I hold Yuta's hand as we walk. I knew it. I knew this time would come. I knew he is starting to forget me. I saw him earlier how he compares my picture to the other girls earlier. Its hurt my heart. Its hurt so much. That one day when I woke up he completely forget me again.
We enter to our favorite coffee shop and sit in our usual spot.

"Yuta, about next week. My birthday." I said to him. I hope he will remember what we talked last night.

"Your birthday? September 1. Why?" He ask.

I didnt show that Im disappointed to it. He didnt remember it at all. But why he remember that we have a date today?
"I want to go to lovers hill. Lets go there on my birthday." I suggested and smile to him.

"Really? Its a cliche. But sure lets go there." I just smile to him and I played with my hands.

When times like this Yuta will take a video of me, holds my hands always. But now its different. He started to forget me. I look at his hands and I can see the band aid are still there. 

"The band aid are still there." I said to him as I pointed his hand.

He look at his hands and touch it. "Y-yeah its still here." He said.
I know he already forgot what I say about that band aid. I know one day he will remove it, throw it away and forget that there is a band aid exist in his hand back then.

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Its my last day volunteering here. Once I get inside, othere volunteer looks at me with a wierd look. Its like they dont know me. I just smile to them. Smiling is my defense mechanism to hide my pain. 
My co-volunteers also forgot about me.

"Good morning Mrs. Park, what origami you are doing this time?" I ask the old lady as she busy doing an origami.

"Guess what is it?" Mrs. Park said.

I smile to her. "Lets see its a helmet?" I widely guess even its obvious what is it.

"You are wrong."

"Eh? Really?" I said and the old lady just smiled and nod. "Ah, its a goldfish right?" I answered.

Mrs. Park just smiled and give me the goldfish she make. "Here take it. Its yours. And here." She gets another goldfish origami to me.

"Give it to your husband." She said to me. I smile and acce