoo the Colour Joker, Bambam overhyped child, JB the dad, Mark the quiet and sane one, Jackson opposite Mark, Youngjae the music lover, and finally Yugyeom the music lover ri-" Hani Noona says but soon is cut off by Baekhyun and gets covered by Sooyoung

"Sorry about her. She's cuckoo" Baekhyun says with a nervous laugh

"Wait but that's us and how come you know us but we don't know you?" Somin asks

"Well that is something you should ask J. Seph himself" Baekhyun says

Everyone surrounds J. Seph, who gulps nervously

"Ummm guys you weren't supposed to find out this way, I swear I was going to tell you!" J. Seph babbles

"Yeah when?" Jiwoo says

"I was just waiting for the right time" He replies

"J. Seph we thought we all were a real gang and that we were completely honest with each other. None of us hid anything from one another, yet you hid the most important people of your life from us?" Junior accuses

"You should've told us J. Seph" Mark says

"Oppa you didn't do the right thing" Somin says

"I'm sorry guys, I know I should've told you but I just thought you guys weren't ready to know about the most special people in my life who literally taught me how to live" J. Seph admits

"We get it, they're your cousins, but still, are we not your best friends? Are we not GotKARD?" Jackson says

"Guys please understand. Yes these are the people whom I connect with the most, but you guys also have an important place in my life. I'm still the ACE of GotKARD but at the same time i'm also their cousin" J. Seph tries to defend

"Guys, I think you should try to understand J. Seph's point of view as well" Sooyoung says

"Yea but he should also understand how hurt we are. We just found out that the guy we thought was our best friend thinks we aren't capable of knowing about his life" JB says

"Yea thanks for letting us know about the place we hold in your life Hyung" Yugyeom says

"Guys don't just round up on him like that" Heechul says

"Yea you guys should respect his decision too" Baekhyun says

"You guys can't say that. Do you know how many times he talks about you guys to us?" Hani says

"Ya he kept the people who taught him life and have been with him since forever a secret but he never hesitated in talking about his best friends and the people he hangs out with" Sooyoung says with tears b in her eyes

"Noona you know I love you and that's why I kept you a secret it's so that when I introduce you to them you guys seem special" J. Seph says

J. Seph, Hani, Sooyoung, Heechul, and Baekhyun share a group hug. The gang just stares

"Maybe we should just leave" Somin says

"No wait Somin. Maybe it's him that should find another place to sleep tonight" Matthew says in spite

J. Seph looks at Matthew with a hurt look and quietly leaves the dorm, shutting the door behind him

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Hello readers (if anyone's even reading this)
Double update!!!!!!! 
We know, they were pretty sad, but don't lose hope, who knows the next chapter might bring some hope *wink*
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-Alan and Mehak

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