Chapter 3

Don't Ever Recall Today

Matthew:

No matter how much I try, I just can't get over Somin. It's been a few months since they started dating, and no matter how much it breaks my heart, I tried getting over it and moving on with my life. Jackson, Yugyeom, Mark, and J. Seph are the only ones who know that I'm in love with Somin and they've tried their hardest too. I guess not everyone gets what they want. Yesterday when Jungkook casually said that Somin and I should've been dating, it broke my heart even more because the sad truth dawned upon me. The way Somin was all awkward after that made it perfectly clear that she would never want me. Why would she, Jinyoung is a much better boyfriend and they're so happy. I would never want to get in their way even if it means tearing up my own heart in the process.

"Hey Matt" J. Seph comes up to me

Oh and did I say, J. Seph's been hopelessly in love with Jiwoo for as long as I've been in love with Somin. I just hope he doesn't get the same fate as me, because trust me, watching the love of your life love someone else the way you love them is the worst pain in the world. I don't want J. Seph to go through that under any circumstances.

"Hey" I say glumly

"Oh c'mon, don't be gloomy. Let's go" He says and drags me to the rest of the gang

"Finally you decide to show up. Where were you huh?" Somin questions me

"He was wandering around like a lost puppy" J. Seph

I glare at J. Seph and he shuts his mouths

"Guys we have class in like in 2 minutes, hurry up!" Jinyoung reminds us

" you're right! I better get going, I have to walk across to the other building" Jiwoo says and starts to pack up

"Same, let's go" JB says and the two of them leave

We all leave too except BamBam and Jackson, they have a free period

"See you guys later" Jackson says and BamBam waves as we leave

J. Seph and I rush to our class and Mark and Somin run to theirs along with the others

Jackson:

Since BamBam and I have a free period together, I finally decide to talk to him about Jiwoo.

"BamBam" I say

"Yeah?" He looks at me

"You know, Junior and Somin are well into their relation, so maybe it's time you ask Jiwoo out" I say

He looks at me shocked

"Don't gimme that look, I know you like her. I'm your best friend" I say in a 'duh' tone

"Do you think it's the right time? Like what if she rejects me?" He says

"Well firstly, yes it's the right time, secondly, she won't reject you you're a great guy. Even if she does reject you, that's fine. You know Jiwoo, she won't make things awkward, if she wants to say no, you'll accept that and you'll both still be friends. And how will you know if you never ask" I explain

"You have a point" He says

"I know i'm never pointless to have around. Now grow a pair and ask her out" I smirk and he rolls his eyes

"You know what, you're right. I'm going to ask her out. In fact i'm going to ask her out tonight!" BamBam says with sudden determination

I give him some advice and i'm happy he's finally going to propose to the girl he's in love with

J. Seph:
 

I'm currently in the most boring class of my life and will fall asleep any second. Matthew is sitting beside me and looks equally bored. After all who likes geography? The teacher finally leaves us alone by going to the photocopy room.

"Matt i'm bored as hell. Let's talk" I say

"Ask Jiwoo out on a date" He suddenly says looking at me, and my face goes pale

Thank god we were sitting in the back of the room and so no one else could listen

"What did you say?!" I ask in shock

I mean, I know he knows I like Jiwoo but he's never said something like this before

"I said ask her out before it's too late and someone else takes her away" He says

"Um don't you think it's a bit early?" I ask nervously

"Yea well I thought the same about Somin and we all know what happened" He says with a bitter laugh

I give him a little pat

"Look I don't want you to go through what I went through so it's best you just do it. Even if she says no, at least you'll have the satisfaction that you asked her" He says

"I guess. Fine, you know what I'll ask her out tonight." I say excited

"Alright mate good luck then."

"Matthew can you cover for me? I'm gonna go plan it out."

"Good luck!"

I dash out of the room with my books and went home to hopefully plan the best proposal.

Jiwoo:

I sat at home staring my Math homework (which I've been doing for about an hour now) when I receive a call from Kevin Sunbae.

"Yeoboseyo?"

"Annyeong dongsaeng!"

"Oh! Kevin Sunbaenim! How are you?" I ask

"I'm doing good! What about you?"

"I'm doing not too bad. What's up?"

"Nothing Jiwoo, I'm with Key, Amber, Eric and Penial playing truth or dare. They dared me to call my favourite dongsaeng so I obviously chose you!"

