There was once a time in my life where the only thing that mattered to me was fighting and winning. I'd step into that octagon with all the confidence in the world that I'd leave the victor. There was no challenge too great that I couldn't handle. That was until I met a sassy and y reporter by the name of Jung Ewon and he flipped my world upside down.

I didn't do relationships because I had to keep that part of myself hidden, but I couldn't seem to get Ewon out of my mind. Maybe if I could just have my way with him one time, I'd be able to get him out of my system. But if I couldn't, would I be able to sacrifice everything I worked so hard for to have Ewon? Was the reward worth the risk or could I live my life without Ewon?

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I was thrilled when I landed an interview with MMA’s iest fighter, Ok Taecyeon. I had heard that he was a very private man, but nothing prepared me for his level of stubbornness. That didn't stop me from soaking up every second that I was in the same room with my secret crush. I never expected to hear from him when our interview ended, so imagine my surprise when he contacted me out of the blue and asked to meet again.

I quickly learned why Taecyeon was so private when he revealed the secret he hid from the world. As excited as I was that he returned my attraction, I had promised myself that I'd never fall for another closeted guy. My vow shattered the second his lips touched mine and I let my guard down for one night of earth-scorching , knowing it was all I would ever have with him. Or was it? Did it have to be all or nothing or could we find a way to be together without either of us getting hurt?