and suddenly my mood turns 360

what the hell? who is she ?

is she her girlfriend?

the cool girl she's talking about ?

why did she call her LUV?

and why am i mad ?

ughh .. i dont know what am i feeling right now but i do know that my mood was brighter  before she intruduced that girl . or maybe i know why but i dont want to name it.

i have alot of question ,but i dont know how to ask her .

yerin pulled the girl a chair before she sat infront of me. i was there ;just looking at every move she made , waiting for yerin to throw me a glance .

"so best what's the score between the two of you ? sorry for being straightforward , you kow im just excited because this is the first time you intruduce someone to me "  jackson asked teasingly 

so this is the first time huh? so she must be especial to yerin

i look at yerin , waiting for her answer .

i also want to know ... no scratch that .. im 'eager' to know ..

yerin sip a water from her glass before she speak 

"we're just close friends . nothing more , nothing less . i just want to intruduce you to her since ive been mentioning your name to her alot ,so dont make a big deal out of it " yerin said non-chalant

i look at the girl and saw her shaking her head .

wait , is she noT satifsfied to yerin's explanation? or she's disagreeing?

are they hiding something ??

god when did you became this paranoid?

"hey hon" i snap out of my thought when jackson nudge me so i immediately look at him

"what?" i ask

"i need your support here . im telling them that they should date each other . they look good right? . im excited to the idea of yerin having a girlfriend " jackson said excitedly and i almost rolled my eyes because of annoyance 

i look again to yerin but she's still not giving me a look . is she avoiding me ?

"yeah you both look good together .my boyfriend is right ,you should date each other " i said faking a smile to joy who's looking at me. actually i only said that just to get yerin's attention.

i dontknow why but i want her to give me a glance but maybe it's because i miss her .

and i succeeded because after i said those words , she immediately turn to look at me. theres something in her eyes when she look at me but i dont know what it is .

"yeah we'll think about that. Thank you" my smile suddenly fades when i heard her answer.

she said those words while looking straight in my eyes with a smirk plastered on her face like she expected that it would annoy me..

does she did that to piss me?

because it's working..

"so joy right ? can i ask you a question ?" jackson asked to joy and  we all looked at him.

"sure , go ahead " joy said politely. she's smiling widely at him .    

"so do you like yerin ?" jackson ask her again and i saw yerin shook her head ... while me ...well, im also anticipating her answer

she look at yerin first who is busy battling with her food before she turn her head to look at us "well actually i liked yerin since before and she knew that already " my mouth agape 

so she likes yerin huh ... maybe yerin likes her too that's why she intruduced her to jackson 

i put down the spoon i am holding 

i felt like i lost my appetite already ..

"where are you going hon?" jackson ask me when i stand up ..i look at them mustering a smile   ..

"washroom " i simply said before i walk to the washroom

lu