"Aww I'm flattered. Put me on speaker phone Sunbae." I tell him

"Ya one second. Guys I'm putting her on speaker." I hear him say in the distance

"Hello Sunbaes and Unnie!" I say

"Hey why don't I get called Sunbaenim?" Amber complains

"That's because you're special Unnie." I say and everyone immediately gets jealous

"Jiwoo I picked you as my favourite dongsaeng!" Kevin Sunbae says

"Jiwoo, I'm in SHINee, I can introduce you to Snsd, Super Junior and f(x)" Key Sunbaenim boasts

"Oppa that's my own group, and Jiwoo just saying I can do those things too." Unnie says

"Guys guys guys stop this she obviously likes me. I'm the one and only Eric Nam! Right Jiwoo?" Eric Sunbae says

"Jiwoo who do you pick?" They ask

"Ummmm I pick Penial Sunbae! He didn't say anything!"

"Haha losers!" I hear Penial Sunbae say

"Anyways dongsaeng wanna hear your horoscope for today?"

"Ugh Key Hyung, stop with your horoscopes! I'm gonna go crazy!" Eric says

"Don't listen to them Sunbae, you tell me." I tell him

"What is your sign?"

"Libra"

"Um okay it says here that you will be given two paths today to choose, one with hurdles and one without obstacles. This path will choose your future so choose wisely." He says

"Ummmm I had to choose between pizza and fries today and I obviously chose fries and I don't feel queasy like usual so I guess it's true"

"Haha very funny" He says sarcastically

"Really dongsaeng if something comes up, choose wisely." They warn

"Fine fine don't worry about me. You guys continue you your game meanwhile I tackle math."

"Okay bye Jiwooooooo!" They all say

Right after I end the call, I get another call. This time it's from BamBam Oppa.

"Hey Oppa! What's up?"

"Um will you be able to meet me at the park near our dorm? It's urgent."

"Yah sure."

I end the call and make my towards the door when I get ANOTHER phone call. And now it's J.Seph Oppa!

"What's up Oppa?"

"Will you meet me at the park near our dorm in about 10?"

I think BamBam Oppa has a question so it'll be fast with him

"Yah sure! I'll try to be there in 10."

"Ok bye."

I rush downstairs to go to the first Oppa so I can meet the second Oppa and then go sleep. I see BamBam Oppa facing the other way so I decided to jump on him.

"Ahh" he screams

"Haha scared you!" I say laughing

He grabs me by face and plants a kiss on my lips! Ommo MY FIRST KISS!

"OPPA!"

"The main reason, I called you was so I can ask you a question. Do you maybe wanna go out with me?" He asks nervously

I smile. Instead of giving an answer I decide to continue our first ever kiss.

"I'll take that as a yes then."

"I think you should" I say, unable to stop smiling

"Oh wait, I just remembered I have to go meet J. Seph Oppa here and he sounded like he had to say something important" I remember

"K you go and I also have to go back to meet Jackson" He says and we part

While walking to the other side of the park, I thought of what just happened and how it's so unbelievable 

J. Seph:

I see Jiwoo walking towards me with a strange glow on her face and she has a bright smile. I confidently walk towards her and wave

You got this, you can do it!

"Hey Jiwoo"

"Hi Oppa, in fact I also have to tell you something super exciting!" She says excited

"Ok fine, you go first" I say, because what I have to ask will probably take a while so she should get it done with

"Are you sure?" She asks

"Absolutely, ladies first" I insist

"Alright. So the news is that before I got here...........BamBam Oppa asked me out and I said yes!!!" She says with happiness glowing all over her face

As soon as she said that, my heart shattered into a million pieces, but of course I didn't let her see that and put a smile on my face

"Wow...i'm happy for you guys" I say in a bit of a dull tone and she immediately frowns at my reaction

"Oppa, are you ok? Are you not happy?"

"No no, are you stupid? Why wouldn't I be happy? I'm very happy for you two" I say with a 'smile'

"See, I knew it, you'd be happy for me!" She says and hugs me

I somehow stop my eyes from tearing up and try to leave

"Jiwoo actually I have to go back to my class, I'll see you this evening with the gang" I say

"Ok-Wait! Didn't you want to tell me something?" She asks

"No, it's nothing. Don't worry, you go back home" I tell her

"Umm ok" She says, not fully convinced, but goes

Now that she's gone, I can't help but tear up. Matthew was right; I should've done this before because now it's too late.

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Hi guys!!
How was chapter 3?
Poor J. Seph, we feel so evil for doing this to him, but the story has to go on
We are working on the next update which will hopefully be up soon 
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